I suffer from extreme intrusive thoughts day in and out`

I remember reading a Christian mans account of when he wanted to talk to satan. He kept asking and asking till eventually someone answered his prayer. He was sitting in his car with his children in the back, when he suddenly began　to HATE. to hate and want to kill his children. This is from a man who went to church all the time and was a true believer in christ. he suddenly began having irrational illogical unwarranted unasked for thoughts of evil and of a horrifying nature. He got what he asked for. he wanted to talk to Lucifer and he was greeted with a barrage of evil thoughts so sick and twisted they must have been from an outside force. I don't have the link but I remember the important parts clearly. He was good and happy, curious to chat with the devil then suddenly he was angry and ferocious like a hungry lion. battling himself to keep from doing evil to his own family. Now these are called intrusive thoughts, everyone even the holiest man has em. even the most atheistic do-gooder has em. even the nicest grandma has them. Its been explained before by Christian pastors/preachers that demons and satan hide in other dimensions parallel to our own and take pot shots at us with negative energy, hoping to get us to finally lose control and do something horrendous like harm the innocent, go on wild shooting sprees in schools and malls, hit your gf or wife or children. Adam and Eve were harmless in the garden of eden not even aware that they where naked. I don't believe that people are born with original sin, that people are evil by nature. No it must be an outside force.
My fellow people please here straight from the horses mouth. There are forces out there, invisible forces that have been recorded on tape and such saying "hate you" and that's it, nothing more and you know what? I have the thought "HATE YOU" ring thru my damn fuking head every damn fucking day whenever I look at anyone even the people I love and respect. even my family. And no matter how I battle it I cant lose it. Its all a spiritual problem people. If no one taught us to be evil we wouldn't be here with trillions of debt, millions maybe a billion starving, young men and woman being killed in honourless wars orchestrated to make the money to float a system that was flawed from the beginning. You cant expand forever, grow infinitely on a finite board. have hundreds maybe a billion people throw away so much food while people starve and die in hot dusty countries all across the globe. And we don't think this is wrong, we don't do anything, we don't bat an eye at nuclear weapons, smart bombs, supersonic jets, assault rifles, grenades, flame throwers, poisonous gases, knives, clubs. Evil cartoons depicting deadly beatings and murders sexism and alienation from wholesome life. IF YOU DONT THINK THE WORLD IS MAD YOU ARE IN THEIR GRASP AND ARE LOST. Come back to the father, to the son and to the holy spirit. I pray holy jesus that you persuade these people to love more hate less nurture creation and beauty and let evil fade away to its resting place in the depths of hell.

God is allowing Satan to lure the wicked, blind, unethical evil doers of darkness into the pit. God loves us but he cannot allow heaven to be overrun with evil. Evil is a curse that sparks flames of horror that destroy many lives, and you cannot rebuild a life like you rebuild a barn, you can only pray for jesus to forigive you and to rebirth your spirit in the holy spirit. I love you all, all though I also HATE YOU ALL I know understand that the evil is the demons testing my faith. I have been a bad Christian, being sinful to great measures, not giving up evil things and taking pleasure in death. So I am getting a serious test of wills. Please understand the truth in my message. Please see that I write the truth, not only for your sake but for mine. If I save even one person I may be forgiven. One person.

Are you ready to admit you are powerless? That your life had become unmanageable?