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I no longer have the desire to own a house, to buy things, to work for someone else, to watch TV, listen to music, to have sex, to have friends.

 
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please tell me there is no need for a body anymore... so over this meatsack.
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lol,.. crying right now. Tears literally going down my cheek.
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enough about me, Im done, my life is over symbolically. I just want justice taken out against all the degenerates and psychos and pedophiles and rapists that we keep alive. Get them off the streets.

And see some good American manufacturing jobs come back, so honest, healthy Americans can find work and raise their families in job security. Make the streets safe, jobs abundant. Food for all. Thats all I wish for now. that todays kids have something to live for.
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THE MASONIC nwo pedophile ring goes straight to the top
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That's right.

It was a Psychopath mason manager in a Corporation I was working on that put me on a gangstalking list and had me poisoned, stalked monitored 24/7.

They were trying to get rid of me as a degenerate thinking yet who is the real degenerate ?

The victims of gangstalking OR those that stalk them ?

So my point is that the degenerates are not on the street they will be the only ONES with jobs in a bout 6 years MArk my Words.

Psychopaths create psychopathic societies.
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please tell me there is no need for a body anymore... so over this meatsack.
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Whether their is or not, I refuse to play this silly game like a puppet. I will finish it MY way.
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I have the desire to just be alone, to eat little, to ignore the madness around me.

And I am happy about it.
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You are a nobody now.....or just another targeted indidual???!!!

Or just a Gov shill punk seeking info like a commercial fisherman baiting his hooks?

No matter......you will be tortured some more.
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I have no desire to continue to live the dead-end lives everyone lives. I like being different.
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^ my thoughts !
I feel like I'm expecting something..
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Exactly! And if nothing happens I still would rather live life my way.
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well, ISON is coming .. (with presents..)
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I have no desire to continue to live the dead-end lives everyone lives. I like being different.
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^ my thoughts !
I feel like I'm expecting something..
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Exactly! And if nothing happens I still would rather live life my way.
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well, ISON is coming .. (with presents..)
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Maybe ISON is a ship, coming to rescue us, a advanced society of cultured and highly intelligent advanced humans. Lets hope.
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You need to have friends though.
Everyone does. Who do you talk to otherwise?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1500407



People that you call "friends" are just people you cling to because you are afraid to be alone.

What to do instead of jabber, gossip and lie? Look, listen and watch. Silence is wonderful!
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I bet $100 that the majority in here (who sympathize with the OP) are introverts.
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When you are lonely, talk to plants. They can hear you!

And they never fuck you over.
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That's a great thought and a lot of room for expansion there, lots of places to go with that.
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lol,.. crying right now. Tears literally going down my cheek.
 Quoting: times, time and half a time.


enough about me, Im done, my life is over symbolically. I just want justice taken out against all the degenerates and psychos and pedophiles and rapists that we keep alive. Get them off the streets.

And see some good American manufacturing jobs come back, so honest, healthy Americans can find work and raise their families in job security. Make the streets safe, jobs abundant. Food for all. Thats all I wish for now. that todays kids have something to live for.
 Quoting: times, time and half a time.


THE MASONIC nwo pedophile ring goes straight to the top
 Quoting: Astral Goat


That's right.

It was a Psychopath mason manager in a Corporation I was working on that put me on a gangstalking list and had me poisoned, stalked monitored 24/7.

They were trying to get rid of me as a degenerate thinking yet who is the real degenerate ?

The victims of gangstalking OR those that stalk them ?

So my point is that the degenerates are not on the street they will be the only ONES with jobs in a bout 6 years MArk my Words.

Psychopaths create psychopathic societies.
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I am in Dunedin NZ and am also being monitored and stalked. They have also previously tried to kill me in a number
of ways, including poison, for stuff I was posting on Icke.
Dunedin is a Gothic city set up by Freemasons, and I am lucky to still be alive.

Good luck. These monsters mean business.
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enough about me, Im done, my life is over symbolically. I just want justice taken out against all the degenerates and psychos and pedophiles and rapists that we keep alive. Get them off the streets.

And see some good American manufacturing jobs come back, so honest, healthy Americans can find work and raise their families in job security. Make the streets safe, jobs abundant. Food for all. Thats all I wish for now. that todays kids have something to live for.
 Quoting: times, time and half a time.


THE MASONIC nwo pedophile ring goes straight to the top
 Quoting: Astral Goat


That's right.

It was a Psychopath mason manager in a Corporation I was working on that put me on a gangstalking list and had me poisoned, stalked monitored 24/7.

