Sincerely requesting help to evolve.

Maybe you should do something else?

Google mindmapping. Very easy to do, very effective.

OP , try and relax , don't beat yourself up either

We truly are our own worst enemy , out of a mans heart he thinks and so he is

What are you great at ? More than likely that's going to be what you make the most money doing ?

What do you enjoy? What is your passion ?

Understand these things and a path will reveal itself

As far as your mind goes? Exercise more , it will help slow the mind down and bring focus

It's not an option right now, nonetheless I'll try.

I will try that practice, thank you.

Thank you, I really appreciate your advice.

No problem. Good luck on the test.

Anytime brother , you're going to kill it trust me

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Last Edited by Dude. on 01/26/2014 02:08 PM

I know exactly what you mean. Switch off your tele and console. Go outside, walk the fields, go to the beach, buy a kayak and get out on the waves. Commune with nature and the magic of life will give you answers. Read books, start reading as a form of entertainment and you're ability to hold and recall information will be greatly increased.

We're not meant to isolate ourselves in concrete boxes staring at screens that show us someone else's version of reality. Reality is different for each and every one of us and you will find yours when you manage to detune from the false reality we are fed daily.

Modern life has led us to be selfish and cynical. We are told the story of mechanistic science. We are here through blind random chance and our purpose in life is simply as cell carrier's. Mainstream science has stripped the magic from life, leaving people despondent, depressed and hopeless, even though fringe science is constantly showing us the opposite is true.

Well, I have to tell you this because it matters, I consider it important, in the real world I have a very insignificant role in the society, and my job is qualified as a very easy one, it's not underestimating myself, no, just trying to put all the pieces together and find out that a teacher that works with toddlers is almost in the top because at that age the kids are told to listen and respect those people, questioning their teachings and keeping a bit of distance of course but at last, there is (3-6 years old) where the humans have the most of capacity to retain concepts, acquire "best practices", and almost trace a line of what their lives are going to be and based on that statement I can only describe my regular job as not crucial.

Taking that in count, and mentioning that I have a family to provide and to protect is that I tell you, I can't give myself the luxury of being socially unstable and that is why I concern of this that much, that why it hurts, I know who I am, but it's kind of difficult to explain my son why I don't go out to work every day like his classmates' dads.

I appreciate the time you took to answer my thread, greetings.

If you want to become a new creation, accept Jesus Christ.

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Jesus Christ. Nero, the Emperor of the Roman Empire, beheaded Paul because his preaching opposed the pagan religion of the Romans.

Paul was concerned about people being saved from a lake of fire after they died. And Paul was concerned about people spending their eternity in heaven. Paul’s
message of salvation is simple, and it still applies today.

There are four things you must know to be saved from hell. First, the Bible says “For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God.” (Romans 3:23).

Everyone has done something wrong against God at some point in their life.

Second, “For the wages of sin is death...” (Romans 6:23a).

Adam and Eve were supposed to live forever but because they sinned they eventually died so too do all of us.

Third, “And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into he lake of fire.” (Revelation 20:15).

There can be no sin in heaven; therefore, our soul will go to hell when we die. We will be given a body fit for burning.

But God gave us a way out!

“For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved” (Romans 10:13).

The only way to be saved from the lake of fire is by the atonement of the blood Jesus shed on the cross. Simply ask Him to save you, believing He is God, and you will spend your eternity in heaven.

Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner deserving death and hell. I want to go to heaven. Please come into my heart, forgive my sin and take me to heaven when I die. I am trusting only you for my salvation. Thank you for saving me from hell. Amen.

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I'm a roman catholic, I must confess my sins to be forgiven -Matthew 18:18-, I'm not looking for The Lord our savior, I already have one specific path to get close to Him spiritually and I try to respect it and fear, always fear The Lord, I say try to respect instead of merely respect because it's quite a journey to fulfill the Catholic canon and sincerely I'm not even close to that -Matthew 5:48-, I appreciate your advice and I respect it because there is nothing but pain in the conflict and mostly because I was told clearly to do it -Romans 12 and John 10:16-.

So, again, I thank you for your time and dedication but if only you have read carefully to the original post you could have an specific overview of what I wanted in the first place.

Greetings.


Last Edited by Dude. on 01/27/2014 11:27 PM

I'm getting married soon guys, God bless you!

In the meanwhile, I haven't found a job yet, but, I can provide with dignity my family despite that.

Never stop searching and never settle..that is the key!

Thank you!

A vague update, I'm almost done getting a job, at what I have studied.

Yes!