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Hormakhu!

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How can I find out if I have a guide or a handler, I suspect it is a guide but have no proof...

This is the question isn't it?

The simplest way to look at it is, a handlers job is to control you for the benefit of something other than your own well being, while they tell you it's for your own good and for your benefit. A bold face lie obviously.

A guide will definitely not hesitate to stop you from making a decision that will ruin you. That being said, anything negative a guide does would be a temporary setback and not something designed to hurt/scar you permanently as a handler would do.

So, you have to ask yourself, is this person you are considering to be guide capable of putting the boot to you so hard that it would hurt you permanently? Would they really do that to you, do they threaten to do that to you repeatedly as a way to push you in the direction they want?

If the answer is yes then they are no guide. This is a complicated question and one you have to answer for yourself
because while a guide will not cripple you in any way like a handler will they can be very assertive to some people.

You have to make sure your anger towards them is really valid and not just butt hurt.

Hope that helps.

Hi Orbs...

Hello Balloons :) Holy Mountain....weird video though... lol

I missed all the crazy?

and what did I do Isaac?

:tongue:

I found a new smiley by accident!

lmao...

Is it a pickle or a cuecumber??

:125978klip:

I'm serious...

Gherkin

:coolasacucumber:

I like to dance naked at 3:00 am in my computer room... :P

seriously though...they should respect privacy....and yeah fuck them! Damn wierdos...

drink up Facts lol

yea, thats him man

No that thread had some nasty ass people in it...this is the I want it back thread. damn man read the title lol

:P

Wow, thanks for that well thought-out answer dude!
I suppose whatever "it" is, it simply wants me to not take any action, in any possible way imaginable xD

It doesn't really hurt me, but I don't know if it is the right thing to do nothing either... getting presented countless opportunities to take action each time I go outside and then theres this urge that keeps me back everytime. It's simple stuff like helping a mother with a child-trolly onto a bus or buying 2 fresh apples and a minute later with them still at hand get asked for change by a homeless person - giving them the apple instead. Little stuff, but a lot of it, mostly I take action but there is this inner "thing" each time which wants to hold me back, I can't even justify that urge... really freaky sometimes xD

but you already had one! I thought...

Well well well, I know were I will be looking at 3 am, lol.

:watching:

I do remember asking you that...now I understand...Awesome Post.

It's the dope show guys...

X

:yes9845x6:

Friendly handlers? Shit who wants a handler anyway? I don't know...sounds crazy all around...

you make my head hurt honey...guides to me are like in a spiritual sense...

Cucumber! lmao...stop confusing me...oh man I'm slow at times...

Hello Rakaemo! I can see a similarity...uh huh...lol

Would you happen to know where my cam is! I have a HP computer...no one will tell me. I have no clue...I tried looking at it lol

Coincidentally I'm staring at these paired together.

:wands-4::trumps-v:

And yes, it does. It used to be an "A." The first letter of the English alphabet. But now, the first letter of the alphabet is "I." But you can still order books and things that way; but you want to do it "by the numbers..." Kind of like the Dewey Decimal system. Kanji is hard as fuck to sort.

SAved "Dee" best for last...

:T221: can use the Greek letter "Delta" for the bold part above.


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:ast-virgo: is associated with the English "A" though.

That's not an "M," and don't confuse it with :ast-scorpio: like I always used to.

I just looked again...I guess I will never know lol

Everything exist in equal parts. As above so below. Don't doubt that many of us fight and learn in the real world as well as the spiritual. Besides, what i said could just as easily be applied to negative or positive spirit influence right?

Everything up there has it's reflection down here. That's kind of the whole point of the vale being lifted.

Sorry your head hurts.

Your id number changed Akashic? Was just wondering where the 900 came from :)

I like that Lord of time...is it from the bible?

Some do not come with cams, you would have to buy and install one if there is not one at the top of the screen, I place tape over mine, bad enough we have all the pervs RV watching me sit here naked eating apple pie with icecream slowly dripping on to my ripped chest as I take a bite, as to have to put up with the hacker army too.

I really have met that dude with the horns, I had never seen him before, but he approached me on a mound were a king was killed, aggressively, but he could not get past my shield and violet lights started to shoot across the sky in reaction to my thoughts and words, was very cool and made my friends jaw hit the floor.