The secret I've had since birth. Memories from before I was born.

looks like an interesting read, I've already downloaded it, and reading..

Good point! Emotion does lead us in many ways..the truth is more refined and somewhere in between.. we should KNOW emotion but be authentic in our expression of it.. control it.. in ourselves and ultimately in the infinite energy that is our mind, body, spirit connection. Many have blockages that need effort to get all three working in harmony and frequency. We are light beings but that isn't the only thing we are.. infinite. Learning our past only will confirm in oneself that we go on forever. Our energy is permanent.. like in physics no energy is created or destroyed it only morphs and shifts.. like consciousness. I must tell you what recently happened to me.. my father died Sept. 17 I have spent the last few months with my mother who has dementia (stage 5-6 Alzheimer's) I have used this time to confirm and understand many things. One was talking to my Father (on the other side) he confirmed to me what I told him years ago about life after death is true. Now he was a life long Atheist and I am trained in Shaolin Kung Fu..so I explained OUR way.. it was pretty profound. And my Mom told me all about her Mother who was very real to her visiting and reassuring her.. but my Mom said she was not ready to pass yet. So in many moments of lucid conversation (anyone that has dealt with this condition knows that is really tricky!) we discussed her very real experiences. I must also point out my dad died 3 days before his 93rd birthday and I was born when he was 33. My birthday adds up to 9 (3+3+3)and many times it was numerology that keyed me into important transitions. Anyway, thanks for your time. Just thought I might share this here.

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What is an HS? From what I understand memories cannot be destroyed. They exist eternally in some form. Memories are information and energy. The memory wipe just puts a wall between you and that energy. It can be reclaimed by connection with oneness or even just getting closer to oneness.

Oh you mean like a home star? That may very well be. I'm not sure what star I am from. I just had a really good view of earth so I assumed it was the sun.

I think he's using the acronym 'HS' to signify the concept of one's 'Higher Self'

To clarify.. the "tunnel of forgetfulness" is the birth canal. Memory is embedded in our Soul/heart/Third eye/brain as we have a critical reassessment process when our lifetimes comes to an end here or anywhere when our incarnation is ended. It is with this input from our Soul Group or guides that we can make goals and decisions as to what we "need" to advance to the next levels of consciousness. Now this is very Buddhist in teachings but seems to hold true by many accounts! Our lack of memory of the past lives is good as we don't need that kind of distraction constantly! So we can "wipe" them out AT WILL. Like I drowned in a past life so I ended up with "water" issues as a child but was taught to turn it into a skill..I trained as a LIFE GUARD (hehe) not to drown this time around.. see? So that concept of being "memory wiped" could be more simply categorized as non useful information. What IS the trick is recalling relationships.. I am sure you have met people you think you know.. btw MANY people my whole life have come up to me and said.. "I know you..you look so familiar!" of course.. old souls have been circulating all over for many years.. now.. like duh!

That could be. I'm sure there was other parts of me there. But it was made clear to me I was inside a star. I had some other encounters as a child where I talked to angels and another being who told me his name was Alister but I'm not ready to go into that mess. Lol

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Yes, and once your here they tell you most of those emotions are bad and not spiritual, hence repression of expression ensues.

Repression of the feeling also suppresses the memories. Who want to think they are bad constantly for having less than spiritual feelings, hence do to judgement which represses the feeling pushing the memories into the so called subconscious. Without judgement is one key to unlock the memories. What are we afraid we might find out about ourselves. lol Imagine, what the worst thing you could find out about yourself.

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In that book people described a part of them staying there, you are not here "fully". You decide how much of "you" is coming here and how much is staying in the place in between.
Also, you are preparing coming here by choosing your circumstances of life before incarnation.
To help yourself along the way, you are setting "flags" at important crossroads. Incarnated, those flags are helping you making the right choices according to your former set protocol.
Those are the times here when you just know (out of nowhere) what to do.

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Very likely it was Inner Earth.. and since you were looking down.. you may have been flying.. much like OBE out of body experiences. OR you may have been here all along. As a human this time around it seems to me you are way to familiar and comfortable with these concepts to be a Newbie. IMHO.

