I'm so fucking scared and sad.

Fear is a killer, I don't fear death here, I got another home better than this one.

Your Shield should be Jesus Christ, who is now our lord of lords and King Of Kings and God is our fortress.

This world might be teeming with this things that are lost and need to come out of there evil place, but I do not worry about what they can do, I know what they can not do, that is the important thing!

this is a really really good argument for pharmaceuticals.

Thanks so much. I'm in Dunedin, the primary Freemason stronghold. I'm trapped here.

The OP a woman

DO YOU SERIOUSLY BELIEVE ALL THE DUNG HEAP ON THIS SITE?


OMG get a grip on it.

Find Jesus and he will protect you against ANYTHING.

No, you know they mock JC, that's what the black mass is all about. If I try to use Him to defend me, it will make it even worse. They have completely infiltrated the Catholic Church, which is now Satanic.

Congratulations OP on having your fears validated on such a platform, your brethren have got your back though.

Big Pharma are part of the problem, dude. I watch everything I eat and drink, and take nothing but some Clonazapine for nerves when it gets too much. The rest of their toxic shit they can use on themselves if it's so great.

You need help...

Well thanks for the moral support but I'm especially fearful right now, with June coming up. June 1, 6 and 16 in particular, as these are their dates.

1/6, 6/6 and 16/6. They will act.

Already, there are 3-4 funerals a week just in my own neighbourhood.

These cunts are just getting started.

Then stop fucking around and ill tell you how to deal with these assholes. Here is what you do, when you finally get mad enough...

Get a weapon or two. try for a rifle, semi-auto, Handgun 40 cal. get good ammo, they wear armor. Road flares, theyll come at you at night, the flare takes away thier nods. Buy some caltrops online if you can, too. Or make some.

Then take a trip up into the hills somewhere and find yourself a good box canyon or similar piece of ground, find a good spot, sow your caltrops, ready a flare, charge weapon....and wait. ),

Go like a LION!

Evil bastards...

women generally don't use the C word.
we know what you're upto.
shill.

Dude, I would but we don't HAVE guns here. IF ONLY!!

Hello Otorohanga!

Lemme say this:



1. The only person that can touch your soul is you, it is a trick of the universe, of the way things work. So what these dark forces attempt to do is get you to poison your own soul, to harm your soul. You bear ultimate responsibility in this. Do not allow them access to your soul. Your soul is untouchable, and everlasting.

2. Everyone's body dies.

3. There is an afterlife. You exist beyond your physical body. You really do, I'm certain of it. Have no fear of losing your body. Do you freak out when you cut your hair? It is just a bunch of protein. You'll continue. Do what is right, and have no fear. If they do subject you to pain, and torture it will be brief and you will be released into everlasting life. There is nothing to fear.

4. There is love everywhere.

I never used to, but I've been on some pretty "real" boy's boards in the past and got used to it. In fact I like it, because that's what these cunts are. Far worse, in fact. MONSTERS.

Last time i checked guns were still in abundance in the good Ol U S of fkn EH BRO

Try and get treatment. I had a friend with schizophrenia who jumped who said she was being raped too. I didn't realize what she was saying was in her mind because the stories were so elaborate and convincing. Please, please, at least get some medication. You have no idea how suicide killed all of those who had to live with the loss of her. The mind deals with so much sensory input, images and thoughts. It's very complex so if one little chemical reaction is off it causes just an overload.

My fear is not of dying, but of being raped and tortured without end, and with unimaginable cruelty, which is what these creatures do. They can keep you alive for days and weeks now with all the cryogenic technology in the media lately. They can also do on the spot heart transplants to circumvent a heart attack.

I also fear reincarnation somewhat. I never really believed in it, but this shit is mainly out of India, and maybe they know things I don't.

They'll stop eventuelly OP, just stop researching testy stuff. In the meantime turn to God, and not Jesus Christ. If you do turn to christ you'd be turning to the same god so it doesn't matter, but obviously christianity theology doesn't give the most accurate perspective of who god is.

Just know that he is love, and you can pray to him, and he will protect you. It's time to move on from conspiratorial research into self work and self improvement and growth. Meditation, yoga, self love, loving creation, loving god is what can give you peace of mind.

