I've made a decision that is going to change my life and I hope the lives of others! I'll need all the strength I can muster.

I'm tired so I'll talk with everyone tomorrow
Blessings to all

Peace and Love
Guitarguy55

Me to!
Quitting oxycontin and Oxynorm at the moment.
After that im quitting Tramadol.
And after that I'm going to try cbd oil and hopefully heal a bit. I can never be 100% again but hope for less pain at least.
I've lost most of my friends , most of em where great egoistics and energy thief's anyway.I don't miss them!
The few I still have left are shiny golden angels and I love them soooo much for their help and support.
God luck my friend!

Best wishes for you, Opie.

May you be healed of all pain, in every way possible.

<3

I have been in a similiar place,GG

We are more numerous than you think

Each finds his or her own way free when it is time

Day Three is something of a turning point. Please bear in mind that all of the emotions and perceptions you have artificially blocked out... Will be coming back to you. You will likely feel vulnerable, even afraid. That is a perception and not a reality . It's biochemical -- and it will pass.

Please line up someone you can call day or night if and when it gets bad

A lot of us will hang out with you here when we can

Insomnia and even seizures may come your way. You may jerk wake, full of adrenalin. It's just the bad stuff working through your system, and will diminish in a few days

Never hesitate to call for medical care if you are having actual seizures

Three days in can be agony -- but it is an important turning point

GG55, you've already made great strides toward recovery. Recognizing a problem and effecting the necessary change is huge.

There are other drug free ways to help you. Meditation, self-hypnosis, binaural beats, isochronic tones.

I respect your strength, GG55. It's not an easy road, for sure. My biggest piece of advice for you is to never, ever forget what lead you here. I still refer to myself as a drunk, even though I've not imbibed in 23 yrs., because that's how I keep it in the forefront of my mind :).

Much love to you, friend.

Remember to read about foods that trigger inflamation and arthritic behavior. So much will need your attention.

From the title I thought you were going to go on a shooting rampage.

good luck and prayers. there is a caregiver support thread, and sickness support thread, that may have a lot of good for you too.

geminilion is the OP of that thread. Too tired right now to link to it.

We want you to grow beyond this, and help others to join you.

Amen.

No, that would appear to be this kid: [link to www.godlikeproductions.com]
[link to www.godlikeproductions.com]

You're already on your way!

This is a great thread: you're gaining encouragement and strength as you give inspiration in return. (And awesome to see you use that term "faith.")

Good luck to you as well,You know and understand as well as anyone!!!!
Godspeed to you my friend
Peace and love
Guitarguy55

Thank you for your kind words of support they mean the world to me!!! and remember what I recieve I will give back in return.
Peace and love
Guitarguy55

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AS well to you, It's the people like you that give me the mental fortitude to pick my head up each day!!
Peace and Love to you my friend
Guitarguy55

Well it,s day 4 and I feel like crap,but that's ok because it's something I just have to work through!! The abdominal cramps,the watery eyes, and the sneezing are what is plagueing me now I hope they pass soon.

Good for you. I did the exact same thing and the moment I didn't think I was going to make it....I fell to my knees crying and screaming out to God, which I did not believe in at the time, and I was cured and I mean I instantly. I saw a miracle happen before my eyes and I was the biggest none believer in the world...can't say that now.....god bless you on your journey and I will pray you that you find peace. Ask for Gods help with an open heart and he will provide.....I promise.

Im shaking alot today and sweating a great deal.
Down from 160 mg to 10mg in 2 weeks.
Lots of strong feelings.
Keep on being strong everybody!
Peace and Love!

OC Thank you your words of support mean much. I do immerse myself in studying Both the old as well as new testaments, I find much comfort there.
Peace and Love to you
Guitarguy55

I swear...you sound like a carbon copy of my ordeal. But once I got down to the 10mg I just stopped it all. On the 10th day I thought I was going to die...truly...even my loved ones where worried....hence why I fell to my knees and prayed to a God I did not even know...as I was calling out for help...I had no liquid in my body left...I had not eaten in days...had not left the bedroom in days...I was a mess and as I cried literally for help...I was cured...

Hang tough I know we will feel better soon. Don't fall back I'm here going through it too so I'll prop you up anyway I can
Peace and Love to you
Guitarguy55

I'm glad that you have comfort...that makes me feel better. If you need to talk or ask for help even even need to pray PLEASE pm me and we will get through this together with of course the Lords help.

Oh btw, this all just happened to me about 8mos ago.

I can't thank you enough and I certainly will look to you when I need a prop up. The world is not made up of enough people like you. 8mos is not so long ago and I hope for your continued recovery truly.
Peace and much Love to you
Guitarguy55

If you read page 2 of gemillions' thread you will find me there but I do thank you for your your understanding and support!!! Your kind words offer comfort to MANY!!!
Keep the faith
Peace and Love to you
Guitarguy55

I am quite taken aback from every ones kind words of support!! If the world was made up of more people like these then it would be such a wonderful place to live!!! I'm sitting here chain smoking like a fiend' but what else can I do I have to have just one vice!!

I smoke too...that's the last vice left....

AAAAAGGGGHHHH!!!! after awhile the cigarettes taste like ass though not that I know what ass tastes like!! but if one was to taste ass I think that's what it would taste like LOL

Sorry for the tasteless response but
Peace and Love again my friend
Guitarguy55

I gave ya some green karma I'm just not sure when!!

They do....I agree but it helps...and also taking alooooot of baths helped me with the skin crawls...