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what woke you up?

 
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kundalini?
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Look more closely at the words.
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dmt?
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That's what wakes one to one's dreams, is it not? :)
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I don't know much about it, except that we produce it naturally, right?
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After the NDE, I began to access what existence is all about. I'd been an atheist (after being raised a Christian) for about 10 or 12 years. I did research like crazy. I found out many things, like the way Christianity and the bible were brought about, and why.
I also did research on spirituality, astronomy (vs. astrology) and physics. Still doing a little research, but as for me and what I've found/am finding (and others) it seems to all be related.
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as above, so below
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Someone told me that she thought I was smarter than that. Smarter than being an atheist.

So I gave it a chance, confessed and humbled myself in front of others, got the holy spirit AND a powerful demonic spirit at the same damn time, and my world has been fucked up ever since in a maddening psychosis.
The demon in me starts all kinds of stupid shit, the holy spirit tries to save me from it.

It's freaking ridiculous.

I once asked why Satanists get all the cool symbols, then I started getting/remembering visions and dreams, and it was revealed to me that Satanists are considering carving their symbols on my body as a punishment.

I'm waiting for an opportunity to get this demon out, because it's severely fucking with my free will and its trying to get me killed in some strange way.

I'm not afraid of death, just of how I die.

I really don't want it to be like a movie, it's just not original..


I never knew how stupid I am. I'm in the running for the dumbest man ever, and I don't deserve the honor of being the best at anything.
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There is no demon, it's something in yourself your fighting
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When I did a paper on Tesla as a class project, I was in 7th or 8th grade.
"we all need a helping hand, at the same time giving two to help" - me
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I'm not afraid of death, just of how I die.
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There's your demon/shadow.

Why does it matter how?

You already chose how a long time ago, you just need to remember or figure it out.


Your shadow is trying to get you killed because you're letting it control you, and letting it try to take away the control you have over that decision you already made.
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A red pill, MGTOW
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After the NDE, I began to access what existence is all about. I'd been an atheist (after being raised a Christian) for about 10 or 12 years. I did research like crazy. I found out many things, like the way Christianity and the bible were brought about, and why.
I also did research on spirituality, astronomy (vs. astrology) and physics. Still doing a little research, but as for me and what I've found/am finding (and others) it seems to all be related.
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as above, so below
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B I N G O.....!!!!
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Look more closely at the words.
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dmt?
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That's what wakes one to one's dreams, is it not? :)
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I don't know much about it, except that we produce it naturally, right?
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Yes, released during R.E.M. sleep - arguably what creates the visionary dream state in everyone every night. Dreams don't feel like a full-blown psychedelic experience for most because when it's your own eye weighing the dose, it knows precisely what you are ready to see.
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After the NDE, I began to access what existence is all about. I'd been an atheist (after being raised a Christian) for about 10 or 12 years. I did research like crazy. I found out many things, like the way Christianity and the bible were brought about, and why.
I also did research on spirituality, astronomy (vs. astrology) and physics. Still doing a little research, but as for me and what I've found/am finding (and others) it seems to all be related.
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as above, so below
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B I N G O.....!!!!
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What all have you learned?
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Conspiracy wise - born into it - long story

Spiritually - all began with some REALLY good acid...

psycha
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Hmmm never used hallucinagenics....I was afraid I'd never come back

I have always wanted to try peyote
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After I figured out that my thyroid had been ablated by I-131, I realized I couldn't trust the PTB to look out for my best interests. Damn them.
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A feeling whispered in the day and magnified in dreams.

A memory of past, present and future, long forgotten, retold by all until remembered by one.

A pain beyond human imagining.

A betrayed and restrained love.

Fiction became reality and reality became fiction.

Impossible became normal.

And I saw all, knew all...and at the same time nothing.
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After the NDE, I began to access what existence is all about. I'd been an atheist (after being raised a Christian) for about 10 or 12 years. I did research like crazy. I found out many things, like the way Christianity and the bible were brought about, and why.
I also did research on spirituality, astronomy (vs. astrology) and physics. Still doing a little research, but as for me and what I've found/am finding (and others) it seems to all be related.
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as above, so below
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B I N G O.....!!!!
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 11583924


What all have you learned?
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It's really all complicated and too much to type, but here's some stuff in a nutshell.
With string theory/M theory, the mathematics point to 11 dimensions. Seems to becoming more popular with physicists.
Some have even dared to say that astronomy and astrology were practiced hand in hand at one time and should be considered today.
Religions are based on what people have written, and those writings have been used and twisted in order to control. Especially with Christianity, we are told we're lowly sinners and unworthy inside. Nonsense. This is the control that has become so widespread with fundamentalists...the ability to control by keeping people in ignorance.
Spiritually, follow the Golden Rule. I continued to try to follow it after becoming an atheist just because it's a decent way to be.
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as above, so below
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B I N G O.....!!!!
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What all have you learned?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 31481804


