IDK, from my experience it wasn't my choice to experience it. I know my grandmother was totally free from all aspects of it and after she died, I found some stuff of her's pertaining to it that she made unwittingly. She purposely left this stuff in my possession before she died. It was inside her purse, it had cups and scissors and a pan, and all these things made sense to me but to anyone else they thought she was crazy. Even things written in English that should could not read were like messages she left for me and when I blindly followed these leads my entire life changed. It was already in process of changing but this was something that made sense as to why.