Oh yeah, I hear ya and sense it, OP. There's been an explosion of sorts recently for me, like an awakening. Things are becoming more clear now, and the veil seems to be getting thinner and thinner, to the point where I am laughing about it now. Used to be dark, heavy, a bit depressing for me.

Ideas are coming to me like never before. For instance, a small one: In my complex the HOA has built these huge sandpit areas for kids to play in the sand. There's at least three sandpit play areas. Kids never play in them. They're huge space-wasters. What if, instead, they converted that space into a garden to produce fruits and veggies and assign someone to oversee it. Everyone pools their money into buying the seeds and its upkeep and then eats that produce instead of store-bought produce.

The amount of stupidity of things is astonishing me. Electricity I was thinking about today, watching those ugly eye-sore towers with their endless wires. There is a better way. I know it. And I know greed and love of money has prevented us from seeing it. I want to root these people out that hold back humanity for their own gain. I want them gone. I want to change everything all at once but know I can't because of shocking people. And I hate that, too, that people couldn't handle it.