Ok, to me...

Good and Evil exist, but that is just what one calls the other one. I have seen both and to be honest, in my opinion, they are both "good". They are both trying to help people. All you have to do is believe in one of the gods, either the god of Evil or the god of Good, and you will be prosperous in the world. You will fight the other one, however, because when a thing is supposedly good and hates another good thing, they become jealous of each other. I grew up in a very "fightful" house. There was a lot of yelling and loud noises. I am not about fighting. I refrain from fighting. I will actually take out needed agression on myself actually because it feels "good". Now, I cannot explain how it feels good but, I know that if I do feel pain, there is at first hurt. Then, after the hurt comes pleasure. This tells me that it may not be what science calls those things that alleviate pain that the brain emits. Because, if there were an over abundance of them in my blood stream, wouldn't I just feel pleasure? So, I am tending toward another conclusion. Somehow, I am a mutant. Like in my previous post about how we need to "mutate or change" to survive, I believe that I have mutated to heal myself. I turn pain into pleasure. So this means, I may not be able to ware out further in my genetic make up. If I am balanced in this way, then I must be an answer to the decaying problem.
I'm telling you guys all this stuff because this is what I think about. I'm not asking you to judge me on it. You can take it or leave it.