You are Love.

Some thoughts\feelings

Before we are born we are in our mothers womb, connected to her, safe, nourished, blissful other state so to speak. then we are born and woooosh... we enter this new world, our connection is cut in a fashion and here we are :) We are born, perfect, naked beautiful. when people look at us they see perfection mirrored back at them, the beauty of creation, divine in a sense, glowing, they cant label us with anything other than how perfect we are.

Then we grow up we form our mind/ego and we try to make sense of the world around us, on top of that we have people telling us what is real, what is right, parents, teachers, society, we are made into our cultural surroundings. we try to fit in, to be normal to understand, all the time building up layers of belief systems around us, like an onion skin, layer upon layer, growing, understanding, forming relationships with people who seem similar. As we go our minds start putting labels on things, people, emotions etc. its natural in the way society(depending on where u live of course) works these days. we are taught to be good, to share, to love to be tolerant etc but it can be hard with so many distractions in this material\consumerist world.

The main goals put on us, get an education, learn, get a good job, meet the person of your dreams, settle down, have kids, . Nothing wrong with that, all beautiful things but money/competition/materialism/consumerism/media/image/self image/ etc puts so much pressures on us as we go along that it hard to keep what is real, were ego/mind lead/ rather than hearth lead.

I'm not talking about you! you are a very beautiful soul as i have observed, always smiling/positive/glowing/little acts of kindness/entusiastic, wear your hearth for all to see. Im just talking about people in general , that have built up masks as they go, putting forward an image/label of what they are, the exterior image. and they live on this exterior image/attached to the ego.

And they ask you to like this image and connect with it. their labels matched with your labels. if the labels dont match theres friction/division/seperation. So all these labels that we have created for ourselves for others. think what that has done. religion/race/creed/prince/pauper/fat/slim/happy/ grumpy/ positive/negative. Just have to look at the world around us. its becoming a boiling pot. Our ways have led to so much trouble. anyway im rambling here. im just saying the first thing that comes in my head/heart and typing :)

Most people go through life oblivious to themselves. Never really asking questions of themselves, never understanding their emotions, where they come from. if they feel down, they buy something shiny or eat or whatever. again im not saying all im just generalising. theyre so busy in this rush rush world that they never stop to really think, theyre on auto pilot. ants in a farm, forming a purpose for the greater good of the ant hill. the hive mind so to speak. they become a human doing rather than a human being :)

So sometimes in life some stuff happens that hits us on a very deep emotional level, loss of job, a loved one what ever. This can be very traumatic and some people try make sense of it and others just forge on, not just stopping and saying time out!! what makes me feel this way whats going on. its important every so often to just stop and let your soul catch up with you

So yeah, some people forge on and say someone like you start asking questions, not just silly my hair looks crap, etc but real introspective questions related to the SELF, your true nature. You, who are you, what have you become, you take stock of your life, the people around you what is going on, what is this world around you, what is the world inside. slowly your eyes really start to open, your ears really start to open. you see things differently, this material world which had its grip on you suddenly starts to loose its tight grip, shiny things loose thier importance. silly stuff doesnt make sense. people can become irritating which were once cool. on and on. as the change takes place as the search goes on as the ego mind starts to loose its hold as your heart starts to open up to the real you, as it burns, feel it, know it, the beauty of it the real, you the true you, always been searching for you looking to know you. quietly sitting theyre in your heart centre, waiting hopeing that one day you would say hi :) so beautiful. sorry im starting to be moved to tears as i write. that true you. inside that spark of divinity thats always there. inside always seeking now as you seek it. see the wonder in you, embrace it know it love it. love you for when you strip away all the onion layers the true you is there which is love no more no less and that is what god\creator\source essence is. not some beardy guy with a deep voice, not someone who judges, nothing but love the most powerful force in the universe. and when you realise this you will look around you and see the beauty in everything else, everybody else. love, compassion, emathy, understanding/

walk in nature see the majesty/perfection of it, little things, youll observe these things more, youll feel them. so beautiful.

be grounded, be centered, be love.

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