I have read all of your post. What I can say is that you are TRAINED FOR THIS...kind of false beliefs. I respect them for many people can make mistakes and can be stuck in old paradigms.

But, now, it's time to be TRAINED FOR SOMETHING ELSE. Wake up dude. Again, be aware that the 'angels' is a generic name for 'ETs'. There are good and bad angels. Again, and again, educate yourself with the Scriptures:

Thread: The EXTRATERRESTRIALS in the BIBLE

Denying the simple plain sight truth of what is supposed to be your guide (the Bible) is not only dishonest, but just suicidal.