Looking for some people.

And I should also note what i experienced through schizophrenia was way too thorough like it was a personal torture designed for me. I'm not one who is easily scared but I was pretty spooked for a while but as time progressed I started to realize this really was designed for me and someone is more than likely toying with me. i even figured out what was causing my schizophrenia and cured it myself like i stated before.

You were not paranoid.

They WERE out to get you.

um..


you are not cured.

Maybe you are just psychic and can hear beings in other dimensions or that have passed on.

OP, I'll be writing an extended answer in just a moment. Hold on for this to come through. I think we might have an interesting convo on the subject matter.

'cured' in this sense would merely be the acknowledgment that one poses no danger or threat to him/herself or others in their environment.

Individuals that experience auditory and visual hallucinations that qualify as 'cured' or undiagnosed pass by you every day.


OP, look within yourself. It's something inside of you that needs to hear these voices. Whether you want to view them as a part of you or something entirely external from your own psyche makes no difference. The fact is that you are open to them for some reason. No one else can tell you the core of the struggle that you allow them to influence your views on. Perhaps something you can't move on from or learn from.

From my experience, expressing yourself is the best thing you can do. I know it's a rough thing to do, trying to find people who won't judge and be understanding, but you will learn more of yourself the more effort you put into it. That much I believe applies for anyone.

Why do you think these voices might be after you?
Are you hinting somebody is messing with you, like you've become the target of mind control or electronic harassment?

When i say cured I mean cured I'm no longer taking medication and I'm experiencing nothing. no voices nothing at all. I'm not saying what but it was after i got something out of my left ear.

They don't like me for some reason, the little i could get out of them when the voices would actually converse with me they accused me of being a "liar".

I know what your talking about with the mind control and electronic harassment. It was I believed its called the monarch mind control program.

I even contacted this guy. [link to www.projectpegasus.net]

He simply told me he doesn't understand why someone of the caliber I was explaining to him would be doing this to me and simply said I'm probably just experiencing schizophrenia. He's an interesting guy himself from what he claims he was a part of.

And I probably should say what i got out of my ear it looked like a dead parasitic worm and a cholesteatoma.

Has nothing to do with your external ear, rather an over stimulated auditory cortex is at the root of it.

You know what your talking about. Funny thing I was going to try TMS but it wasn't available for schizophrenia in my area. But the ear infection was probably what was causing the over stimulated cortex. Middle Cranial Fossa is what separates the ear from the brain. Now say if i had an ear infection for very long time plus also put in account how I got the ear infection which was by a middle school employer sneaking behind me in a high school class putting a q-tip with who knows what on it in my left ear. My main concern is why did he specifically do that. Trust me the who schizophrenia thing was no accident.

Long story short to sum up the ear schizophrenia link it might have just been a brain infection and the schizo is simply a symptom of it. The schizo went away in a day after i treated my ear with simply hydrogen peroxide but thats not why i came to glp to talk about my ear my main post explains why.

Ignore the guy above me he knows nothing. I know why the middle school employer was there but I don't feel the need to explain that because its not really important.

The guy above you is you.

look into your blood type. I believe its a mixed blood thing where you can hear the hive mind of the others.

Many experience it.

The only way to stop this from happening to others, is to come out and talk about what has already been done.

Great post Op. Ignore those who were never targetted, they cannot understand the experience, or they shill for the ones who ARE doing it.

Very good post OP. I really hope you coninue to stay strong and are able to put this part of your life behind you. Something you can look back at later in life and reallise where you are then, is a direct result of where you are today.

Thank you for the support now I feel like i should explain why I believe there real. I'm only 22 and my whole life has been somewhat odd. When I was about 9 or 10 i temporarily lost sight in my left eye do to being hit directly by a football. As a result my left eye doesn't open up as well as my right one. But during that time I developed echo location which lasted until I regained my sight. There was a time i was in the living room with my family and decided to play with the echo location. So I closed my eye and too my surprise i saw a figure spitting in my mother food. The figure waved at them and i waved back and then it went running in a panic and ran right into the wall. At first it smashed into the wall then it tried again and fazed right through it. I told my mother but a course she didn't believe me. Then a few days later I was in the bathtub something pushed my face into the water. I believe it was the same figure. Nothing like that ever happen again and I eventually regained my eye sight in my left eye and the echolocation ability was gone.

What that taught now that I'm older is there are things invisible to the human eye but technically there still there. How do you see them with infra red technology, sonar, or echolocation. How do you touch something that can faze through walls with the right frequency of energy. I've been told by random people ,people have been watching me my whole life. And its only been twice once when i was 10 and another time I was 18 while in school a student would come up to me and say " I know your name" and the teacher would immediately stop them from saying it. Weird things don't happen everyday but every couple of years something does.

I've even been told to my face they raped your wife and she cried the whole time. In this life I've never even had a girlfriend. And I've been told the only way I'm going to get out of what I'm in is if i fight my way out. They talk in this cryptic way because I didn't know what was going on basically they were mocking me. Now that i do when the next odd thing happen and I'm aware of it I'm not sure how I'm going to react.

And lastly people who seem to know whats going on have compared my past(that I'm not aware of) as similar to videogame characters such as Raiden from metal gear solid and Sting from Bloody Roar.

I mean stun from bloody roar.

lmfao, takes all kinds

Funny thing when I adopted my dog his original name was Jack the the humance society gave him just like raiden from metal gear solid. I swear I can't make this stuff up.

And here is a song I was told to listen too and that one day I will understand how it correlates with me.

[link to www.youtube.com]

What about your guardian angels? Have you asked them to protect you?

I think I'm on my own that's the conclusion I've came too.

You are not alone. You have guardian angels assigned to you. You need to believe in them more, and ask for their protection and guidance.