Hey op. Dont sweat it. Move to north Cali and work trimming weed. Hitch hike if u have to. The going rate is about $2000 per month. Or Check out ic.org it s a cool List of farms and eco communities all over the world. U volunteer and usually hace free room and board. I have been volunteering for 3 years and now live in Nicaragua. Its Not illegal to be homeless in cental america. And u can always find rainbow Hippies in every state . These r good p##eople to know. Everybody shares and live a good happy life. Just Google rainbow gatherings, its Not a gay thing. Youll be just fine.