Separation and Potentia

Old musings from July 10, 2008

I am more than myself. Chad does exist, but only as a segment of a greater entity, a greater soul; just as that greater soul is merely a portion of a greater one... We are here to experience in a reality that contains many more lessons than a purely spiritual state. This is an opportunity to grow at an extremely accelerated pace, though the experience can be trying at times, to say the least. If your awakening comes easily, it is a false awakening, for the true awakening requires purification/healing, and thus we will truly know suffering. Our present incarnation is nearly complete in its seperation to the divine. For an entity or spirit to find its way back towards the source without any knowledge of its existence is a lesson in the concepts of 'miracles'.

We incarnate and immediately take on the role we agreed to play. We agreed to it because the selected role, if played out correctly, will bring us to the fulfillment of our highest self that we had selected prior to incarnation. We are the role, because it is our experience. In the depths of our inner selves, past forgetfulness, we know this, and we also know that we are a multiple of entities and experiences existing even now, for there is no Time (thus we exist all at once and eternally) except to help in convincing our incarnation of the earth illusion, the play, is the only experience. Only through separation can Unity be a Truth.

We, as well as consciousness, choose when and how the awakening process will take form. This is the integral nature of Trinity, Free Will, Unity. All of everything is integral to everything. Everything is interconnected. The 'experience of separation' is the uniqueness of this particular manifestation. Godsource is the impartial source that is the stage. Source Reality is Potentia (unconditional Love) that fluctuates throughout the infinite stage. Source Intelligence is the consciousness. We exist in separation to these things while incarnate; this separation is the illusion of our reality. The non-physical Source Intelligence and the physical manifestation of the play both seek to unite in Potentia. Once the unification is accomplished and we - in both forms - see the All of Everything as merely Potentia, Christ Consciousness is realized and awakened. Christ Consciousness is both Source Intelligence and physical manifestation experiencing Source Reality/Potentia as a unity, without separation. Wholeness is realized, but only through separation first. Christ Consciousness is Source Integral - the integration of the separation from Godsource.

Our consciousness does not die, rather it is silenced. In its silence (death) it is awakened and fully realized. Through its separation and through its silence, when unity of duality (duality as polarity defined through opposites; yin/yang, female/male, life/death, love/hate, up/down, heaven/hell - notice one is always of Godsource the other is of illusion. This is only way for God - Everything and All that Is - ISNESS - to experience Its Uniqueness... The only way for Unity to exist is through Separation) is accomplished and Potentia realized as the true Source Reality, Wisdom is attained. Remember, it is all interconnected. The illusion is our catalyst to search for unity. As Unity seems to be illusory to the incarnate, so Separation is the illusion to Source Reality (Unity).
As above, so below.

We, as individuals, are still whole. The illusion is that we are not. Through the belief that the illusion is reality, our experiences therein comprise of the lessons. Only through the llusions can Godsource experience newness'. We would not experience 'life' as we do without the illusion, we would 'experience' living (creation) without 'uniqueness', without 'newness'.

Christ is Source Integral. It is the Christ Consciousness, the experience of both the Divine and the Physical at the same time. To experience your true nature, in both forms at the same time, is to be as Christ. This cannot be attained through belief only, it must be experienced. Both Illusion and Source Reality must be experienced at the same time. Unity is manifested. Separation is manifested. Source Integral is attained through the dualistic nature of Creation. Christ has become the bridge and the entity experiencing the bridge has awakened.