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For English not being your mother tongue you express your self nicely.

Very good! Always follow the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. However, be very cautious with the leading of the heart. As the word warns us;

[Jer.17:9] For the heart is deceitful above all things, and disparately wicked: who can know it?


This following of the heart, is the teachings of the way of the world, and this way leads away from the truth of the word. For all of the world especially of the female persuasion are taught to follow their heart, but this is often the way of the enemy and not the advice of the Word.
Even as the world teaches happiness is the greatest goal, yet, this again is a lie toward destruction, and the falsehood of the ways of the world. For Christ came forth not seeking a life of happiness, but of obedience toward the calling of the Father. So all who belong to him must follow that same example. For such things will eventually lead not only to happiness, but that which is far greater...JOY...and the fullness thereof.

[Ps.33:12} Happy is the nation whose Lord is God.

The ways of the world and the advice thereof, leads to death.

[1John.2:15kjv] Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man Love the world, the love of the Father is not in him.

[1John.2:16kjv] For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

[1John.2:17kjv] And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth forever.

Never trust the heart alone. I have learned hard lessons that way through the years.

I posses no wisdom, I only stumble along in blind trust, and great fear, that I might not say that which would dishonor the word, and bring down upon my head the Lord's displeasure. As often through the years I have done so. Nevertheless, his anger has no power against the forgiveness he displays when ask for such, in sincerity. Oh! The joy of his grace, when granted, supersedes all powers.

I never know what I am to say before I start writing a response to anything. That would take intellect of a greater ability than I possess. I only trust the Lord to be my guide in my responses. Except of course for those subjects I have studied on for many years, through the word and the Spirit's leading. These of course are often my own thoughts as well, and of course shortcomings are often prevalent as well. Nevertheless, I thank you for your kind remarks.