I no longer have the desire to own a house, to buy things, to work for someone else, to watch TV, listen to music, to have sex, to have friends.

It feels like a spiritual shedding of my skin like a snake does...

It's all about perspective. I don't think it sucks. I see it as a transition.

I have no desire to continue to live the dead-end lives everyone lives. I like being different.

You're not happy about it truly, are you? I feel like you sometimes. The purpose in life is not material possessions,entertainment or pleasure but to love, which I am failing at and why I feel like you. I love someone but am afraid to let myself take a risk to put myself out there, for fear of rejection and insecurity. I think I am betraying myself, I am such a coward.

I hear ya. I agree.

But, I am not concerned about saving, hoarding, scrimping or investing. I am just completely watching the world go by.

No, I'm not depressed or suicidal. Happy actually.

I just not longer care about any of it.

I honestly have no reason to lie to you as an AC. And yes, I really am.

It feels like an amazing adventure. I am crossing a bridge with no safety net, to hand rails and the bridge is shaking.

I like the change from slavery.

Truth, no bullshit.

you and me both. \\

im there with you bro/sis

Stop clinging to people. That is just fear driving what you call "love".

That's not love.

Turn On, Tune In, and Drop Out.

Being 60 is far out.

I feel 30, and have been told I look 40.

Maybe it's because I did that a long time ago.

Well, maybe not ALL that, but enough to be free.

~Godspeed~

So how do you like the first 10 days of being a teen.

0h yes, i feel the same - all the best to you and thank you to speak about it. monique.

Then what is it?

Lead your own dead-end life.

I don't give a goddamn about any of that except for love, which I deprive myself of because I feel inadequate

This is definitely the worst MMORPG I've played, but at least it was F2P.

We should form a guild.

TPTB Candidate in the making....

Rocks live the same life and seem to be fine.

That is called BEING A PARASITE!

And yeah, you SUCK for being proud of it.

Whatever floats your boat.

this is what they want ... you think if im making money, I want a nobody cutting into my profits and taking shit away from me?


nope, they want you to be nobody, with no life... that's how we profit.

you have been married 39 years too?

It's weird, I think it's a changing feeling coming over a lot of people...

I feel the same way OP

I identify myself as a misanthropic nihilist. There's nothing wrong with me. The rest of humankind is off.

I live like this everyday, for 5 years now. No safety net, nothing there for sure. More like a free fall for me. I'm old.

Sounds to my like OP has been neutered.

Op.. this is an amazing thread..

And I feel the exact same way.. I thought it was age first.. im 36.. but now I don't know.

I'm single with no kids and a part time job which gives me a little food to eat while I live in a shed on my parents property that I built two years ago.

Well don't think I'm lazy.. I earned a bachelor's degree in 2003 in Biology.

I gave up a while back when I realized that the "normal" life is nothing but a RIGGED rat race.. which no rat will EVER win..
Like on a hamster wheel.. that the longer you go.. the harder it is to get off of it.. until it's too late and you've been on it so long.. that now there IS NO WAY OFF!

Mortgage.. 2 cars.. white picket McMansion.. 2.5 kids that will soon hate you as they become teens.. after you worked your life away to give them designer jeans, and piano lessons.

Fuck it all.. and ya know.. my wife will never leave me high and dry to go fuck another man.. while I pay for it..
because ya know what pal..??

I WILL NEVER GET MARRIED!

Good luck op.. we are the proud few!

awesome. I hope more people get to the same point as you.

I was with you until no sex. One thing I fortunately have left.

Yes, I know how you feel. TPTB have removed all enjoyments in life.

I no longer watch TV. I could afford cable but will not spend a fortune on it when I rarely turn it on to watch their propaganda and commercials.

I am widowed and don't see getting into a relationship ever again as the women today seem insane and most carry way too much baggage. If they don't get their way then they can easily make things up about you and report it to anyone and the next thing you know you have the Gestapo at your front door. Plus you have no idea if you are playing Russian Roulette with the women and whatever desease they might have. Way too many sluts out there and no way to know which ones are screwing everyone in town.

I rarely leave the house anymore except to go get essentials. I can drive down the road and within a mile or 2 see militerized cops everywhere looking to stop you for the smallest infraction.

I am retired and would love to go out for a meal, shoot some pool and drink a few beers but in my state if you just drink one beer then you are legally drunk. I have plenty of money to spend in the local economy but it has just become too much of a hassle. The cops are killing the local economy because I am not alone and know many people who feel just like me and so their money stays at home in their pockets.

If they were so concerned about drunk driving then make a law that all establishments serving alchohol have to be located within walking distance of a motel so you can just check in and sleep if off if you have had too much.

Bottom line is that nothing is fun anymore. It is all a big hassle.



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Been out in the world and lived a very colorful life, chasing dreams and following ambitions. None of that matters to me at all anymore. There's really nothing "out there". Been on numerous adventures but now I just like being home and hanging with my boyfriend and daughter. I can't think of one thing that I would like to do or go. I just love reading my Bible. I even stopped kicking hackey sack...and I love to kick. Maybe it's a phase I'm going through.

enjoy, listen to the entire track.