Hemmingway would approve. god i miss him.

If anyone remembers, I'm writing a book with the mistress as the main character. here's my real life research....any thoughts?


John,
When I trust someone, I trust them completely (or at least more than I trust myself!). I gotta know, what went bad? I really don't see why someone would do that to you, I can only tell you that if you are the one you will NEVER regret it, never. ever. Tell you the truth, I've studied up on my choice to be this. I have no problems with signing a non disclosure. If things get cra cra we just have one last mind-blowing night and go our way.
OK, I already blew off a guy in tri city who 'runs a 10million PR firm covering CS, Denver and Kansas City'. He seemed too much the player. I want ONE man....ONE.
So, let me tell you just a bit before going. I'm not 23...I'm of legal age but not by much. And yeah I'm so much more mature for my age blah blah blah. My life is my life and I am so ready for this. Can you handle that?
Jil

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Hey Jillian!..:) I was just typing this to you when I saw your message...

I hope your day is going well. Mine has been pretty good so far. Just returned for a meeting in Estes Park…damn the road construction makes everything take twice as long!

Just wanted to clarify…when I said I was in an arrangement once before. That was a few years ago and she turned out to be a flake and unstable. The red flags were there and I chose to ignore them( I will tell you the nightmare I went though with her sometime..lol.)
I don't get any of those from you..:) You seem like a well spoken, outgoing, fun, intelligent girl..mature for your age. And of course you are pretty easy on the eyes…at least from what I can see..:) And yes I am past that now but I remember the completive ins tin

I understand and respect your wanting to remain anonymous for now. So do I and discretion is of the utmost importance to me. I sense you get that.
I am a straight shooter and will always treat you fairly and with respect

May I ask a few questions?
What type of work do you do? What type of work would you love to do? Do you have a place or are you living with your parents?

Just saw your message..So you are only 18? holy shit…that both scares me and turns me on at the same time.,,lol



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Jim,
I just got back from having to return an item at target. I was totally expecting complete silence when I wrote that last message. Yeah, I'm eighteen in december...at this point I don't really care if someone tells ashley madison or the other site that I fudged it a bit. Honestly, I think someone will (I let 2 others know ;-) but you've got my email.
Well, this makes it easier not to shock you if you still want to meet for coffee sometime!!
I gotta get some stuff out of the honda, I had to check my email to see if you didn't freak out.
XOXOXO :-)
Jill


JD
Attachments5:17 PM (5 hours ago)

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You will be 18 in december..hmm this keeps getting more interesting …lol

Jill, I would love to hear what your current situation is. What is driving you to do this? I am assuming you aren't attending college? are finished with high school? Is everything ok with your family? What are you doing now for work? what would you love to do for work?

I am still have an interest but need to know more and will proceed with caution especially since you are so young. I am sure you understand that.

I am a respectable guy, a long time business owner, pretty well known in my field of business, of course married and have a great family so….as i said before discretion is of the utmost importance. Most people would never understand why two people of our ages would be getting together if you know what I mean..lol
I am in a position where I have a lot to lose if anyone found out…

Looking forward to continuing our conversation..;)

Attachments5:35 PM (5 hours ago)

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Jim,
You scared me. Oh my god, I thought you were calling the cops and reporting me or what ever. I was ready to go back to Don and ask him to reconsider and everything.
I graduated this year. class of 14! I'm living at Amber's house. I'll tell you more, but DON'T EVER SCARE ME AGAIN!
....
Jill
ps. writing more...Amber's step dad is a lawyer and I asked him some stuff. just so you know it's ok.


