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Did you try this?

Well, here's an interesting thing that anyone thats following along can do.

I want you to close your eyes, think about where you were when you heard the voice, really picture yourself there. Now before you break concentration, say 'hello', or your name, yell it out in your head if you like but jut do what comes naturally.
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Did you try this?

Well, here's an interesting thing that anyone thats following along can do.

I want you to close your eyes, think about where you were when you heard the voice, really picture yourself there. Now before you break concentration, say 'hello', or your name, yell it out in your head if you like but jut do what comes naturally.
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i already know who was harassing me then.
i don't see the point in this exercise.
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I'll leave it at that then, sorry.
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I'll leave it at that then, sorry.
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no apology necessary

what were you getting at? i'm curous
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Did you try this?

Well, here's an interesting thing that anyone thats following along can do.

I want you to close your eyes, think about where you were when you heard the voice, really picture yourself there. Now before you break concentration, say 'hello', or your name, yell it out in your head if you like but jut do what comes naturally.
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i already know who was harassing me then.
i don't see the point in this exercise.
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the whispers came during this.
this is one of my old threads

Thread: I had a huge UFO experience and need to hear from others if they have seen same...
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Did you try this?

Well, here's an interesting thing that anyone thats following along can do.

I want you to close your eyes, think about where you were when you heard the voice, really picture yourself there. Now before you break concentration, say 'hello', or your name, yell it out in your head if you like but jut do what comes naturally.
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i already know who was harassing me then.
i don't see the point in this exercise.
 Quoting: Salt


the whispers came during this.
this is one of my old threads

Thread: I had a huge UFO experience and need to hear from others if they have seen same...
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I'm not sure I've seen the tread before. I just had a quick look. The bottom of page two was interesting, the Aussie post (not me). My own UFO encounter, while not close, was while fishing. Odd.
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The fishing part intrigued me the most. 3 guys I know in the mid 80's were fishing and a UFO come above them for a few minutes as they freaked out and watched in awe feeling very weak and not sure what is about to happen. They all got the hell out of there when the UFO disappeared in a flash not making a sound..As they drove home they all got very ill and found there way to a hospital where they stayed for a week with extreem sickness. Throwing up high temperature etc.. All 3 men recovered at the very same time and the doctors thought was very odd.

I believe there story. They were fishing in a river near a campsite aswell.. weird..no orbs though..just one single black triangle UFO..
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Did you try this?

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 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 42639458


i already know who was harassing me then.
i don't see the point in this exercise.
 Quoting: Salt


the whispers came during this.
this is one of my old threads

Thread: I had a huge UFO experience and need to hear from others if they have seen same...
 Quoting: Salt


I'm not sure I've seen the tread before. I just had a quick look. The bottom of page two was interesting, the Aussie post (not me). My own UFO encounter, while not close, was while fishing. Odd.
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interesting.
i don't think the triangles are part of my situation.
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the whispers came during this.
this is one of my old threads

Thread: I had a huge UFO experience and need to hear from others if they have seen same...
 Quoting: Salt


I'm not sure I've seen the tread before. I just had a quick look. The bottom of page two was interesting, the Aussie post (not me). My own UFO encounter, while not close, was while fishing. Odd.
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The fishing part intrigued me the most. 3 guys I know in the mid 80's were fishing and a UFO come above them for a few minutes as they freaked out and watched in awe feeling very weak and not sure what is about to happen. They all got the hell out of there when the UFO disappeared in a flash not making a sound..As they drove home they all got very ill and found there way to a hospital where they stayed for a week with extreem sickness. Throwing up high temperature etc.. All 3 men recovered at the very same time and the doctors thought was very odd.

I believe there story. They were fishing in a river near a campsite aswell.. weird..no orbs though..just one single black triangle UFO..
 Quoting: ponders 1166117


interesting.
i don't think the triangles are part of my situation.
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I wouldn't know if what I saw was triangular, it was way to far away, very bright though, in fact, I thought it was Venus for about 20 minutes, then it started doing stuff that neither Venus, nor anything man made can do. A second one revealed itself shortly before they left in spectacular fassion. I think they arrived at where they were going before they finished leaving where they had been. Resulting in each being a seemingly infinately long line from start to who knows where, the lines were there for about a third of a second, then gone.
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Anyway, back on track for the thread.

