just remember - it is a proven fact that the more people pray, the worse things get - because your pray expresses a "need" that you are already provided - a MIND that has the potential to SAVE ITSELF

why would your God - feel anything but insulted when you fail to recognize your own potential to transform your state of being - prayers just make him Angry at your IGNOREance

I "empathize" with your circumstances - but you must need this experience - because you have become way to dependent upon others for your well-being - must be time for you to use the brains God gave you to find a solution to your self-created dependency issues - don't you have "family" members that are more sympathic to your plight than GLPers? How about your church ... or are they just like your God who ignores you ?