HS = higher self, your true self, pure energy, your own sun your true home.

Its not the physical sun we see in the sky.

On the other hand, many starseeds had former alien lives, on other planets, systems, etc such as orion, sirius, pleiades, etc. but apparently that's not your case, or that happened before being inside your HS (sun), and you cant remember it yet.

Yes memories, are not really destroyed, they are all perfectly stored as pure energy within your true self, or HS. once you finish a path on a system/planet/etc you go back to your HS and have access to all this info, including alien lives, etc, so you can chose what to do and where to go next.

From the book cited before, the physical brain can't handle so many memories, so they have to be wiped/blocked/erased from your soul before incarnation.

I just cant find how this memory wipe works, and how it is related to the so-called "soul traps". and how to avoid this soul traps/memory wipers when you are done in this planet.

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Oh I think I know this. I can feel my higher self and the more I rejoin with oneness the more my higher self enters my body and becomes one with me. It also sharpens ones awareness and opens us up to different energies. At least that's what it feels like and if I'm good at anything it's accurately reading what is happening to me.

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I am pretty certain this is my first human experience. But i might just not have access to those experiences yet. I remember my animal lives and they did a rush job on me. Normally people have lots of practice as animals before they are allowed to become human but I wasn't given that luxury. They only gave me the bare minimum to be a human. I had lots of help from angels and like I said a guide named alister who explained everything to me. I frustrated them endlessly. I really didn't know anything about humanity.

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Its a while since I've read that book (have to read it again...lol) but I think it is possible to tap in your energy you left behind.

It is also said earth is the hardest place to incarnate on, many break. But it also is your (your energies) decision where you want to incarnate and how your circumstances of life will be, depending on the goal you want to achieve. What makes it so hard on earth is, that you very easily become compromised.

Your energy is a part of a big source, split away to experience everything there is to experience in order to become perfect and reunite with the source again.

Glad you asked.. I want you all to know this is done by learning MASTERY. Now easier said than done. Living consciously has to do with several issues. You may work on this for MANY incarnations. But the truth is they each have to be addressed to move forward AND to avoid the "traps" that lure each Soul and the zillions of Astral entities that are around trying to take over your current BODY.
1. Make your body a temple.. a sacred space
2. Move your energy every day seal yourself, clean your body
3. Avoid toxic things, people and places
4. Make music or listen to silence.. avoid commercial crap
5. Connect with your higher self
6. Meditate find a teacher SiFu or place to learn this
7. Avoid addiction.. create your destiny
Just a couple of things.. I can send you to a few good websites but then that really goes off topic..

Our Animal Guides have the same range of emotions that we do. They just have a more defined work ethic. What humanity has is free time and choice. That was given to us by our Creator. And to many it is one big experiment. To have love and care AND intelligence and context..plus that huge measure of doubt. Christ the Great Master said it is not up to us to doubt.. it just IS. That is what faith has become..giving in.. but the real context is not to doubt as to WHY we are here..but to use every moment CONSCIOUSLY. And be co creators of our reality.. with God. Directly. Without fail.. every day in every way.. SO BE IT.

it really is a good read and it makes sense. Had me thinking on it for a long while

Memory wipes can only take place when you allow them to, because you see someone else as superior. You have absolut free will in your energy space unless you give it away. Which most are programmed to do. Just as on this level we have been taught to look outside ourselve, we have received the same type of training on other levels, as above so below. Also known as soul traps.

Be careful. many would lead you to believe you must do or be like something, an Ideal in order to be who you are. Nothing could be further from the truth. It is you through conditioning that put the restrictions in place. I must be a vegan, celebate, never angry, etc. It is the bar you set based on other peoples information. We constantly compare ourselves to these perfect Ideas. And hense fail to be able to validate ourselves, shutting down our heart center.

I agree with your points, I compose music, meditate, and have a healthy life.

As far as I know, we accept this memory wiping as part of this game we chose to experience, but I think, in order to win this game we must defeat these soul traps/memory wipers on the astral plane, as well as many traps on the physical, etc.

