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| MeOhMy369 Offer Upgrade  User ID: 58269063  United States05/20/2014 05:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 26266149 United States05/20/2014 06:05 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I dont necessarily doubt what you say Can you provide specific exemples of things that you knew would happen before they did? You say you are skeptical, but doesnt it bother you more than that to lose track of time? you should do some soul searching, and research what happens when that happens. Maybe regressive hypnosis could help you, but beware of who will do that for you... |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 25244488  United Kingdom05/20/2014 06:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No DIAGNOSED mental illness. Sounds like you might very well have a mental illness though. Maybe wanna get that diagnosed. Quoting: Thistle A diagnosis is only useful if a Doctor is aware of all the facts pertaining to a case. If, as in the case of brain-computer-interface, the Doctor is unaware of the existence of such technology or does not possess a method to detect its use, then a false diagnosis is inevitable. OP, I see no indicators that you are part of this program. I don't see any of the hallmarks that are normally associated with it. The one thing I do recognize is memories in the third person, but dissociative behavior can be the result of a wide range of things. Further, seeing memories in the third person is not necessarily an indicator of trauma or even a dissociative condition. It can be related to advanced spatial reasoning skills and you record your memories like a 3D memory palace. Some people do this without any formal training or conscious effort. [link to en.wikipedia.org] I have a tendency to use this method and its natural for me. |
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| opsfiance User ID: 2465971 United States05/20/2014 10:02 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello all as the handle says I am ops fiance. That thread while accurate was composed at the wee hours of the morning so some key elements were left out. She had a surgery scheduled was put under and woke with no procedure done and could not receive one consistent account of why she was put under and not operated on. |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 47172499 United States05/20/2014 10:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello all as the handle says I am ops fiance. That thread while accurate was composed at the wee hours of the morning so some key elements were left out. She had a surgery scheduled was put under and woke with no procedure done and could not receive one consistent account of why she was put under and not operated on. Quoting: opsfiance 2465971 Are you talking about OP? If so, how do you know her and is she able to continue with the thread? (was this non-surgery recent?) |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 47172499 United States05/20/2014 10:57 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No DIAGNOSED mental illness. Sounds like you might very well have a mental illness though. Maybe wanna get that diagnosed. Quoting: Thistle And you are qualified to assert that how? Oh, I get it, you're the OP's fiance. Duh. So can you answer any of the questions I asked? Her last name would be very helpful. I know this place is anonymous, but I doubt anyone would figure out it is her. I can't divulge why I want the name, but it certainly would help me ascertain if she has been targeted. FYI-I'm privy to information based on personal experience that isn't widely known. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 47172499 United States05/20/2014 10:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello all as the handle says I am ops fiance. That thread while accurate was composed at the wee hours of the morning so some key elements were left out. She had a surgery scheduled was put under and woke with no procedure done and could not receive one consistent account of why she was put under and not operated on. Quoting: opsfiance 2465971 I almost forgot, any Masons in the family? Dad, grandfather? |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 39826483 Italy05/20/2014 11:03 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | how do they sell ?? long story.. its involved the uncertified methods of correction and discipline... that are by itself previewed as crime by the actual penal code so.. my suggestion is keep verifyng anyting you know and every your habitude |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 57647595 United States05/20/2014 11:06 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 54614092 United States05/20/2014 11:43 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Everyone's mind controlled. We're being attacked and no ones fighting back. How isn't that mind control? |
| MeOhMy369 (OP) User ID: 58269063 United States05/20/2014 12:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
