Ok, I'm 26 years man. I was in love one time. About 6 years ago. And it was great. I remember every single moment of it. After a year we broke up. My heart was broken. 6 months I was completly mess. Really. But I survived.

Since then I didn't allow my heart to fall in love again. It was my decision. I was having fun with girls, they knew this, nobody got hurt. And it was great.

But know it got me. I'm in love. The girl I am talking about is 2 years younger than me. I know her for about 8 years. We got some fun in the past, we kissed, we were holding our hands, we have never had sex though.

Last week we met after one year, we ended kissing. I thought 'nice evening'. But I can't stop thinking about her. I don't know what to do. My heart is telling me that this girl is something more. I wrote her a text, I'm looking at my mobile phone for the answer. I suck. It got me! WHYYYYYY?!

She's great, she's pretty, she's opposite of all girls who I've been with.

This is killing me!