OP, you just had an overly emotional dru snd drink fuelled episode and nothing more.

I had a dream an asteroid was on its way to hit warth and there was a lot of panick though I didn't break down and cry like a little girl the next day, nor did I become aggressive with anyone for not having a pencil and paper handy.

It is clear just by the wall of text of pointless preamble to your uninterwting event that you are a closet emo who needs psychiatric attention ASAP and that corona was referring to the mexican beer.

You should stop visitng people for a while until you get help and meds and stay off the beer and drugs.