what woke you up?

A plea to the universe for answers

can you describe your experience?

I can't believe I'm admitting this, but it was the Paul/Faul conspiracy theory that sent me headfirst down the rabbit hole.

yes...then you look within...and that's like a big wake up call...

The cats. Damn them! I was having a great sleep and the little perishers decided they needed more food

sorry, dont know what that is

A dear molecular teacher :)

Medical procedure typically reserved for 45 year olds at the age of 19. Woke me up to the food system. It's really all downhill from there.

do you meditate?

the milli vanilli scandal

jay-z

kundalini?

yep...I lay down when I get a chance...let it come...sometimes I don't need to meditate...I am open to so much...been a test for some time now...

Paul McCartney supposedly died in the 60s but was replaced by a look-alike by the Beatles' M16 handlers.

Fort Hood shootings along with election of BO. I lost my mind for a few days after shootings. Came out the other side with a desperate need to learn all I can about whats really going on. Been a 'tard ever since.

do you get spontaineous mudras? like your hands put themselves in various positions, like thumb to finger tip?

nope...

The neighbors with their loud-assed music again!

Conspiracy wise - born into it - long story

Spiritually - all began with some REALLY good acid...

Alarm clock

When they killed Kennedy.Warren Report. War on drugs . 50 years of lies and murder by uncle sam .

9/11 conspiracy

Look more closely at the words.

For me, a near death experience.

dmt?

what happened after?

I hear ya Rev...

That's what wakes one to one's dreams, is it not? :)

After the NDE, I began to access what existence is all about. I'd been an atheist (after being raised a Christian) for about 10 or 12 years. I did research like crazy. I found out many things, like the way Christianity and the bible were brought about, and why.
I also did research on spirituality, astronomy (vs. astrology) and physics. Still doing a little research, but as for me and what I've found/am finding (and others) it seems to all be related.

Someone told me that she thought I was smarter than that. Smarter than being an atheist.

So I gave it a chance, confessed and humbled myself in front of others, got the holy spirit AND a powerful demonic spirit at the same damn time, and my world has been fucked up ever since in a maddening psychosis.
The demon in me starts all kinds of stupid shit, the holy spirit tries to save me from it.

It's freaking ridiculous.

I once asked why Satanists get all the cool symbols, then I started getting/remembering visions and dreams, and it was revealed to me that Satanists are considering carving their symbols on my body as a punishment.

I'm waiting for an opportunity to get this demon out, because it's severely fucking with my free will and its trying to get me killed in some strange way.

I'm not afraid of death, just of how I die.

I really don't want it to be like a movie, it's just not original..


I never knew how stupid I am. I'm in the running for the dumbest man ever, and I don't deserve the honor of being the best at anything.

Last Edited by VarianceX77 on 04/28/2013 01:57 AM