See if this helps with your stepfather, never know what it might dig up.
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interestingly enough, the poster in my UFO thread who gave me such a rough time (SS), sent me an apology letter shortly after that stating that he was going thru a bad stretch. just wanted to point that out so nobody forms a judgment on him.
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interestingly enough, the poster in my UFO thread who gave me such a rough time (SS), sent me an apology letter shortly after that stating that he was going thru a bad stretch. just wanted to point that out so nobody forms a judgment on him.
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for a second there I thought you were talking about THE Ss and I was thinking "that doesn't sound like him"
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interestingly enough, the poster in my UFO thread who gave me such a rough time (SS), sent me an apology letter shortly after that stating that he was going thru a bad stretch. just wanted to point that out so nobody forms a judgment on him.
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for a second there I thought you were talking about THE Ss and I was thinking "that doesn't sound like him"
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well, it shows who it is by looking at the quote boxes. its all good.
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well, i think i found a pic in a track n field uniform and the face looks just like me but i don't have curly hair. i had been known to put it in curlers but never for a track meet, lol. hairstyles back then, ugh.

anyway the face and body looks like mine but the hair does not. and while i put my hands on my hips like that sometimes, i never tuck my hand under. so, i dunno. could be me, maybe and maybe not

dig those cool tube socks, eh? schmexy...

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well, i think i found a pic in a track n field uniform and the face looks just like me but i don't have curly hair. i had been known to put it in curlers but never for a track meet, lol. hairstyles back then, ugh.

anyway the face and body looks like mine but the hair does not. and while i put my hands on my hips like that sometimes, i never tuck my hand under. so, i dunno. could be me, maybe and maybe not

dig those cool tube socks, eh? schmexy...

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if it's me, i was around 15 yrs old
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Learn to draw, paint and express your memories in art.
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Learn to draw, paint and express your memories in art.
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i did and i do
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If the picture were really you I think you would recognize yourself?

When I was being raised by programming arseholes, they used to lie to me (and everyone else) about what year I had gone to what school and after a while I believed the lies myself because of repetition. I don't know if anything at all similar happened to you, but I would check additional years/classes/nearby schools to see if you pop up in them.
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why is this old stuff important, you can't take it with you. How much of it may have bad memories, if it has that with it, you don't want it. Anything with bad memories should be cleansed and given away. If its stuff others can't use, then burn it, or it hits the trash. These serve no real purpose. Build your spiritual life, because that is the only thing that matters, the ONLY THING.
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Wow, you must be special.
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Wow, you must be special.
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what does that mean?
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I hope you find what your looking for Salt. Did you make those phone calls you were talking about in an earlier post? Any luck?
I myself have been trying to find an answer to something that is missing..not photos but memories. My old friends tend to say " remember when".. and for quite a lot of the things they mention, I have no recolection at all. Not even a twinge of "hmmm it sounds familar" Its not like, oh remember when we rode our bikes up that big hill?.. Its more like, remember when we went and stayed at that cabin for 2 days... things you would think you would remember. Shrugs, maybe someone on here has an idea... ( sorry for hijacking your thread) but it seems that so many things are connected that other posters have said.
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I hope you find what your looking for Salt. Did you make those phone calls you were talking about in an earlier post? Any luck?
I myself have been trying to find an answer to something that is missing..not photos but memories. My old friends tend to say " remember when".. and for quite a lot of the things they mention, I have no recolection at all. Not even a twinge of "hmmm it sounds familar" Its not like, oh remember when we rode our bikes up that big hill?.. Its more like, remember when we went and stayed at that cabin for 2 days... things you would think you would remember. Shrugs, maybe someone on here has an idea... ( sorry for hijacking your thread) but it seems that so many things are connected that other posters have said.
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i don't feel like your post is hijacking the thread. i think its right on point and thanks for posting

i was really busy today and didnt get a chance to call the schools they are two hours ahead of me. i will try tomorrow morning if i get a minute.

i got a return on a friend request on facebook (i hate that place) but she didn't answer my message i sent her. so that was kind of strange.

i posted a pic on this page that looks very much like me except i don't have curly hair so that was also strange. but it was not unusual for me and my step-sister to set our hair in curlers once in a great while. there was no caption on the photo.
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this is as good a place as any to start.

don't feel bad if you don't get it at first.....it's difficult.

