I wouldnt smoke so much if I didnt have a lot of problems.
Try being me for a while you would smoke too.
To think that all I need is a few thousand pounds to escape this hell hole.
I have nobody I can talk to, I live a never ending nightmare, I have been assigned to work in the universes biggest shit hole.
I am surrounded by satanists.
I have nothing they took it all away from me.
All I can do is watch them drop dead.
If only they were smart enough to give me a lot of money I would get out of their hairs.
Not even my husband talks to me.
I have a baby and nobody cares, not even the money for a scan.
All I have is my baby and I plan to share my baby with no one.
They hate me for this.
They believe my baby that God gave me is theirs.
How can you not hate such a person?
I demand genocide.
Quoting: Ibrahim From what you tell me, seems like your problems are bigger than what you can handle. Nevertheless, stop poisioning yourself. Try. Small steps.
After you stop, take up fitness. This will contribute toward easing your problems. Smoking is a vicious circle. You smoke to make your problems go away. You get addicted. To smoke again you need an escuse. So you focus on your problems again. Traumatized enough, you feel the 'need' to smoke again.......
'If you want something you never had,
then you have to do something you have never done...."
Apply that to peace of mind.
Peace.
P.S. There may be something you can do.
Leave the community. Travel to a place you have never been, start a new life. Wish I could help you more.
