My Grandfather and his brother were very high up in the Masons ...
His brother was head of the Masons in his area ..( forget was he was called I think Grand master or something like that? ).
They put me in Jobs daughters as a teen in the mid 80s.
I didn't feel right about it seemed like a cult ( hated the rituals I was not allowed to talk of the things that went on in the group and so I quit even though my dear friend was a JD Queen ( she later died of a brain aneurism - I still know her children now ) .

When I was a teenager my Grandfather told me
that I will see many things in my lifetime signs and wonders . I saw a blue flashing light in the sky in 2011 and thought of his words ...he told me aliens were real . he told me I could use my mind to see into things .
He told me the end was near and attempted to hypnotize me to see events and put me under . I was young and innocent then and didn't know what he was doing .
At one point I woke up screaming and ran and told my father who prayed over me and got very upset at my Grandfather . . This really created a negative breech in the family that i felt guilty about . My parents were elders in a Christian church ( Jack Hayford was the pastor and a good friend of my Dads ) I knew I had to run away from him though and did on one camping trip . I didn't like that he wanted to put me under to see things . It creeped me out !

I remember this one thing he told me vividly .
Grandfather told me around the age of 16 that I would see the world as we know it come to an end in my lifetime but that he would not live to see it . this has always haunted me .