It's really all complicated and too much to type, but here's some stuff in a nutshell.
With string theory/M theory, the mathematics point to 11 dimensions. Seems to becoming more popular with physicists.
Some have even dared to say that astronomy and astrology were practiced hand in hand at one time and should be considered today.
Religions are based on what people have written, and those writings have been used and twisted in order to control. Especially with Christianity, we are told we're lowly sinners and unworthy inside. Nonsense. This is the control that has become so widespread with fundamentalists...the ability to control by keeping people in ignorance.
Spiritually, follow the Golden Rule. I continued to try to follow it after becoming an atheist just because it's a decent way to be.
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do you have increased intuition and things like that? see numbers, synchronicities?
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A feeling whispered in the day and magnified in dreams.

A memory of past, present and future, long forgotten, retold by all until remembered by one.

A pain beyond human imagining.

A betrayed and restrained love.

Fiction became reality and reality became fiction.

Impossible became normal.

And I saw all, knew all...and at the same time nothing.
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You are very talented poet.

Is that why you are shilling for 10bucks an hour?
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Run along, little one. Enjoy your time of obliviate bliss, and hope that fate doesn't choose you for anything special. The pain can be unimaginable and the cost beyond that of anything conceivable.
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A feeling whispered in the day and magnified in dreams.

A memory of past, present and future, long forgotten, retold by all until remembered by one.

A pain beyond human imagining.

A betrayed and restrained love.

Fiction became reality and reality became fiction.

Impossible became normal.

And I saw all, knew all...and at the same time nothing.
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I'm not afraid of death, just of how I die.
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There's your demon/shadow.

Why does it matter how?

You already chose how a long time ago, you just need to remember or figure it out.


Your shadow is trying to get you killed because you're letting it control you, and letting it try to take away the control you have over that decision you already made.
 Quoting: Sleepy Cat on the Blue Mat


Until I am able to fast long enough to get disconnected from the beast entity/kundalini my demons are fucking running me and ruining my life.

You have no idea how bad this possession has become.

Unfortunately I have obligations, so unless something happens that cuts me off from them, I'm fucking trapped.

And last time I got disconnected from the kundalini it was like I was living in hell, but at least I was seeing and experiencing the world for what it really is, instead of being partially blinded spiritually.

I deserve it. I've never physically hurt anyone unjustly, or even justly really, but I've abused people and the world severely in the astral and emotional plane so I've got to reap what I sowed there I suppose.


Maybe that's why I keep getting these horrible visions and dreams.
VarianceX77
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A feeling whispered in the day and magnified in dreams.

A memory of past, present and future, long forgotten, retold by all until remembered by one.

A pain beyond human imagining.

A betrayed and restrained love.

Fiction became reality and reality became fiction.

Impossible became normal.

And I saw all, knew all...and at the same time nothing.
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sounds intriguing

tell me more, but don't be so cryptic:)
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A feeling whispered in the day and magnified in dreams.

A memory of past, present and future, long forgotten, retold by all until remembered by one.

A pain beyond human imagining.

A betrayed and restrained love.

Fiction became reality and reality became fiction.

Impossible became normal.

And I saw all, knew all...and at the same time nothing.
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You are very talented poet.

Is that why you are shilling for 10bucks an hour?
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Truth, lie, truth, lie with you again.

Yes, the AC is talented.

Now explain the root of your accusation. Shame you should need to be asked to do so.

If you were being completely honest, I would not need to tell you what to do to be so.
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I can hear the comments even as I type this but what the hell.I watched a ton of videos about 9/11 but I was like no this is stupid you can't hide a lie that big.Then Sandy Hook happened and I like everyone at the hospital that day was glued to the tv,the very next day there were things that didn' t make sense and the inconsistencies just keep growing.My own snooping along with others woke me up,thank heavens!
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I wish I could say more about it. Connection with an old friend that sparked a spiritual awakening/conversion. I started looking into Catholicism, discovered all the whacky stuff about Freemasonry, got a little freaked out because I had some ancestors involved.

Along with this, this friend had worked in pretty high levels of government security/anti-terrorism, and some little things that were dropped during our brief email exchanges while he was probably 'feeling me out' started making sense once I had gone down the rabbit hole, and his comments kind of validated certain things for me.

