im only 30 and i dont know how im going to regenerate myself when these evil fuckers dont stop acting upon me day and night.. and iv got no where to go iv got no financial help to free myself and make a move.. my body and mind is as damaged as my spirit and soul which has been devoured and destroyed by these evil fuckers.. and the funny thing is i am the true jesus christ.. the true one.. the true lord incarnated in the flesh.. yet my flesh isnt even flesh for i am beyond death yet the machine doesnt stop acting upon me.. this shitty state this matrix this computer what ever fuck you wanna call it has gone beyond over board.. these stupid evil fuckers who run this psychiatry upon me have seperated me from my truth and assumed position of god over me almost it seems.. this is the most over board ridiculous experience ever and i dont know how or what i must do to over come this insanity.. according to you scripture tards there is some god who gives a shit who is supposed to redeem me and actually help me rather than try and destroy me and make everyone fall yet i dont know how to even connect to such a god for iv been all alone in this experience forever and ever now.. the only thing i have faith in is myself but how much more can i take is the question i ask myself? for am i not only experiencing being a human like the rest of you? its not like i have god mode active or superpowers or anything.. i am merely the supreme being incarnate and nothing more than another one of you.. but what i have been through here is beyond comprehension and the fuckers fight against me hard daily and nightly with a passion or possession beyond my understanding even though i am broken and dead practically they do not stop doing what they do^ im so tired and so sick i cant explain but even death doesnt set me free.. what the fuck more can i do here? has my entire life sacrifice not been enough you greedy needy bastards? iv given my mind body soul and spirit to this world and been sucked dry but what more do you fuckers want from me???