It's About Time That I Shared This Story With You.

OP should be locked up, medicated, and forgotten.

To this day, I'll never forget it.

I mean, I wonder what would've happened if I had never left that night from that hotel room with those ex Illuminati people. Like Lots Wife looking back, I had to go back to my room to pack.

Who has control of the staff now? Where does its power come from? What are they using it for?

So many questions.

Love you too!!



Asshole.

Lol.

I'm not saying you should be afraid or embarrassed, but i'd be sure to limit to whom your sharing of this tale.

As in, don't let the past stain your present or future. Share all you want here. Pleas do. But for the sake of rebuilding your life, leave it off the record.

Especially with employers, women, etc..

You're not damaged goods.

You're actually incredible.

If somebody can explain the significance of 3:33 am, I would appreciate it. I have my own story...

It's NOT the drugs that induce the psychosis. It is the sleep depravation. You too can experience the same as the op in a controlled experiment. Have friends and/ or family in on the plan.

1. Find safe place. (Home)
2. Stay awake for 3+ days. First 24 hrs are easy, your body resets at normal awakening time, so the first "morning" you will wake up... But bedtime the next night. Fight it. Caffeine (illegal drugs work great... But do not use!!!) expresso. No-doze. Trucker pills at gas station. Etc... STAY AWAKE!!
3. After the first 48 hrs awake. Your mind will open. Wander. Reality will distort. Shift. At the 72 hr mark... Awake. No naps. No sleep. Your reality will be gone. Gravity does not work. Dimensions shift. Wave lengths are visible. Full blown psychosis.
4. Take notes. Make videos to yourself. You will not believe what you see. Feel. Know. With 100% conviction, you will swear "_____" is true.
5. Sleep. Please. 24 hrs of sleep.
6. Wake up review your notes. Videos. Wtf???

Until you have been awake past that 72 hr mark, you have no idea of the power of your mind to create the reality you know.

DF

Maybe get a book deal

how did you have that much money to stay in a hotel if you were a drug addict...?

Do you think you're Gandalf or something?

Where do you think addicts live??

Cul-de-sac 3 bedroom tract houses? $2,000 month
Luxury condos $1,600 / month
Nice apartment $1,200 / month
Cheap apartment $600 / month
Hotel $60 / day

Pick the one you can afford with the money
In your wallet / purse at this exact moment.

How much CASH you got on hand??

$240... 4 days at a hotel. 4 days to make another $60. Find a buddy. ...

Yep. Hotel it is.

How can a drug addict afford anything but a HOTEL. DUH.

Seriously.... Who here has stayed awake 72hrs+ ??

Am I lying about reality as you know it gone. Gone baby gone!

but that doesn't make sense. a hotel at that price would cost 1800 a month. i thought hotels were for the well-off-ers.

Sounds like you took too much Tramadol

Very true.

A friend of mine was going through tough times and was severely sleep deprived.

He ended up seeing full-body apparitions walking around his living room. Along with items moving in his house and shadows on the wall.

I only get beer-induced delusions.

Then I hit the gym or run five miles the next day. Oh yeah, I feel the hangover, but clarity resumes.

Seeing 333 in repetition can mean 2 things , according to numerology.


333 as a positive , in enochian , means that guardian spirits/angels/whatever agree with the path you are on and you should continue on it and that you will be protected.



333 as a negative ,simply put , is the number sequence of chaos or disorder.



Again. Your belief in things give it power. I went through a few years of seeing 333 on clocks , gas stations , home addresses , etc soon after coming out of the end of a nervous breakdown and enduring sleep paralysis/night terrors well into my early 30s.



It can be a horrific life , OP. Fear is , indeed, the mind killer. Cant let it control your perceptions though. Its a beautiful life....when you can let go of your demons...

How many crayons in the box are you looking for?

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I routinely stay up for 72 hours plus.

I must have high tolerance for sleep deprivation.

My longest stint without sleep has been 11 days. I have gone without sleep for 5 to 9 days many many times.

For me the shift of reality doesn't usually begin until day 5, unless I have gone several weeks only sleeping about every 3 rd or 5th day, in which case it may arise sooner.

It begins with audio hallucinations....hearing things that are not there. It will eventually morph into visual hallucinations , seeing things out of the corner of my eyes and sometimes out right seeing things that are not there.

