I'm on Social Security and lost everything. Should I end it all?

I was talking to 7017. If I want your lip I'll scrape it off of my zipper.

Now

I am one of them people you all bitch and complain about. How your tax dollars go to fund people who aren't worth it. I am one of them people, I feel don't deserve it. My marriage fell apart, I got blamed for everything that went wrong. I disagree with that, however I did my share of damage. Everything I inherited she kept. Everything that was community property she sold or gave away. I do go through terrible times in my own mind and I can't quite control that. I worked as hard as I could to provide for my family for many years then I lost my job because the wife said it wasn't her job to drive me to work. I did the only thing I could to continue providing for my family. I fought to get Social Security. She wouldn't get a job because she says "What kind of man makes his wife work?". I have a current court battle going on and don't really even care. My question is to you,I am not suicidal at this moment in time but have fought it for most of my life. Should I give in to the temptation next time or try to battle it out? I have considered blocking my wife and children from the Funeral as my children should not have to experience it. The wife, simply, I don't want her there. I feel she would have some sick satisfaction of seeing my dead body thrown into the ground. So this is the question. If I ever decide to do something like that in the future, Should I and save all you the money you put forth to help me and my family live the meager life we have endured? I have no weapons or plans just mulling it over. I am miserable and every time I see her I get even more miserable. She mentally and emotionally abused me but denies it to the end, even though people have witnessed it. She did say she hates me and can't stand looking at me and that was what set off our separation this last time. I'll most likely never amount to anything in the future and frankly I been hoping for the weekly doom posted on this site that never happens. Yay or Nay? This doesn't mean I am going to do it now nor does it mean I will do it in the future. I just grow tired of trying to figure it out myself.

Careful friend: I have a my Granny's curse from Ireland on the shelf, it may need a dust, but so be it when I take it down and send it to YOU.

Is that a threat?

No, tosser, its on the way.

You were warned.

You have no idea what you are f*cking with.

If she sold /gave away community property then she owes you half the $$ she got for it, or half the value of what she gave away. Get that bitch in court!

write it all down,

write it all of you,

Make a book of it,

Seach a good title: " the sun goes up for nothing"




make it a psychological thriller, cause thats where you went into, describe how your life went from heaven to hell, day by day, and how it went to this all finally, let people follow your brain spins, your thoughts, all people have some, describe the family issues and problems you went true, every family has some, mix it up between your thoughts, the fiction of it, and the reality your story went along with...some people will recognise themselves in it... tell the story from day to day, or week to week, how you saw a nightmare coming towards you , and the fear you had not to let it happen, but it did, and you tryed but could not stop it... what you learned of this all, how it changed you...
mix it with a little fiction , like the story plays in the future, where everyone is only materialistic or smthg...

But let the story end in an open end of hope...

Then go to a publisher,

the best stories or real stories or biographies, mixed with a little fiction...

THEN GET RICH, rebuild your life,

and if one day,... your bitchy wife trys to come back cause you are a millionaire now...

the say her, thx... i am very happy now, thx to you, i forgive you, then break all contact and ignore her.

and enjoy your life ever happy after.

wow
very similar story here

You have no idea what you are f*cking with.

You idiot, go ahead make His day.

Neither do you!

Ditto, sans kids, add booze and TRUE political W H O R E S

What a racket .. .

Relearn how to be happy again without relying on anyone for that happiness. Then you can find a relationship if you want to that your in control of yourself and what happens to you. I went threw it like most but learn how to enjoy life with or without anyone else. Think back to being a kid before high school. Did you rely on marriage for happiness when you where a kid? Heck no. You where happy as a kid because there was no pressure of being in any type of committed relationship. If more ppl got their heads around the fact the happiness never comes from outside. Happiness starts from the inside

I am one of them people you all bitch and complain about. How your tax dollars go to fund people who aren't worth it. I am one of them people, I feel don't deserve it. My marriage fell apart, I got blamed for everything that went wrong. I disagree with that, however I did my share of damage. Everything I inherited she kept. Everything that was community property she sold or gave away. I do go through terrible times in my own mind and I can't quite control that. I worked as hard as I could to provide for my family for many years then I lost my job because the wife said it wasn't her job to drive me to work. I did the only thing I could to continue providing for my family. I fought to get Social Security. She wouldn't get a job because she says "What kind of man makes his wife work?". I have a current court battle going on and don't really even care. My question is to you,I am not suicidal at this moment in time but have fought it for most of my life. Should I give in to the temptation next time or try to battle it out? I have considered blocking my wife and children from the Funeral as my children should not have to experience it. The wife, simply, I don't want her there. I feel she would have some sick satisfaction of seeing my dead body thrown into the ground. So this is the question. If I ever decide to do something like that in the future, Should I and save all you the money you put forth to help me and my family live the meager life we have endured? I have no weapons or plans just mulling it over. I am miserable and every time I see her I get even more miserable. She mentally and emotionally abused me but denies it to the end, even though people have witnessed it. She did say she hates me and can't stand looking at me and that was what set off our separation this last time. I'll most likely never amount to anything in the future and frankly I been hoping for the weekly doom posted on this site that never happens. Yay or Nay? This doesn't mean I am going to do it now nor does it mean I will do it in the future. I just grow tired of trying to figure it out myself.

