How can I put this...

What we are getting into is a very delicate topic. One which I am not allowed to speak of usually. Not because it is forbidden or anything like that.

But to speak of such things leaves the mind vulnerable to scrutiny of which you don't understand at this time.

If you don't do something soon you will die. And it will be cold and remorseful and you will do this again.

I can't tell you. I can only show you.