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| MeOhMy369 (OP) User ID: 58269063 United States05/20/2014 12:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I like the color orange... it brings me peace bc (oh yea, this too) when I was 14 I had a near death experience out at montauk pt.. I got sucked in the undertoe, pulled passed the jetti, and pulled under. Im a very strong swimmer..I was a lifegaurd myself actually and for a long time was the you gest synchronized swimmer on long island. But when I went under the last time I remember thinking im not going to be coming back up.. but was just all of a sudden on my hands and knees on the shore.. someone helped me up..he was tall, thin, dark haired... but I had water and salt and sand in my face so everything was blurry, but all i could see was this man and orange behind him..he pulled me up by my arm. but once I stood up and turned to say thank you there was no one there..all but one of my friends were running on the beach towards me, but like 50 yards away at the minimum..and one who was an actual lifegaurd at that point was all the way out looking for me where I went under..he didnt understand why I was just out past the jetti one second and on shore the next. I thought I was going to die. But that could also just be a hallucination from being deprived of oxygene...Its still hard to understand how I was instantly on shore. So yea... I feel a sense of calmness from orange. I dont like red though. I feel like red is bad for whatever reason -Meohmy369 |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 47172499 United States05/20/2014 12:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No DIAGNOSED mental illness. Sounds like you might very well have a mental illness though. Maybe wanna get that diagnosed. Quoting: Thistle Perhaps I should FYI- there are thousands, if not millions of people who have been subjected to Trauma based Mind control. It's also called ritual abuse. There's just no one on here except myself who knows about it. So don't listen to those who would put you down for questioning the strange things that have happened to you. Cutting yourself is a clue, dissociative behavior is a clue, the tree of life is a clue and Friday the 13th slumber parties are a clue. All clues pointing to satanic ritual abuse. The perpetrators want you to think you're nuts, they've most likely programmed you to believe that or to hurt yourself if you start to remember. Fuck them. Talk to me. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 47172499 United States05/20/2014 12:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I like the color orange... it brings me peace bc (oh yea, this too) when I was 14 I had a near death experience out at montauk pt.. I got sucked in the undertoe, pulled passed the jetti, and pulled under. Im a very strong swimmer..I was a lifegaurd myself actually and for a long time was the you gest synchronized swimmer on long island. But when I went under the last time I remember thinking im not going to be coming back up.. but was just all of a sudden on my hands and knees on the shore.. someone helped me up..he was tall, thin, dark haired... but I had water and salt and sand in my face so everything was blurry, but all i could see was this man and orange behind him..he pulled me up by my arm. but once I stood up and turned to say thank you there was no one there..all but one of my friends were running on the beach towards me, but like 50 yards away at the minimum..and one who was an actual lifegaurd at that point was all the way out looking for me where I went under..he didnt understand why I was just out past the jetti one second and on shore the next. I thought I was going to die. But that could also just be a hallucination from being deprived of oxygene...Its still hard to understand how I was instantly on shore. So yea... I feel a sense of calmness from orange. I dont like red though. I feel like red is bad for whatever reason Are you familiar with what's happened on Montauk? Please google it and then get back to me. You need to read about it, i.e. Montauk/mind control. I'm almost worried you're pulling my leg now that you've mentioned it. Have your boyfriend read it first. And above all else, stay calm, you lived thru whatever happened to you the first time, so you can live thru remembering it. Im going to go read about it again myself so the details are fresh. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 56284558 United States05/20/2014 12:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No DIAGNOSED mental illness. Sounds like you might very well have a mental illness though. Maybe wanna get that diagnosed. Quoting: Thistle Perhaps I should I would advise against that. If you really are targeted for some MK stuff, you would want to be very careful about who in the psychiatric community you confide in. Especially since they are often handlers and programmers. Also. Don't give your last name out on the internet, but that goes without saying. |
| MeOhMy369 (OP) User ID: 58269063 United States05/20/2014 12:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I dont necessarily doubt what you say Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26266149 Can you provide specific exemples of things that you knew would happen before they did? You say you are skeptical, but doesnt it bother you more than that to lose track of time? you should do some soul searching, and research what happens when that happens. Maybe regressive hypnosis could help you, but beware of who will do that for you... Well yea it sure does bother me that I cannot recall certain time frames.. but what to do about it.. eventually I just move forward bc there is no real sense of dwelling (or maybe there is now.) And as for examples of remembering before things happen... This isnt much proof for you bc you werent there... but those who are there are always left baffled with little things i say.. Like ill say, "dont you remember talking about this? We were talking and you said "blah blah blah" and then so-n-so called right after and said "yata yata"...... <no, that never happened, what are you talking about> ...and like a day later bam...the conversation I recalled the day before plays out exactly as I said and then the phone call.... Or me and my hubs (fiance really, but we are together a long time now) will be watching some tv show and ill say "we already saw this..dont you remember this, this and that?" <no, we never saw this. Its a new episode> and literally word for word it will play out..... lol god, that sounds ridiculous. People have forethought and can guess what will happen so I know that doesnt sound like anything, but its just so often and like word for word as I say and the same for the reactions of others. I know what they are going to say beforehand bc I already heard them say it.. Im sorry I couldnt give you something more specific and concrete...but again...theres that pesky memory lapse thing. -Meohmy369 |