I am one of them people you all bitch and complain about. How your tax dollars go to fund people who aren't worth it. I am one of them people, I feel don't deserve it. My marriage fell apart, I got blamed for everything that went wrong. I disagree with that, however I did my share of damage. Everything I inherited she kept. Everything that was community property she sold or gave away. I do go through terrible times in my own mind and I can't quite control that. I worked as hard as I could to provide for my family for many years then I lost my job because the wife said it wasn't her job to drive me to work. I did the only thing I could to continue providing for my family. I fought to get Social Security. She wouldn't get a job because she says "What kind of man makes his wife work?". I have a current court battle going on and don't really even care. My question is to you,I am not suicidal at this moment in time but have fought it for most of my life. Should I give in to the temptation next time or try to battle it out? I have considered blocking my wife and children from the Funeral as my children should not have to experience it. The wife, simply, I don't want her there. I feel she would have some sick satisfaction of seeing my dead body thrown into the ground. So this is the question. If I ever decide to do something like that in the future, Should I and save all you the money you put forth to help me and my family live the meager life we have endured? I have no weapons or plans just mulling it over. I am miserable and every time I see her I get even more miserable. She mentally and emotionally abused me but denies it to the end, even though people have witnessed it. She did say she hates me and can't stand looking at me and that was what set off our separation this last time. I'll most likely never amount to anything in the future and frankly I been hoping for the weekly doom posted on this site that never happens. Yay or Nay? This doesn't mean I am going to do it now nor does it mean I will do it in the future. I just grow tired of trying to figure it out myself.

Sooooo true!

Says this Writer, pain will give 'birth' to joy.

My God turned my path around; now a Novelist and Screenwriter, armed with the darts of God!

I am one of them people you all bitch and complain about. How your tax dollars go to fund people who aren't worth it. I am one of them people, I feel don't deserve it. My marriage fell apart, I got blamed for everything that went wrong. I disagree with that, however I did my share of damage.
Everything I inherited she kept. Everything that was community property she sold or gave away. I do go through terrible times in my own mind and I can't quite control that. I worked as hard as I could to provide for my family for many years then I lost my job because the wife said it wasn't her job to drive me to work. I did the only thing I could to continue providing for my family. I fought to get Social Security. She wouldn't get a job because she says "What kind of man makes his wife work?".

I have a current court battle going on and don't really even care. My question is to you,I am not suicidal at this moment in time but have fought it for most of my life. Should I give in to the temptation next time or try to battle it out? I have considered blocking my wife and children from the Funeral as my children should not have to experience it. The wife, simply, I don't want her there. I feel she would have some sick satisfaction of seeing my dead body thrown into the ground. So this is the question. If I ever decide to do something like that in the future, Should I and save all you the money you put forth to help me and my family live the meager life we have endured? I have no weapons or plans just mulling it over. I am miserable and every time I see her I get even more miserable. She mentally and emotionally abused me but denies it to the end, even though people have witnessed it. She did say she hates me and can't stand looking at me and that was what set off our separation this last time. I'll most likely never amount to anything in the future and frankly I been hoping for the weekly doom posted on this site that never happens. Yay or Nay?
This doesn't mean I am going to do it now nor does it mean I will do it in the future. I just grow tired of trying to figure it out myself.

I am one of them people you all bitch and complain about. How your tax dollars go to fund people who aren't worth it. I am one of them people, I feel don't deserve it. My marriage fell apart, I got blamed for everything that went wrong. I disagree with that, however I did my share of damage. Everything I inherited she kept. Everything that was community property she sold or gave away. I do go through terrible times in my own mind and I can't quite control that. I worked as hard as I could to provide for my family for many years then I lost my job because the wife said it wasn't her job to drive me to work. I did the only thing I could to continue providing for my family. I fought to get Social Security. She wouldn't get a job because she says "What kind of man makes his wife work?". I have a current court battle going on and don't really even care. My question is to you,I am not suicidal at this moment in time but have fought it for most of my life. Should I give in to the temptation next time or try to battle it out? I have considered blocking my wife and children from the Funeral as my children should not have to experience it. The wife, simply, I don't want her there. I feel she would have some sick satisfaction of seeing my dead body thrown into the ground. So this is the question. If I ever decide to do something like that in the future, Should I and save all you the money you put forth to help me and my family live the meager life we have endured? I have no weapons or plans just mulling it over. I am miserable and every time I see her I get even more miserable. She mentally and emotionally abused me but denies it to the end, even though people have witnessed it. She did say she hates me and can't stand looking at me and that was what set off our separation this last time. I'll most likely never amount to anything in the future and frankly I been hoping for the weekly doom posted on this site that never happens. Yay or Nay? This doesn't mean I am going to do it now nor does it mean I will do it in the future. I just grow tired of trying to figure it out myself.