I feel lonely.

If it is any consolation, I recently found out that my (wife), (and yes, that is correct, wife) has been cyber cheating on me, and/or worse, for over five years... I married a man, who a year later, confessed to me that he wished to become a woman, or else die. I stayed. I tried to be an understanding person in this respect. I way betrayed for my love and loyalty.

As dark and terrible as things may seem now, they will move on, as we all must. You are not the alone. And yes, I said that exactly the way I intended to. And I don't care if that is a cli-che. I feel cli-ches are truth we're just sick of hearing. Oh, wait a minute. I think that's what the French meant.

I have spent most of my life trying to understand my own behavior, and that of the people in my life, who choose to cause me pain, in exchange for my love. It can be a worthless endeavor chasing the shadows of evil. Don't ever let them see you cry.

We're here for you OP. We gotcher back. I supported my husband while he was disabled. He left me after getting his workman's comp settlement. Us kind souls will win in the end. Chin up! Life will get better!