They were trying to get rid of me as a degenerate thinking yet who is the real degenerate ?

The victims of gangstalking OR those that stalk them ?

So my point is that the degenerates are not on the street they will be the only ONES with jobs in a bout 6 years MArk my Words.

Psychopaths create psychopathic societies.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 46741035


I am in Dunedin NZ and am also being monitored and stalked. They have also previously tried to kill me in a number
of ways, including poison, for stuff I was posting on Icke.
Dunedin is a Gothic city set up by Freemasons, and I am lucky to still be alive.

Good luck. These monsters mean business.
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For some reason my origin is showing Canada, but that is not correct.
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You need to have friends though.
Everyone does. Who do you talk to otherwise?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1500407



People that you call "friends" are just people you cling to because you are afraid to be alone.

What to do instead of jabber, gossip and lie? Look, listen and watch. Silence is wonderful!
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 46759812

I bet $100 that the majority in here (who sympathize with the OP) are introverts.
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I bet £100 that the majority in here (who don't sympathize with the OP) are extroverts.
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I feel the same way but I like having the sex. The sex it maka me happy
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you also desire people to talk to you on glp. I guess there's one thing left otherwise you wouldn't create this thread huh. what an attention whore. fuck off, thanks
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That's pretty much what I do now. I never cared much for material things, worrying and coveting them is such a waste of emotion.

I have what I need and that's fine. The only think that I would really like is a cabin or modest house in the woods.
..."The soul is dyed the color of its thoughts. Think only on those things that are in line with your principles and can bear the light of day. The content of your character is your choice. Day by day, what you choose, what you think, and what you do is who you become. Your integrity is your destiny ... it is the light that guides your way."
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yes i feel the same. Im conscious when I spend alot of time alone. However, remember you have a purpose.
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.

We are not human beings on a spiritual journey.
We are spiritual beings on a human journey.
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Enlightenment is finding that there is nothing to find,you want nothing,
to come to know that there is nowhere to go.When you demand nothing of the world.
it is an understanding that there is nothing to achieve,You are already there
Enlightenment is the understanding that this is all,seek nothing,expect nothing,
that this is perfect,that this is it.When one speaks of awakening it means dehypnotization,
comming to your senses,but of course,to do that you have to go out of your mind.

I have travelled around the world.The world was my teacher. I didn't know
about gurus and wise people—I wasn't a reader.I searched and waited and when
no enlightenment happened,I knew I was that.
The Supreme State will come to you uninvited and unexpected
the real world is much smaller than the imaginary.
The biggest barrier to awakening is the belief that it is something rare.

Do not think that enlightenment is going to make you special,it's not.
If you feel special in any way,then enlightenment has not occurred.
I meet a lot of people who think they are enlightened and awake simply
because they have had a very moving spiritual experience.
They wear their enlightenment on their sleeve like a badge of honor.
They sit among friends and talk about how awake they are while knocking
back a beer at the pub.The funny thing about enlightenment is that when it
is authentic, there is no one to claim it.Enlightenment is very ordinary;
it is nothing special.
Rather than making you more special,it is going to make you less special
It plants you right in the center of a wonderful humility and innocence.
Everyone else may or may not call you enlightened,
but when you are enlightened the whole notion of enlightenment and
someone who is enlightened is a big joke.I use the word enlightenment all the time;
not to point you toward it but to point you beyond it.
Do not get stuck in enlightenment.
peace 2 u
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'snormal
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Enlightenment is finding that there is nothing to find,you want nothing,
to come to know that there is nowhere to go.When you demand nothing of the world.
it is an understanding that there is nothing to achieve,You are already there
Enlightenment is the understanding that this is all,seek nothing,expect nothing,
that this is perfect,that this is it.When one speaks of awakening it means dehypnotization,
comming to your senses,but of course,to do that you have to go out of your mind.

I have travelled around the world.The world was my teacher. I didn't know
about gurus and wise people—I wasn't a reader.I searched and waited and when
no enlightenment happened,I knew I was that.
The Supreme State will come to you uninvited and unexpected
the real world is much smaller than the imaginary.
The biggest barrier to awakening is the belief that it is something rare.