| MeOhMy369 (OP) User ID: 58269063 United States05/20/2014 12:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No DIAGNOSED mental illness. Sounds like you might very well have a mental illness though. Maybe wanna get that diagnosed. Quoting: Thistle A diagnosis is only useful if a Doctor is aware of all the facts pertaining to a case. If, as in the case of brain-computer-interface, the Doctor is unaware of the existence of such technology or does not possess a method to detect its use, then a false diagnosis is inevitable. OP, I see no indicators that you are part of this program. I don't see any of the hallmarks that are normally associated with it. The one thing I do recognize is memories in the third person, but dissociative behavior can be the result of a wide range of things. Further, seeing memories in the third person is not necessarily an indicator of trauma or even a dissociative condition. It can be related to advanced spatial reasoning skills and you record your memories like a 3D memory palace. Some people do this without any formal training or conscious effort. [link to en.wikipedia.org] I have a tendency to use this method and its natural for me. Thanks for the link.. very interesting stuff! I will definitely be researching further. Thanks again -Meohmy369 |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 47172499 United States05/20/2014 12:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No DIAGNOSED mental illness. Sounds like you might very well have a mental illness though. Maybe wanna get that diagnosed. Quoting: Thistle Perhaps I should I would advise against that. If you really are targeted for some MK stuff, you would want to be very careful about who in the psychiatric community you confide in. Especially since they are often handlers and programmers. Also. Don't give your last name out on the internet, but that goes without saying. You're correct about the last name, I apologize for asking. It's just that I have a list and so far it's proved infallible. I also agree wholeheartedly that she should not tell a shrink or psychologist what's going on. The person who has been orchestrating my continued abuse is my former social worker/therapist. On the other hand, I'm scared of what may happen to her if she reads about ritual abuse without a proper support system. All I know is that I am so, so, so glad I know what happened to me. My brother and two sisters are still able to be controlled by them and it makes me physically ill to watch. But I won't tell them anything, or at least not much, for fear of them freaking out. Apparently they (TPTB) can't control me anymore and I thank the universe everyday for that. As I told her, you lived thru it when it happened, you can live thru it as you remember. |
| MeOhMy369 (OP) User ID: 58269063 United States05/20/2014 01:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi, As a survivor of MK Ultra, may I ask a few questions? Who were you abused by? Including mentally and verbally. Is it possible to tell me your last name? How do you remember things before they happen? (I don't get what you're saying) How old were you when you got the butterfly tattoo? When do/did the lost memories occur? Currently or in the past? With a little more information, I may be able to answer your question. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 47172499 Sorry but im not putting my name up here.. as for the other questions.. mental/verbal abuse from father..sexual abuse was from an outsider..tattoo at 16.. lost memories are mostly between the ages of 10 and 16... including 2 seperate trips with my older cousins that I dont recall...they lived 45 min away.. I only drove with them on those 2 instances...the 1st one I was around 12 and with the older of the 2. The 2nd trip with the younger of the cousins was when I was idk...somewhere under 16...maybe as young as 13. But I dont know where we went or why I wasnt with my mom or when we came back.. I just remember driving somewhere. But we only saw them a couple times throughout each yr...and they were a lot older. We didnt like hang out and go shopping together or anything..the age gap was too great to be friends. I just have no clue why I would ever be in either of their cars. -Meohmy369 |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 47172499 United States05/20/2014 01:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I dont necessarily doubt what you say Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26266149 Can you provide specific exemples of things that you knew would happen before they did? You say you are skeptical, but doesnt it bother you more than that to lose track of time? you should do some soul searching, and research what happens when that happens. Maybe regressive hypnosis could help you, but beware of who will do that for you... Well yea it sure does bother me that I cannot recall certain time frames.. but what to do about it.. eventually I just move forward bc there is no real sense of dwelling (or maybe there is now.) And as for examples of remembering before things happen... This isnt much proof for you bc you werent there... but those who are there are always left baffled with little things i say.. Like ill say, "dont you remember talking about this? We were talking and you said "blah blah blah" and then so-n-so called right after and said "yata yata"...... <no, that