Well, I hope you all are happy; at least someone can claim to be.

I used to think I wasn't here upon this planet to be happy, that I was only here to serve a specific function.

Now I have to come to terms with that fact that whatever specific function it was that I was here to serve, I have fallen short - perhaps by the wayside; at this point - having fallen through the cracks.

The unfoldment of timelines within the spatial field certainly have neither been corrected or re-oriented, the rainbow has been hijacked but a subversive segment of humanity - as opposed to the rainbow warriors prophecy becoming manifest; it doesn't look good from my vantagepoint.

The function that I was here to serve, of which I am not even positive anymore; seems to not be achievable - for it was the creation of an entirely neo-civilization; which had requisites - that were not met...

Mainly because of the malfunction at the junction between I & You ...

AYU / AYUVWA (non-forked tongue pronunciation of Yah - jehovah/yahweh)

Nobody cares, too bad embodies don't; each of us individuated as an incarnational extension of our Zuuls (oversoul) ...

Maybe I was wrong all along, or in more ways that one; and on more levels - perhaps had I sought happyness, then the function I was here to serve could have been performed.

despite oye's talk, the notion of ''lucifer'' needs to be reframed via the yezidi mythos of the peacock angel; and this ''light bringer'' stuff needs to be conjoined with an understanding of the ''Fisrt Shaman''.

not a whole lot of good has been done, certainly not enough; and this is not the reason for which I was given the mandala ...

I for one always thought we were here to correctly orient each of our own individual selves (through heart, higher mind, preternatural sentience - easier said than done).

All my anger, self hatred, fury and wrath hasn't done me or anyone else any good.

This planet belongs to the Alpha Elohim ...

It is in their hands now, at least from my stance and vantagepoint; as far as it concerns me in relation to earth and humanity.

I am powerless, which is probably for the best; the filthy creature that I am ..

Daniel/12dna