Actually the other day while in a OBE state, I saw what I think it was a soul trap/memory wiper, it looked like a huge moon in the sky, I felt very atracted to it, like flies feel atracted to lightsources, but succesfully avoided it and got away from it. Who knows maybe it was real or my own creation, but fortunately I had no fear.

There is but one reason to incarnate on this planet or for that matter for creation to exist at all, And that is to experience something other then self. Hence the vail of forgetfulness. But in order to do this we must create a separation, separation causes pain, pain is the impotes that drives the journey homeward, or the avoidance of it I should say. Enjoy the experience, its why we are here, and their is a part of us that has no judgement in regards to what we experience, a loving women/man or getting hit by a mack truck. Experience absent judgement about the experience. It is only relative to the human condition that judgement of the experience comes into play. painful or loving, life perpetuating or life ending. Both it would seem are at best illusions when seen from a certain perspective. For they are not enduring. Illusory in the sense that they are transitory.

I agree, its our job to reclaim our power back, and defeat this challenge/programs/traps by ourselves. Yeah, we should not consider anything as superior, as we ourselves are creators, eternal spiritual beings.

And as you say most humans are programmed to fall right into the trap/memory erasure device/soul farms, "to go straight into the light" after death, as that is the will of their worshipped lord/goddess, etc.

Im hardly on here anymore but im glad i ran into your post. I believe im here to teach people about tne times coming. Its hard sometimes just being 19 and people not listening to you but ive felt the best right now than i have in my entire life. I woke up with my cousin a few years ago and its been a ride ever since. Im now learning about brainwaves and thoughts and vibrations and sacred geometry and overtone singing and yoga. Even becoming vegan which has made me feel amazing.

We will change this world friend. Fractals and fractals at a time :) much love to you

And much love to you! I wish you safe travels on your journey back to oneness!

Actually this reminds me Robert Monroe and his book:

[link to www.amazon.com]

During an OBE trip, he finds himself within his HS (higher self), and there are other souls inside, parts of himself from other lives. he also meets some guides that are actually himself from other timelines, and his job is to achieve oneness within his HS, win and defeat the earthly game, and figure out where to go and what to do next.

He remembers his activity on an alien system before visiting the earth for the first time, and he also remember encontering a soul moving from animal incarnations into a human body for the first time. just exactly as you.

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What was the cuttle fish's secret?

...forget to remember who we are not now. Enjoy the experience of this ether my friend, with purpose and reason. Excellent post.

Blessings before you blessings behind you above and below you in this waking life. We all are on the path.

I remember being just a few months old in a crib, and can describe the house. I also remember my mother and father having separated during that time. I asked my mother about that time just a few years ago, she denied it completely.
I also remember their separation bothering me.
Incredible

OP, interesting account. I read you as a very happy to be here person, but at some point you were not so? I tell you because I have become happy to be here, but when I was a kid I felt it was something awfull to be forced to be in this mess. I don't have memory of past lifes, but a crystal clear sensation of having been elsewhere and happyt before coming here.

The earliest memory as a child I have is, I wanted to say something really important but couldn't talk yet. It frustrated me utterly that people couldn't understand and I kept trying, but eventually gave up.
I don't know what it was I wanted to say, but that disappointment stuck with me.

Even now I have troubles to find the right wording so people understand what I am trying to explain.
so, usually I don't bother anyway...

The cuttle fish secret is a way of feeling for the back door to any problem. With every challenge there is a regularly perceived solution... But there also is a backdoor to every problem as well. The backdoor requires no effort and can be used to solve even the most complex problems. It requires seeing the problem from all possible perspective, all possible perspectives as a whole, and all possible perspectives indevidualy at the same time and the backdoor is revealed. It's like using the pythagorean theorem on a real world level and not just for numbers. But you have to use it in each perspective.

The cuttle fish experience is amazing. Looking up at the world. It's almost like when your in spectator on a video game and you fly under the map and look up at it you can see through the ground. It is a special god animal and I fire/spirt element animal. Like a game master. If you get the chance be one. Also spiders are great. They are so in time with vibration. It really develops a special sence within you. The feels man.