I don't know if I'm one of the 144,000 but I think I have a shot since I'm also a male-virgin in my late 20's. I was officially saved when I was about 8 when I put my hand on the Holy Bible and spoke the words "I accept Jesus into my heart." I felt the warmth you spoke of OP and I have felt it in waves all my life. I also can see the MANY "coincidences" that have occurred around me and help me when I need the help. I have lived my life trying my best to walk alongside the spirit. But I'm sadly growing weary and have been considered taking my life more and more each day. I fear it wont be much longer until I do it and I was hoping you could give me some words of wisdom.
Beloved, I am Joseph one who seen the light, been before the Holy Throne of our Savior and taken to the most HOLY room of our Father on the sea of glass and see the Holy Spirit on others. I had enough after the 2 page and must share with all the good news. Our Bless King crowned on the Holy seat of our Holy Father house and love you all. You chose to come here to be like our Savior and when you approached Father to see if you can do just as our Savior did. Father must have said the same as all others "ARE YOU SURE BECAUSE YOU WILL FORGET ME"..see father dosen't change. I have shown others the Glory if Father permitted them to see and they still walk in sin. You all must know that our Father hears all , see all, and loves all his creation. Nothing is here by chance,nothing is new under heaven,you must stand strong, have courage and faith. I love Father and our Savior with all that is with in me and nothing can take that away.Many of my Beloved brother/ sisters feel like you do, but you can pray with all your heart, forgive, friends, family and enemies.
SALA