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ok, i read this data

it kind of ties into one of my own theories

i made an attempt to disprove string theory. i don't think it's accurate, not even remotely, but it does lend to some plausibility to my own theory.

my theory, at its base, goes something like this

instead of there being numerous branes or strings of dimensional time/space, it is more of an unlimited amount of dimensional time/space which continues to expand with unlimited variables that represent every possible choice at every possible point in time.

in other words, for everything that is, there are limitless possibilities for everything that isn't, for each of those particular points. and every point that is and isn't (all of these variables) hold their information in a separate dimension. these dimensions are not realms necessarily where living beings reside, but rather existing superpositioned everywhere simultaneously.

so, for everything that is, at each point in time/space (and these points within themselves are relatively limitless), there also exists every possible variable that isn't what the initial thing is, superpositioned.

it is possible to share space with variables of possibility. spirit entities (including humans) reside in one space, and possibility resides in another and everything is superpositioned.

so in terms of timeline dynamics, this makes linear time impossible until everything that simultaneously superpositionally exists has come to its completion.

it takes as long as it takes.
no point in attempting to time "travel". one can stay put and manipulate every possible dimension right in the residing position of origin.

make sense?


lol...
 Quoting: Salt


It makes a lot of sense.... the 4space Minkowsky geometry of time and space is basically what you think, look for Roger Pendleton books ... I think that the one you need is "The path to reality" or something like this (I've got the spanish edition, but I saw an english one : P.P. 500 thru 1090 talks about TimeLines, Different explanations of alternatives realities, geometry of Time and Space, Time being a byproduct of the curvature of Space and a local effect, even places where time doesn't "flow"...that's a local effect bound to gravity. Roger Penrose is a well respected Scientific such as Stephen Hawkings but more open minded. Look for "twistor theory" on wikipedia. Hope it helps...
 Quoting: TT_0


4space. i like that.

if you were to illustrate my diagram of time travel, instead of a line going from one point to the next, you would see limitless lines radiating out from one single point, like a sun
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You're right on the spot with your theory. Now ... Imagine a central point call present [It's what you feel when you're awake] ...It is in this space the only thing we have...like an endless slideshow of jpg's archives, now you need only to imagine TT0 (That's Aleph 0, that is almost as infinit plus one) or infintit branches of a tree, forward time...let's call it future, and backward time...let's call it past. You're always at present, with time flowing from future to past. EVERY move, thought, action, goodwill act, crime....will take you from line to line...following every infinit future you got. If you could look backwards, and you could, it's what you and me call remembering, you will see one and only one line.. Anything different is impossible, UNLESS someone mess with the entire earth TimeLine....something that began in 2008, following some research I made. Simple research, I got eidetic memory so it's hard that I could be wrong on death dates, news, it is a blesing and a curse, because I visualiza data as a pattern, anything that disrupts the pattern, People that's death on my timeline looks like a strobe in my mind when I see them dying again. Even dates has changed and names of people....I don't know who or what is doing this, but I got a pretty good idea.... Why? Youre guess is as good as mine...
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hi salt,

i have experienced something sort of similar. i didn't disappear from the past but my half brother, long convoluted story short... there are about 3 different times don't agree with each other of when he died. my older brother was told in the eighties, that he had died, of suicide. i was told he died when i tried to reach him in 92, i was told he had died of suicide, his kids have contacted me in the last few years and they say he didn't die until 2006 or so, they say it was accidental death, OD, or suicide.

i think that i've jumped varying timelines, but i also have done quite a bit of digging and my lucid dreams and through meditating and just plain research, have led me to the conclusion that a) i'm a clone, b) i have a previous me's memories or just someone else's, kinda irrelevant at this point, been mk'd the fuck out of. what for? no clue. perhaps a bloodline thing. my grandfather was a baron from austria. that really is the only reason i can think of.

and i'm a gemini. i sort of chuckled when i read that.