never happened, what are you talking about> ...and like a day later bam...the conversation I recalled the day before plays out exactly as I said and then the phone call.... Or me and my hubs (fiance really, but we are together a long time now) will be watching some tv show and ill say "we already saw this..dont you remember this, this and that?" <no, we never saw this. Its a new episode> and literally word for word it will play out..... lol god, that sounds ridiculous. People have forethought and can guess what will happen so I know that doesnt sound like anything, but its just so often and like word for word as I say and the same for the reactions of others. I know what they are going to say beforehand bc I already heard them say it.. Im sorry I couldnt give you something more specific and concrete...but again...theres that pesky memory lapse thing. People or children of people with psychic abilities are often targeted. Being psychic is real, trust me. I have had a handful of experiences that have proven it. (I can't seem to do it at will however.) Also, what is your blood type? Are you RH negative? I don't pretend to have all the answers, only those pertaining to people like me and even then, it's purely speculative. The "why me" part I mean. Here's what I can tell you, I'm RH negative, I come from a family of Masons, I have a high IQ and all the other characteristics of RH negatives and have an unbelievable number of royal ancestors. By the way, I didn't remember anything about my childhood until I remembered what happened to me. Then it was like the flood gates opened. Apparently I suppressed everything, not just the bad stuff. I just read about Montauk again and I have to tell you that some of the stuff, particularly that pertaining to aliens and time travel is a bit much for even me. So don't take it all in like it's gospel, just use it to look for clues about your own life. I'd really like to know how old you are. Montauk was awhile ago, not saying this shit isnt' going on as we speak, but if you're twenty something, Montauk probably doesn't apply. Mind control is possible, but the specifics about Montauk probably aren't. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 47172499 United States05/20/2014 01:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I dont necessarily doubt what you say Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26266149 Can you provide specific exemples of things that you knew would happen before they did? You say you are skeptical, but doesnt it bother you more than that to lose track of time? you should do some soul searching, and research what happens when that happens. Maybe regressive hypnosis could help you, but beware of who will do that for you... Well yea it sure does bother me that I cannot recall certain time frames.. but what to do about it.. eventually I just move forward bc there is no real sense of dwelling (or maybe there is now.) And as for examples of remembering before things happen... This isnt much proof for you bc you werent there... but those who are there are always left baffled with little things i say.. Like ill say, "dont you remember talking about this? We were talking and you said "blah blah blah" and then so-n-so called right after and said "yata yata"...... <no, that never happened, what are you talking about> ...and like a day later bam...the conversation I recalled the day before plays out exactly as I said and then the phone call.... Or me and my hubs (fiance really, but we are together a long time now) will be watching some tv show and ill say "we already saw this..dont you remember this, this and that?" <no, we never saw this. Its a new episode> and literally word for word it will play out..... lol god, that sounds ridiculous. People have forethought and can guess what will happen so I know that doesnt sound like anything, but its just so often and like word for word as I say and the same for the reactions of others. I know what they are going to say beforehand bc I already heard them say it.. Im sorry I couldnt give you something more specific and concrete...but again...theres that pesky memory lapse thing. By the way, what phone call? |
| MeOhMy369 (OP) User ID: 58269063 United States05/20/2014 01:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello all as the handle says I am ops fiance. That thread while accurate was composed at the wee hours of the morning so some key elements were left out. She had a surgery scheduled was put under and woke with no procedure done and could not receive one consistent account of why she was put under and not operated on. Quoting: opsfiance 2465971 Are you talking about OP? If so, how do you know her and is she able to continue with the thread? (was this non-surgery recent?) Yes hes talking about me....hes my fiance. He knows me inside and out. What he says is true.. I was supposed to have my thyroid removed 5 yrs ago when i was 22. I was put under anesthesia and awoke with my thyroid still there. I have received several documents stating different things... one said I never even went under anesthesia. Another said there was trouble and it had to be stopped. And I even got one that said the surgery was a complete success lol. -Meohmy369 |
| MeOhMy369 (OP) User ID: 58269063 United States05/20/2014 01:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | how do they sell ?? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 39826483 long story.. its involved the uncertified methods of correction and discipline... that are by itself previewed as crime by the actual penal code so.. my suggestion is keep verifyng anyting you know and every your habitude My father is a woodworker...sawdust..so yea he picks his nose lol I dont know how that relates but I appreciate your feedback all the same. -Meohmy369 |
