Funny thread, Yesterday (first of sept) i once again took the time for a trip away from the ego (i took shrooms).

And i like the way you present the experience of letting the ego die and that death is nothing more then a natural thing.

But you took 5 grams, are you speaking of dried shrooms or fresh?, because i have read that for dried shrooms 3 grams is a good portion (and the amount i usually take) for fresh its about 10 grams.

But that aside, after previous journeys and experiencing things in a more natural state of mind as i see it, i really believe what you say is true, on almost every trip with shrooms it comes back to my mind that how the world(humans) are acting is so way off the path to righteousness that we are a pest to the existence of everything. Like you call it the one, i see nature and the world itself as the one.

The Ego is a powerfull thing, but a very bad one. It only causes anger, hate, misunderstanding without consideration things could be different then the beings comprehension.

For example:
People can call things drugs and say its bad for you (this is the ego acting), but few people understand and KNOW from experience it can be the other way around. Ego lets people believe things to be as they are told, without questioning, so without real understanding. Then things go wrong, when a being stops questioning to gain the knowledge of understanding, you only create a wall of nothingness (ego) behind wich many hide without reaching a conclusion from experience instead of just reading things from a book and accepting it must be like it is written on these pages.

Drugs for one is an other English word for Medicine (Drug-store, prescription drug etc.), still many consider drugs, even natural as if it is bad. If there is one thing (we are told to believe from evolution) nature created that is bad, then it is US, Humans in the current direction we are going through. But yet it only depends on the eyes and understanding of the observer.

Nature knows, everything exist in perfect balance within nature but still we believe and act as if we have nothing to do With nature. Diseases pests and other bad things exist for a reason, that reason i came to believe is to keep a balance which is sustainable for nature to flourish. Not everything we consider bad has human influence, diseases and things alike are also nature's way of saying, Hey things are getting out of hand, please understand and act to reach balance or i (nature, the one) will do it for you.

I still don't dare to say there is a god, but i always consider the fact it could be so. I often questioned myself if what we see as the world and reality is nothing more then an experiment in some lab petri-dish. It could be so, but people rather believe in some magical guy up there to save their asses.

It still comes down the us human beings of reaching understanding and acting with it so we are again Natural beings. Like we are supposed to be, in harmony with what has made us instead of killing and demolishing the very thing in existence which has brought forward US HUMANS.

Everything happens for a reason within nature to get into perfect balance, Everything done by humans to BE is a crime against nature with the penalty of ending existence.

I does not mean we as humans have to go live in caves etc. it just means we as a product of nature should consider and act as if nature is our mother, like we call earth our mother. How can you not be praising to your own parents for the very fact they created YOU, so why can't we all just act, accept and care for Nature again like we would for our parents!.

If what has created us is used for our so called advantage, we will stop to exist eventually..


Thanks for posting this great thread and again confirm for me personally that nothing happens without a reason or by coincidence.