there are ways that you can find out about yourself. i wish the very very best for you. i'm empathetic. you are just on the first brick of a very long journey. but it isn't one you need to fear. the truth shall set you free. everything will be okay. even if it isn't. it is. xoxo


Most gen one mkultra victims are gemini and Celtic/ native american
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Love
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hi salt,

i have experienced something sort of similar. i didn't disappear from the past but my half brother, long convoluted story short... there are about 3 different times don't agree with each other of when he died. my older brother was told in the eighties, that he had died, of suicide. i was told he died when i tried to reach him in 92, i was told he had died of suicide, his kids have contacted me in the last few years and they say he didn't die until 2006 or so, they say it was accidental death, OD, or suicide.

i think that i've jumped varying timelines, but i also have done quite a bit of digging and my lucid dreams and through meditating and just plain research, have led me to the conclusion that a) i'm a clone, b) i have a previous me's memories or just someone else's, kinda irrelevant at this point, been mk'd the fuck out of. what for? no clue. perhaps a bloodline thing. my grandfather was a baron from austria. that really is the only reason i can think of.

and i'm a gemini. i sort of chuckled when i read that.

there are ways that you can find out about yourself. i wish the very very best for you. i'm empathetic. you are just on the first brick of a very long journey. but it isn't one you need to fear. the truth shall set you free. everything will be okay. even if it isn't. it is. xoxo


Most gen one mkultra victims are gemini and Celtic/ native american
 Quoting: FEDup 41383545

 Quoting: May&June



that's very interesting.

regarding mk's and clones you might find this interesting

Thread: Luciferian Super Soldiers, Project Sahara Desert Clone Program, Djinn hybrids, The Black Goo, and The Molech Rituals
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ok, i read this data

it kind of ties into one of my own theories

i made an attempt to disprove string theory. i don't think it's accurate, not even remotely, but it does lend to some plausibility to my own theory.

my theory, at its base, goes something like this

instead of there being numerous branes or strings of dimensional time/space, it is more of an unlimited amount of dimensional time/space which continues to expand with unlimited variables that represent every possible choice at every possible point in time.

in other words, for everything that is, there are limitless possibilities for everything that isn't, for each of those particular points. and every point that is and isn't (all of these variables) hold their information in a separate dimension. these dimensions are not realms necessarily where living beings reside, but rather existing superpositioned everywhere simultaneously.

so, for everything that is, at each point in time/space (and these points within themselves are relatively limitless), there also exists every possible variable that isn't what the initial thing is, superpositioned.

it is possible to share space with variables of possibility. spirit entities (including humans) reside in one space, and possibility resides in another and everything is superpositioned.

so in terms of timeline dynamics, this makes linear time impossible until everything that simultaneously superpositionally exists has come to its completion.

it takes as long as it takes.
no point in attempting to time "travel". one can stay put and manipulate every possible dimension right in the residing position of origin.

make sense?


lol...
 Quoting: Salt


It makes a lot of sense.... the 4space Minkowsky geometry of time and space is basically what you think, look for Roger Pendleton books ... I think that the one you need is "The path to reality" or something like this (I've got the spanish edition, but I saw an english one : P.P. 500 thru 1090 talks about TimeLines, Different explanations of alternatives realities, geometry of Time and Space, Time being a byproduct of the curvature of Space and a local effect, even places where time doesn't "flow"...that's a local effect bound to gravity. Roger Penrose is a well respected Scientific such as Stephen Hawkings but more open minded. Look for "twistor theory" on wikipedia. Hope it helps...
 Quoting: TT_0


4space. i like that.

if you were to illustrate my diagram of time travel, instead of a line going from one point to the next, you would see limitless lines radiating out from one single point, like a sun
 Quoting: Salt


