I can feel it coming, I dream normally as well but this is totally different. They say that earth is the place where you forget who you are but when I'm there the opposite is true. I don't know who I am when I'm there but I remember everything now when I get back. I think it's because they let me because of what is on its way. It started Wednesday, I could feel it, but I don't know exactly what it was.

Sometimes "when it happens" I wake up in my bed but can not move but they are still with me on the other side. I can hear them, I can feel their touch and at the same time I can see my wife lying next to me in our bed. Usually I am so shook up that I get up for an hour or so to calm down.