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OK,
I really REALLY must know more about you too. How did you get so successful? What are you looking for now? I was just about to give you a history lesson in why what I'm doing is perfectly OK even if society (at least here) hates the idea. Yeah, let me tell you that and then I'll tell you more about me....
#warning - long typing ahead, lol#
OK, Amber's step dad is a lawyer and I told him that I was reading some books by Diana Galbadon and the shades of grey books and I kind of asked him why doesn't this happen much now? He laughed at me. He told me it's a lot more common than I knew and I may even want to consider it - seeing I wasn't too keen about four more years of school. One thing he mentioned...ancient Japan the nobles would have a mistress, but it was the wife's job to find the mistress her husband wanted and to pay the mistress her keep. The husband was never to know how much it was costing him - and if things got carried away the wife and the mistress would settle it out. The husband relied on his wife completely and No One Cared. It was how things were done.
So I started reading on courtesans from florence and venice. I read sugar baby blogs, I read and took notes and now I'm ready to make this step. I don't come from a very well off family but I am a quick quick learner.
My family.
My dad, he's gone...can't tell you now.
I don't have any brothers or sisters. My Mom's an alcoholic. I couldn't stand to see what she was doing to herself and moved into Amber's house last year. Mom did show up for my graduation along with Grandma and some family. But Amber's family had the party and everything. The payments from my Dad's fund have stopped and I'm pretty much trying to get by. I am SOOOO not happy with just getting by.
College...right now I think this is just a waste of time. These are my best years and I am NOT going to be tied down to accounting 101 nursing pre med or the rest of that stuff. Amber starts up at Hope and I can see how stressed she already is.
Jim, (I love the sound of your name :-) I hope you can see a bit of why I'm - well, me.
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO WRITE BACK BEFORE TOMORROW!!!
PLEASE!
jill


JD
Attachments6:46 PM (4 hours ago)

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Well you are preaching to the choir about the idea of having a mistress. It certainly take the pressure off when there are vastly different sex drives. So I personally don't have a problem with it.
There is no magic to how I have become financially successful. It's mostly hard work, becoming very good at what I do and by not getting into debt. I know..nothing exciting..:)
I have already talked some about what I want now. Mostly I just want a fun, fit sensual lover. My wife is a wonderful person but she just isn't very sensual. It's not just about getting naked and getting it done. It's about seduction, flirting, teasing, touching, kissing...the build up to great sex.
Sounds like you have given a lot of thought to this. Just wondering if you are really wanting someone who has more freedom than I do to be out in public, spend lots of time together, travel...
I am limited because of all the things I mentioned before...


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Jim,
The boarding bill got paid!!! Don found out where Royal was at and paid it. He didn't even email or let me know he was going to do that. Holy frickin cow. I sent him a thank you and he just wrote back. I don't know. I don't know I just don't know.
A bit scared...this is really happening.
I'm just so amazed and relieved that Royal is being taken care of. He wants to meet me labor day..I haven't told him my age yet. It never got to that point I thought. Oh I hope no one told him when he paid the bill. The owner called me and said Uncle Don asked him how much the bill was and told him to add 3 months and used his card to just pay it like that. Jeees, must be nice :-)
OK, I don't know. My intuition says to stick with you and that Don is just a fling.
But I'm doing flips right now because I don't have to worry about Royal.
Jill


JD
Attachments8:20 PM (2 hours ago)

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Haha! Wow...that is bold.
I most likely would have paid it too but I am more cautious than that. Not sure what I can say at this point. I was really looking forward to meeting you...:)
Sounds li have been out played.. Please be careful.


JD
Attachments9:16 PM (1 hour ago)

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So...Jill talk to me....if you would like me to move on I will..



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Jim,
Please just give me some time. Just a bit more time. I know the way I feel and I trust it. I talked more to Don and he's got my cell and I got to explain what's going on. He wants, well, you know what he wants..lol. But I really think he's a short term no strings attached kinda guy. But I owe him a tremendous amount. Let me figure out this weekend what's going on...yeah, he's meeting me Friday and we're going to just bump into each other at the end of the pier at sunset. lol. corny I know. But we made plans to take his sailboat out at night and spend the weekend in the middle of Lake Michigan....he said you wouldn't believe how quiet it is in the middle of nowhere and its just the two of us and we can be as loud as we want. Jim, if this turns out to be a big nothing or if this just becomes a weekend of magic and then poof gone; would you still like to talk? I dont' know I really don't. Talk about not being modest like a mare in heat ;-) I told him he could take me 10 different ways for how much he meant to me. God i really miss sex. He also told me he's got an apartment in 'greek town' whatever that is and that I could move in tomorrow if I wanted....so maybe he is the one.
Can we just call it a hold for now? jees, now I feel like the player. I'm really not like this, but he took care of royal.
You know what, you're a man tell me what to do. I REALLY need some good advice. I'm NOT a player. NOT.
I really just want to know I'll be taken care of. I don't want to have to do this again EVER.

I know it's getting late. I went jogging after talking to don. Hah, I did the 2nd mile in under 7:30 can you tell how excited I am? Amber know's somethings up and she's got some coffee going. maybe she'll know what to do. I trust her.
Jill
ps. I think I owe you too big time !!! Just give me this weekend.

Last Edited by Mr. de Lux on 08/27/2014 01:37 AM