I'm not religious but am spiritual.
I don't believe the entirety of the written word or what I've been taught growing up in a catholic/christian world, instead I choose to believe what I experience first hand.

I am experiencing something strange that has been escalating over the last 20 years or so, a connection, whatever it is it everything and nothing all at once and not at all.

Reality is still here with me, but I'm slipping out of it, the barrier between self and not self is gone, I can feel myself beyond my body, I'm starting to see myself staring back at me through others, not just people but all living creatures and more.

I think I'm losing it but am at the same time at peace.
I feel love where it shouldn't be and it doesn't go away, even when I have a right to feel angry and allow that feeling to play. I feel myself in everything and want to treat it as I would like to be treated.

I can't talk to anyone about this, when I try my partner doesn't get it, when I post about this I am usually ignored or worse, people are no kind to me in this regard, it goes against the grain, I just want some confirmation.. Am I off the deep end or is there something to all this.

Don't respond to me as if I am ignorant, or stupid, please.

I just want this to be real, and at the same time if it is the implications are... scary and cool.

If anyone has thoughts on this, I'll listen.

Thanks :)