You guys should study me. I have exposed myself multiple times. I have nothing to hide. I don't want you to trust me, trust God, okay? However, don't let the opinions of others influence your perspective of me. Come look for yourselves. What do you see? Who am I to you?


One thing you may see in my character is insecurity. I have been reflecting on myself and I believe it's source is pride. Love of self. Who am I to defend myself? Should I not lay down my walls and allow God to defend me? Yet I have trouble with this. I may also boast due to this. Ever heard of the parable about the path, rocks, thorns, and good soil?


Well, persecution is some training I must undergo.

I don't like being considered an imposter. If you consider me fake, whatever. It does make me want to explain why I am not. That would be exalting myself due to insecurity huh?

I have a lot of training to do.