The fear you feel is temporary. If you constrict your body and repress the fear it remains, if you puff out your chest and face it, it will pass as all e-motions do. Face your fears by feeling them so much you temporaryily become them. "I am fear." What if the gangststalkers harass you forever? What if they kill you? What if you really are in danger? What if your family believes you're crazy? Face all these fears by running through the possibilities in your mind. It will pass if you do.

Know that they will leave you alone, just leave these subjects alone. You already have a wide perspective of what is going on in the world, no need for more research. As soon as some time passes after you've stopped looking into government stuff, they'll stop, it's how they work. You are safe OP. The only enemy is your fear. They won't touch you. Everything is going to be alright, I know and promise you. You're safe, you'll be ok. No one will hurt you.

I am not a christian. I believe in all religions, and that the contradictions are but misunderstandings. I'm a conspiracy theorisr, an esotericist, a spiritual person and I say to you God is real, and you can have God with you every moment. Pray to him, doesn't matter if you don't know what exactly he is, tell him how scared you are. Ask him for protection, for guidance, for anything you need. Watch it happen. Ask him who he is with your heart, and watch yourself learn it. Ask for protection and love tommorrrow with your heart, watch it happen.

You do NOT have to be lost. Enlightened beings didn't reach level 100, they are in a state of constant gratitude and prayer and love. Believe it or not, you can develop a faith in god so strong that nothing will hinder you. It's in times like it's easiest to expeirence god for yourself. Talk to him and watch your life change.

As for this "scary" world, there is nothing to fear. These beings feeding off our fear are but a barrier for humanities evolution, they're not a renegade evil force who've cheated the universe system or whatever, they're ordained and destined to be doing what they're doing right now, just like you are. As for gangstalkers, evidence demonstrates they don't dare do any harm, but only annoy and poke you until your own fear gets to you. Even then they stop in a short time if you ignore them and stop looking at government theories.

You have nothing to fear OP, and I am proud of you dor your genuine truth seeking and for the expeirences you are having right now, believe it or not you're miles ahead of many, even here. The expeirences you are having now are your rite of passage. Now find the spiritual, healing, and god truth, that is your salvation.

Sometimes, the old ways are best, anyway. Learn how to use a bow. Or buy a crossbow if you can. Carry knives. Sword. Make a couple of 2liter baking soda smoke bombs, to pop when they attack.

Prepare your position. Camo Dig hole traps poisioned stakes, lots of caltrops. Bury a few trash bags with gasoline inside right under the surface in the most likely route of travel. Leave a piece of trash on the route or something little. Let em get real, real close....use your flare to light the gas...

Take a dead assholes gun....live the wet dream of all prey, everywhere.

Thanks, but the problem is Omerta, a mafia term meaning silence or death. Once the fix is in, it's permanent.

Why do you believe that OP?

It's akin to the signs the Mexican cartels are now posting in Texas saying "Silver or Lead". That is, take the bribe or die.

These people are deadly serious.

It's just harassment, they're not going to kill you OP.

Sweet my Bday falls on the 21st, you make me feel blessed.

Then get more fucking serious! Fuck them man! You can rig up an ambush a get a couple. Go like a lion, not slaughtered like a sheep. I live in Texas and you can bet your sweet ass them mexicans are gonna learn a hard lesson.

Stupid assholes picked TEXAS? New Mexico is right there.

You need to move your live in a positive direction, OP.

You need human contact... support.

You need friends. Real ones. The ones on the computer can only get you so far.

Finding Jesus might be one way. Submersing yourself in a hobby is another.

DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE.

Good for you honey, I admire your spirit, I really do. I've always been a fighter for what is right, stood up to bullies, dedicated my journalistic life to the truth and betterment of the world. Been brave where others were weak.

I lived for five years in the States, and admire the American spirit greatly.

I would love to be surrounded by people like you right now.

You might want to read this:
[link to www.wingmakers.com (secure)]

...it's along the lines you mentioned (everything being an illusion) but it also explains how to work on getting out if it and in general is very positive and hopeful.