for those who feel unworthy, know that you are loved! and forgiveness is available to all, directly, through Christ Jesus, to God. No intermediary needed. do not worry about anything else. Just ask the one true God for help.

even when you cannot help but drink too much, curse, hurt others... whatever evil you are in, pray to God to release the demons attached influencing you. ALL of them... keep praying... even while doing stupid stuff...

eventually you will win. and make smarter choices.