I swear to fucking god, how does someone deal with all this shit?

Aether, I apologize for ranting on your thread, but I don't know what or where to do/go to rant about this stuff.

Ah, fuck it. Nothing's helped and nothing will help. It would just be nice to have some modicum of understanding as to why people behave the way they do. Why they choose to forget what fucking scares them. Why the hell secrets make it ok to lie, ok to remain silent with knowledge. The damned 'ends justify the means' fucking BS. On and on.

It shouldn't be "Careful what you wish for." It should be, "Careful what you don't wish for." Everything is so backasswards, it is amazing.

Fuck cliches. Fuck the ones that think they are awake, yet are beholden to their beliefs and biases, too fucking much of pansies to go experience and find out the truth themselves.

I am so angry right now. Fucking religions and sciences and capitalism and communism and fascism and tyrannies and oligarchies and all the fucking -isms.

God help us. It has saturated us all and has become a component of our souls. There is no magic revelation. There is no magic epiphany. There is no magic discovery. No freedom. No spiritual contentment. No future utopia. No future solution.

It is just us, and the assholes we are and will continue to be. Machinations. Usury. Politics. Corruption. That is power, and will continue to be. No catalyst, no change in philosophies, no magical mass spiritual awakening.

That is the truth of the human condition and truth is scalar. I'm so tired of people not seeing. And more tired of coddling just for usage of the one being coddled.

Please ignore this and thank you for letting me rant.