Over a Week of anxiety, little sleep and pulsating noises in my ear....Do you feel it too?

Lately I've been feeling a lot of stress, and yet I end up feeling like I as if i'm powerful like the characters in dragonball z, that sort of feeling. I end up feeling nice even after the stress.

Well last night was the worst night of sleep ever and I had so much anxiety around 4 am it was crazy. I don't know what is going on but whatever it is must be powerful.

Honestly though, I've been feeling an increase of power each day

Same, I feel anxiety, lots of it, but not fear. It's like I am keyed up.

I don't think world events are going to stop. The whold world is cracking up.

az

Spot on.

:huhu12:

:greenkarma:

Hey there Arcturus. Nice to see you. Hope everyone is having a nice day... as best as possible.

From what I was Told "the enabling game ended" in 2005. We crossed the point of no return.

Restorative justice is the name of the game ! And there is no figuring out Her assosications. She's wild to say the least.

From here on out it's going to be one thing after another I believe. Systematic solutions and a healthy foundation in faith will direct us.

Remember, faith is unknowable so anything can go. Make it a good one.

az

BTW, I can read pms but cant reply until I upgrade my account.

Yesterday I was having constant ring tones and today I feel a kind of pressure-tone. No eq rings since the last one. It feels like pressure-tones because there is a pulsation with it.

Everyone have a nice day !

Mine is a pulsation like a heart beat. And when it gets really quiet or I lay down it gets really loud.

That could be what I am hearing too. Maybe like what an unltra sound would sound like of a babies heart beat but high pitched. Or what blood flow would sound like but high pitched.

Yesterday I felt anxiety with wanting to sob. I thought about what kind of ache it was and I came up with how a person can feel after a break up. Before that the phrase "the world is cracking up" came to mind. I think on a higher level this is a good spiritual thing. Then I saw a post today elsewhere that said something like this.

"If an egg is cracked from the outside it means something will die. But if cracked from the inside it means something is being birthed".

So the meme is "cracking" as far as I can tell.

When in doubt ask for the divine interpretation and seek that manifestation.

Yeshua is such a sweetheart.

Last Edited by Arizona on 10/04/2013 12:44 PM

Yes! I told my friend it sounded just like my babies heartbeat when I heard it on ultrasound.

Strangly enough I am hearing two tones now at the same time. The inner pulsating tone and a high pitch constant tone. The latter may be external though. Not sure.

Nice to see that you folks are going through this at the same time and were able to connect with one another in this manner for confirmation and reassurance.

Yes it is. So grateful for all of my new friends...

I have these recurring dreams nowadays where I open my wallet and all there is in there is Monopoly-type money, then I hear a male voice singing Hava Nagila. It sounds like Ben Bernanke, although I've never actually heard him sing, in a literal sense.

Hi Az,

just trying to take the time left here...
So much going on, this whole gov. shutdown takes it already to another dimension in this time.. just now.

But I´m getting even more relaxed with all of this, which is kinda paradox one would think.
There are only moments flashing into my consciousness where I realize how big this is..
When this is all going down, we will be overwhelmed anyhow.
But we will endure this.

Hope you´re having a good time as well.
I guess what really comes into our consciousness is how precious those little moments are and I can literally feel this awakening inside of the people.

Also I feel like it is calm like never before, like the silence has gotten into people´s minds at this stage..

It´s overwhelming at times..

be blessed

Thanks for the sync. I had a dream last night that outside my house was a huge area where there were lots of potted plants and fruit. I have had this dream before of this area. Anyway, a lady bought some from me and paid me with a currency that I have never seen before. She called it federal reserve notes but then I thought, well... our current currency is federal reserve notes so I was confused. I had to ask someone if the money she gave me was real and they said yes so I took it as payment. I remember seeing lots of strawberries and bees going inside some of them as some of the strawberris had oppened up at the bottom as if flowering. Strange...

Astrologically Uranus is going square Pluto.
Saturn is in Libra (law government)
If your natal planets are close to these it will intensify you experiences.

Yes, I was going to mention that myself. Even though the anxiety is there I am very much at peace too. Like I have entered the veil. But having our feet on the ground has its affects too.

Nature here is so pretty and calming.

Be blessed too friend.

Arcturus I remember some of your threads awhile back... Are things still escalating for you, or perhaps did you maybe experience a significant 'shift' in awareness by now?

Hava Nagila "let us rejoice".

I was looking for this thread and couldn't find it. Then found it was pinned !

Kewl!

Time is just a concept created by human beings. Ask any animal what time it is, they will tell you the time is now. So if you always look at life in a linear way, then yes, nothing lasts forever, because everything is under the law of impermanence. Everything decays and transmutes itself into another form. However, if you take away the concept of time, and realize that right now, is the only time every event has ever occured, then now is forever. Because the past is created from the now, and the future is created from the now. The now is eternal, it is forever, because all we ever have is right now. This means that all events are occuring simultaneously, past, present and future. So from nothing, comes everything, so if nothing lasts forever, that means everything lasts forever. That is the divine paradox of life. You are eternal, immortal, and infinite, because you are made up of the fabric of the universe, which is nothing, yet everything. You are all that is, can be, and ever will be.

I had it BAD for more like 2 weeks but FINALLY got to see my herbalist last night and also sipped red wine and caught a solid 8 hours. WHEW!

yes, i have heard that for years now....(the heartbeat)
and about a year ago i started to hear what sounded like the pulse of a loud car stereo system BASS....
deafening at times.

and yes of course the high pitched ear tones....

then the deep sadness came in the past two days...


the tones all come and go, along with the sadness.

but i am also feeling pressure on my thyroid when i am around the computer the past two days....


aloha and peace

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Around 5 this morning I was woke up by a alarm for lack of a better term. It was a low pitch siren that would beep....beep....beep.... and so one. it is now after 12 and still going on. I heard it in the shower, the ride to work and yes, here in my office. No matter what way I face, it is like it is coming from behind me.

My daughter was up this morning when I woke up, she said she thought she kept hearing a light thumping sound kind of like a heart beat that woke her up this morning.