But I'd say the real clincher - what sent me down the rabbit hole, was finally giving the 9/11 truth movement a chance. I watched the Architects & Engineers for 9/11 Truth's WTC7 video. It took a while, though. It was a very gradual process.
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Oh yeah, and I forgot - I had watched a few videos about the Illuminati, Masonic symbolism infecting our media, MKULtra, etc. I thought it was pretty far fetched. Then I started paying attention to what my kids were watching on TV, and it was really eery. Masonic symbolism, sexualization, even some gay innuendo - was EVERYWHERE - all through the kid shows.
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the milli vanilli scandal
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ROFL!
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When they killed Kennedy.Warren Report. War on drugs . 50 years of lies and murder by uncle sam .
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OMG - How have you not gone completely mad all these years?
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When it was revealed that my closest family member had treated me worse than a stray dog for years while hiding in the background shifting blame on innocent people.This was a person that I loved dearly and had 100% faith in.
Once I saw that for fact then I questioned every thing else and wondered what others were hiding.I have never been able to take anything at face value since.
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I'm uncertain as of this world. But then again maybe I just don't belong here.
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getting my sleep, as usual.
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You are NOT dumb - you are human. And, honestly, you seem pretty smart to me to have figured this all out and you have to be strong to be able to struggle through such persecution. In this society, we tend to downplay or deny evil. That's a huge trick that has been played on us by the Father of Lies - you know who.

Have you considered getting help from a Catholic priest? Actually, let me qualify that - you might not want to go to just any priest. I believe that every Archdiocese has an exorcist - wherever you are, you can go to your Archdiocese website and there should be a number you can call.

In the meantime, you might want to say the prayer to Saint Michael the Archangel (just google it). The Rosary is a VERY powerful prayer, but I don't think it's a good idea to pray it alone before you consult with a priest. The enemy HATES our Lady - the Virgin Mary. Absolutely HATES her because of her purity and devotion to God. Not to mention that she is the woman in Genesis who crushes the head of the snake (in Catholic theology).

I know the Catholic church has a lot of opponents these days, but it has a lot of spiritual tools that Christ gave us to fight evil and to help us in our quest for holiness.


Someone told me that she thought I was smarter than that. Smarter than being an atheist.

So I gave it a chance, confessed and humbled myself in front of others, got the holy spirit AND a powerful demonic spirit at the same damn time, and my world has been fucked up ever since in a maddening psychosis.
The demon in me starts all kinds of stupid shit, the holy spirit tries to save me from it.

It's freaking ridiculous.

I once asked why Satanists get all the cool symbols, then I started getting/remembering visions and dreams, and it was revealed to me that Satanists are considering carving their symbols on my body as a punishment.

I'm waiting for an opportunity to get this demon out, because it's severely fucking with my free will and its trying to get me killed in some strange way.

I'm not afraid of death, just of how I die.

I really don't want it to be like a movie, it's just not original..


I never knew how stupid I am. I'm in the running for the dumbest man ever, and I don't deserve the honor of being the best at anything.
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I started researching the occult. Not to practice it, but I was interested in it. I wanted to know about the founding of the church of satan, and Aleister Crowley. After I did some significant research on Anton Levay, and Crowley. I wanted to know where they came from. What philosophies inspired them. That lead me to Ada B. Wells, George Gurdjieff, Blatvasky, Robert Fludd, Georgus Von Welling, Bacon, etc... I got all the way back to the 1300's in my research and discovered the Rosicrucians, and that's when the whole conspiracy thing blew wide open for me. Because, the more I studied their theories, I was able to draw connections to more modern secret societies. It was at that point I had many mind blowing revelations about who is in control. I thought that by having an understanding of where it came from I could have an understanding of where we are going. The only thing is, these secret societies keep their secrets well. If you think it's all the Freemasons. I got news for you. They're nothing more than a boys only club. There are far more powerful organizations, with much more influence behind the scenes.

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B I N G O.....!!!!
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What all have you learned?
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It's really all complicated and too much to type, but here's some stuff in a nutshell.
With string theory/M theory, the mathematics point to 11 dimensions. Seems to becoming more popular with physicists.
Some have even dared to say that astronomy and astrology were practiced hand in hand at one time and should be considered today.
Religions are based on what people have written, and those writings have been used and twisted in order to control. Especially with Christianity, we are told we're lowly sinners and unworthy inside. Nonsense. This is the control that has become so widespread with fundamentalists...the ability to control by keeping people in ignorance.
Spiritually, follow the Golden Rule. I continued to try to follow it after becoming an atheist just because it's a decent way to be.
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do you have increased intuition and things like that? see numbers, synchronicities?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 31481804


Not really. The only intuition I have is that there's going to be a massive, massive change. From what I feel, it's world wide, it will be very good (maybe in the long run rather than instantaneous...but I'm not getting that). You know, "the first will be last and the last will be first", the "Golden Age", etc. This feeling is something within me and comes every time I hear or think of serious problems that plague our world.
I don't know...may be my own death coming that I feel this, but I don't think so. I feel inclusive about it.
I might mention that when I was a kid I became psychic, told my mom about it. She was very religious and told me Jesus doesn't want that, so I ignored it when things would come to me. It eventually went away. The feelings in me recently reminded me of that because I'd forgotten about it, but the feeling is very similar. But who knows. I guess...we'll see.

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