Do not think that enlightenment is going to make you special,it's not.
If you feel special in any way,then enlightenment has not occurred.
I meet a lot of people who think they are enlightened and awake simply
because they have had a very moving spiritual experience.
They wear their enlightenment on their sleeve like a badge of honor.
They sit among friends and talk about how awake they are while knocking
back a beer at the pub.The funny thing about enlightenment is that when it
is authentic, there is no one to claim it.Enlightenment is very ordinary;
it is nothing special.
Rather than making you more special,it is going to make you less special
It plants you right in the center of a wonderful humility and innocence.
Everyone else may or may not call you enlightened,
but when you are enlightened the whole notion of enlightenment and
someone who is enlightened is a big joke.I use the word enlightenment all the time;
not to point you toward it but to point you beyond it.
Do not get stuck in enlightenment.
peace 2 u
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clappa
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OP: Im with you.

Don't give a !@#$ about anything anymore. Just basically floating through life while making as little effort as possible. Why? the more you put in the more they take away. There are no opportunities, it's all BS designed to make you work harder. American women are beyond horrible, I can barely even get motivated to want to even have sex with one, let alone marry one.

It's been decades in the making really. Slowly but surely eroding the basics of society, and here we are. People posting thoughts about how everyone is a satanic lunatic, it's absolutely true. There's nothing I enjoy at all in the US. Absolutely nothing. I have the same sort of experience as someone who is in jail for life. And no one does anything, no one seems willing to point out that were really all just economic prisoners and the prison bars are clear to see, everything is biased against us our politicians work for the rich elites it's no mystery.

So Im just like you, I just kind of *live* with no real joy in anything. Im just in a vacant room with some apparent violent moments and nothing much of anything else. We're not alone you know, there's loads of people out there who are catching on that all this stuff is just a pathetic show, to keep us working, paying taxes, so they can dominate various parts of the world in the name of 'freedom'. Hell I'd rather go live in Israel at this point, getting nuked would probably be an exciting improvement over life as an American male.

and no didn't have a particularly horrific childhood, I even have a degree in Computer Science. It's all fucking worthless, everything is. The so called 'work world' is just a torture device- it doesnt produce anything and it's pointless acting as if it does- that'll just get you in trouble.

It is indeed pointless. So I try to just lighten things up when I can. I study hebrew scriptures and try to dream of a better day somewhere, I know it aint here. Like other here I also dream of some kind of reincarnation, maybe ill live again on another planet, maybe there's some kind of cosmic purpose. I like reading the writings of Lou Baldin, he tends to cheer me up for some reason.

If you're a non-billonaire american male- there's really no point in trying to enjoy yourself. There is no way out, best plan is just minimize your involvement as much as possible, hope for the best, and keep an eye out for an escape route.
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i think most of you are being pretty morbid abt op's very enlightened move toward letting go of his worldly attachments...desire is the 1st cause of all suffering..
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I'm pretty close to that:

No house (rent a couch).

Never buy anything.

Work for myself.

No TV.

No music, except in the car sometimes.

No sex.

Few friends.

Actually, it kinda sucks.

l7k7k8k7
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same 806 day in a row at the gym...
Never regret anything,for at one time its exactly what you wanted
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The only think that I would really like is a cabin or modest house in the woods.
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Yes! I very much would enjoy to live in a small home overlooking some mountains. I would spend much time outside immersing myself in the scenery.

"You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger"
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desire is the 1st cause of all suffering..
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desire is also the 1st purpose of actually living.

there's plenty of time for not desiring anything.

it's called death.
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I have the desire to just be alone, to eat little, to ignore the madness around me.

And I am happy about it.
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I've never had the desire to own a house, buy things, work for someone else (!), or watch TV/movies.

Music - I love and would probably miss it, at least at first. Sex - only when I'm in a relationship; other than that, I don't have a "need" to go out and get it when I'm single.
Friends - I have a few close friends, and would miss them. I do like to be alone a lot though.

My dream is to live out in the middle of nowhere, and not have people around me wherever I turn. I really feel like I can't breathe here anymore.
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I'm pretty much in the same boat as OP. Nothing is worth the trouble. I rent a small apartment, drive a 15 year old car, mostly leave work and go stright home, rarely watch TV - if I watch anything it is on DVD or I stream it. I do have a girlfriend that I see a few nights a week just to have some social life but frankly don't really want that much social life. I'd be perfectly content as a hermit. My electric bill is like $50 a month total, mostly used for a little heat or air and some cooking. Other than that I'm pretty much a phantom. I doubt half my neighbors even know I am in my apartment. I have heavy curtains for insualtion and small wattage lamps and am rarely outside except for the minute I spend going to and from the car. Some weekends I lock the door Friday by 5:30 PM and may not come out until 8:00 Monday morning.
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Come over and we can hang out.

Do you like to play old Nintendo games?
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all this
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desire is the 1st cause of all suffering..
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desire is also the 1st purpose of actually living.
there's plenty of time for not desiring anything.
it's called death.

