I have a suggestion,go to barnes and noble and buy yourself the expanded bible go straight to acts 2:38 and implement it to yourself after you have done that you will have received the holy ghost.Then take your new bible and start reading it at the beginning(but pray first for spiritual guidance)to end about 4 or 5 times in a row and you will have found the answer to your question.Find yourself a united pentecostal church and they will tell you how to implement acts 2:38.By the way acts is the fifth cannon in the new testament.Straight and narrow is the way to life everlasting and few there be that find it.