op there is only one thing that really matters
and that is the fact that you were sent back
because you have a mission
you might not know it with clarity now
and other things that you do not know it, you really do not need to know with the mind.
for what you experienced is at a level above such knowledge
and the gift you received by holding vividly into your heart/soul those memories
is that the Lord
is beyond creed and words
it is a subtle presence emanated through the worthy hearts
and from now on you shall clearly feel which hearts are those of love
for they will elicit in you those feelings that you know from there