You're not stupid or crazy for thinking this at all. I know there is an end coming but it's going to be more glorious and wonderful then you ever imagined. I feel a joy within my spirit, and no I am not religious but I do believe in a Creator and I love the Creator with all my heart and soul. Heart is where we belong, the kingdom of heaven is not above you but within you.

I don't feel like I am going to die. Keep seeing these winged beings angels swooping down and picking me and my kitty up and carrying us away, then the cleansing comes for the new earth.