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it's not like we don't desire anything... We do desire things like - a better world, more wisdom, kindness, humility, emphaty, charity ..
in other words, a psychopathicLESS world
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bump for feels

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they dont search for beauty ..harmony ..spiritual enlightment love..they search for satisfying their bodily needs..food..drink..f.king..having fun..enjoyment..and of course money and power

because THEY HAVE NO CLASS..thats all they know and aspire for..

because they ARE BASIC AND THICK AS BRICKS
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I agree. I have become happier since I have had nothing. I have realized that I do not need anything. I am my own best friend. I can count on me. I have found the love of Jesus. He is my husband. I can always count on him. But I do get awfully lonely.

My family is so much different from me. I can never just be myself around them. I am tired of having to act like I am perfect and worrying about the house looking perfect , worrying about pleasing everyone else, looking perfect, what the neighbors think etc. I don't care about these things but I do them because I am sick and have to live with my mom and dad now. I struggle to keep up with my hygiene being so sick. I just cannot be perfect anymore. I can't have perfect makeup and hair and clothing anymore. They really look down on me for that. I guess my looks were the only thing they were proud of about me. I am sure that is because they wanted someone to marry me and get me out of their home ASAP. I have always had health problems and they wanted it to be someone else's problem. They never took me to the doctor or tried to help. They always just made me feel like- this was something that was a defect with me and needed to be hidden.

Recently, I have come to the point where I really and truly do not care anymore. I can't please them no matter what so I give up.
I have become very humbled and like a little child again. I have imagination back and innocence and a sense of wonder. There are mysteries out there and I am searching for them. I have given up my desires and I no longer feel like I am a split person. I feel whole. I feel -"of one mind" and that one mind has become connected in to a whole system of "ONENESS". I have found a whole new world of unconditional love, acceptance, peace, power, happiness and joy. The whole key has been to REDEFINE HAPPINESS and to let go of all this falseness. I am going to be me no matter who it offends. I no longer have the energy to keep up the charade.

I wish I had a bunch of land and nice little houses built on it. I would invite all of you who are feeling this way and want to no longer be part of this no win situation in this world to come and live in peace and harmony. We could ride horses and take care of animals. We could enjoy nature and make things for each other out of love and because we just wanted to please each other and see a smile.

We could have a bunch of musical instruments and just jam out every night. Whether you know how to play or not doesn't matter. It just feels good to jam out on a bunch of musical instruments with friends. Have you ever tried it? We could take turns cooking meals and all help each other with chores. We could do meditation outside in nature by some beautiful waterfall as a group and I bet we could actually create things this way, if we all meditated on the same goal. We could run and play and joke with each other. Catch frogs and bugs. We could do things like we did in our youth. We could all go fishing and then have a big fish fry. We could have a really great time. We could live minimally but have FUN while we did the work necessary to feed and clothe ourselves.

I live in a nice big luxurious home that is my parents but I hate it. It feels like a museum. Everything has to be spotless. I have always been so restricted. I can't ever just be goofy and be myself. I always feel uncomfortable. I can't even have a dog - because they are filthy animals according to my family. I just do not relate to them at all. I used to be able to keep the mask on and just go along when I had to see them- (I moved out at 17) I was desperate to escape the control, rules of their strict religion and have some fun. I found that other people were so different from my family. Now, I have become very sick and have had to move back into this wax museum.

Sorry- I really should not complain. I could be living on the streets and I am lucky to have this nice house to enjoy but I am reminded of that at least 10 times a day. How lucky I am to be in their home. I will shut up now. So sorry- just needed to get these feelings out. You can just ignore this.

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I have the desire to just be alone, to eat little, to ignore the madness around me.

And I am happy about it.
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You are a nobody now.....or just another targeted indidual???!!!

Or just a Gov shill punk seeking info like a commercial fisherman baiting his hooks?

No matter......you will be tortured some more.
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Ok. But, I'm not going back to being a puppet told what to do, what to buy and who to follow.

Anything is better than that. Anything...
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09/13/2013 01:26 PM
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Re: I no longer have the desire to own a house, to buy things, to work for someone else, to watch TV, listen to music, to have sex, to have friends.
I have no desire to continue to live the dead-end lives everyone lives. I like being different.
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^ my thoughts !
I feel like I'm expecting something..
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Exactly! And if nothing happens I still would rather live life my way.
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well, ISON is coming .. (with presents..)
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I've been hearing this shit for 30 years now. Nothing ever happens.

But, my focus right now is on my vibration and energy. The rest will take care of itself.

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