You're right on the spot with your theory. Now ... Imagine a central point call present [It's what you feel when you're awake] ...It is in this space the only thing we have...like an endless slideshow of jpg's archives, now you need only to imagine TT0 (That's Aleph 0, that is almost as infinit plus one) or infintit branches of a tree, forward time...let's call it future, and backward time...let's call it past. You're always at present, with time flowing from future to past. EVERY move, thought, action, goodwill act, crime....will take you from line to line...following every infinit future you got. If you could look backwards, and you could, it's what you and me call remembering, you will see one and only one line.. Anything different is impossible, UNLESS someone mess with the entire earth TimeLine....something that began in 2008, following some research I made. Simple research, I got eidetic memory so it's hard that I could be wrong on death dates, news, it is a blesing and a curse, because I visualiza data as a pattern, anything that disrupts the pattern, People that's death on my timeline looks like a strobe in my mind when I see them dying again. Even dates has changed and names of people....I don't know who or what is doing this, but I got a pretty good idea.... Why? Youre guess is as good as mine...
 Quoting: TT_0


who do you think is doing it?
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hi salt,

i have experienced something sort of similar. i didn't disappear from the past but my half brother, long convoluted story short... there are about 3 different times don't agree with each other of when he died. my older brother was told in the eighties, that he had died, of suicide. i was told he died when i tried to reach him in 92, i was told he had died of suicide, his kids have contacted me in the last few years and they say he didn't die until 2006 or so, they say it was accidental death, OD, or suicide.

i think that i've jumped varying timelines, but i also have done quite a bit of digging and my lucid dreams and through meditating and just plain research, have led me to the conclusion that a) i'm a clone, b) i have a previous me's memories or just someone else's, kinda irrelevant at this point, been mk'd the fuck out of. what for? no clue. perhaps a bloodline thing. my grandfather was a baron from austria. that really is the only reason i can think of.

and i'm a gemini. i sort of chuckled when i read that.

there are ways that you can find out about yourself. i wish the very very best for you. i'm empathetic. you are just on the first brick of a very long journey. but it isn't one you need to fear. the truth shall set you free. everything will be okay. even if it isn't. it is. xoxo


Most gen one mkultra victims are gemini and Celtic/ native american
 Quoting: FEDup 41383545

 Quoting: May&June


Yes, those are the kind of events I've tracked down to 2008, But it seems to had started way before this.....maybe late 70's through the 80's....I almost think that most of the people in this thread are 40~50 years old. Anyone on this thread : ask your couple or wife, spouse whatever....and I bet that YOUR other half is on your timeline, but not the rest of your family....!
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hi salt,

i have experienced something sort of similar. i didn't disappear from the past but my half brother, long convoluted story short... there are about 3 different times don't agree with each other of when he died. my older brother was told in the eighties, that he had died, of suicide. i was told he died when i tried to reach him in 92, i was told he had died of suicide, his kids have contacted me in the last few years and they say he didn't die until 2006 or so, they say it was accidental death, OD, or suicide.

i think that i've jumped varying timelines, but i also have done quite a bit of digging and my lucid dreams and through meditating and just plain research, have led me to the conclusion that a) i'm a clone, b) i have a previous me's memories or just someone else's, kinda irrelevant at this point, been mk'd the fuck out of. what for? no clue. perhaps a bloodline thing. my grandfather was a baron from austria. that really is the only reason i can think of.

and i'm a gemini. i sort of chuckled when i read that.

there are ways that you can find out about yourself. i wish the very very best for you. i'm empathetic. you are just on the first brick of a very long journey. but it isn't one you need to fear. the truth shall set you free. everything will be okay. even if it isn't. it is. xoxo


Most gen one mkultra victims are gemini and Celtic/ native american
 Quoting: FEDup 41383545

 Quoting: May&June


Re: when he died.
One of the common MK techniques is regressing a person through various years and then leaving them there for a while. So you may have legitimately thought you were in a certain year and were the age you would have been in that year, when in reality you were not. That's why some coming out of the MK programming start thinking they're time travelers - because they become aware that they were in several different years but then they finally realize they were actually the same age in a lot of those different years. Instead of realising it's programming, they jump to the next conclusion...
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Re: Ok, I'm starting to freak out a little bit...
Salt, whoever you now are, and whoever you have been, just wanted to say you are the nicest, kindest, and most level headed MOD on here. THANKS for being just YOU!
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07/03/2013 01:19 AM
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Re: Ok, I'm starting to freak out a little bit...
Salt, whoever you now are, and whoever you have been, just wanted to say you are the nicest, kindest, and most level headed MOD on here. THANKS for being just YOU!
 Quoting: Who is Blue Fairy


awww thank you!





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