hasnt this experiment gone on far and long enough? i was just mentioning to the heavens whether or not anyone is listening that if it where god himself listening my words to him would have been i told you so and that i was right all along.. i didnt need to get dragged through the shit this far to only end up with this outcome here.. we the only one of us left that can relate are the only ones who arnt fallen.. the rest are already and forever dead and decaying.. my time on this world is now complete i am sure of it.. just sad that i had to be here after all the pain and suffering being nothing but a waste of my time and life..