I easily recognize the signs and will seek sleep, especially if I am doing something that could endanger others, like driving. Not too long ago I was driving the interstate on my way home from an out of town business appointment. The interstate was empty, not car in sight, but I swore I saw something ahead of me. At first it looked like a car or truck driving black out. I kept my eyes on it realizing it was probably just a lack of sleep but I remained cautious. Within a few minutes, I saw this huge dark image in front of me. I slammed on breaks. I was driving about 75-80 mph. It appeared to be a huge old ship, a dark sinister pirate ship.
Of course I immediately knew I was hallucinating and upon my recognition it disappeared. I immediately looked for the next place to pull over which was a truck stop/ rest area. I sent a text to my husband saying I had to stop for a nap. He knows the drill, just wanted him to know where I was and that I was safe. I slept for 35 minutes, woke up refreshed and drove home.

Lack of sleep can play wicked tricks on the brain. I'm wired a bit differently and it takes extreme deprivation before I reach that point but from my understanding most people will begin losing it within 48 hours, give or take.

There is a wild sense of calm and knowing that seems to kick in after several days. I have never felt paranoid but I have sensed that the veil thins quite drastically without sleep.



OP, how much time has elapsed since that night and now? How long were you in the psych ward? Any interesting tales from that place?

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Hey C.M, I know you are very curious to find out a reasonable explanation for what happened to you, but you'd be on a wild goose chase by doing so. The same thing happened to me, sometimes my posts would get deleted for sharing my story.

I don't know what's going on, but you're not the only one who has been through this.

I hope you find an answer soon, because I still haven't.

Stay safe bro.

Oh the same blog that you claimed that God gave you the ability to forgive sin on?

Sound a a lot like Jacobs ladder

One should check with their regular doc or family physician and explain this scenario ,

Let your doc be your guide and as it is said: "better living through chemistry".

True. 35 years ago, myself and five friends tried to break the world record of 5 days for swinging on a swing. It was a big event. We were on TV every day, sponsored meals and more, raised money for muscular dystrophy and gave one of those big oversized checks to dome dude.

Long story short, we all fell out because we went crazy and didn't know what we were doing. Prompted calls to doctors from our parents.

I, personally got off because I wanted to go home and change my shirt. It was Sunday, the parish pastor (one of our official record minders) was going to say mass in front of the swings. Due to the squeaking, they oiled the swings and a few drops fell on my shoulders. I wanted to change my shirt - period. I wold told by another record keeper, a nun, that I couldn't leave. I made up my mind that I was going home to change my shirt and get the car to run the nun in between the school and car. As a good friend, Pam, tried to keep me on the swing, I punched her. She was the first and last woman I ever hit or hurt, and we laugh about it today. Anyway, I got off the swing to run home, a place about three blocks away I had lived for many years. I ran completely the wrong way, with my best friend Jim trying to catch me. I realized my mistake, turned around and made it home. I changed my shirt and told my mother that I needed the car. Luckily, Pam had been able to warn my mother. She told me that I could use the car, but first she had to go and pick up my father. We got in the car and the next thing I knew, I woke up 22 hours later in my own bed.

No dead nuns and no record. I made it 3 days and 13 hours, and the last of us held on for 4 days and 11 hours. It was a surreal experience with many, many more stories.

Want a good trip? Stay awake for 3 or 4 days.

I'm schizophrenic (it's demonic possession. I've noticed all these posts about gangstalking. I think that for about 99% of these cases, the people who are suffering from gangstalking have demons that make them paranoid and delusional.

Anyways, I feel for you brother. It sucks being like us. I can't quite get the demons out so far. I've been waiting on God to deliver me but it hasn't happened yet. I have, however, cut my sinning down by 95% or so. I pray a lot and spend most of my time writing articles for my blog (End Times prophecy stuff) and devoted to God.

Try praying and fasting. I fasted 19 days just a month ago. I'm going for longer sometime soon. Hopefully we can cure ourselves of this afflcition.

God bless.

Agree with you 100%. What you see is what you get.

Our world is shot through with all sorts of mind-fucks and those who have elaborated the hypotheses of 'psychology' into a false, aggressive 'science' with which they beat up mostly sensitive and honest people.

Always remember, it is the mind-fuckers who have invented all these drugs. It is the mind-fuckers who allow them into our countries and communities.

Always trust your own instincts.

Agree with you 100%. What you see is what you get.

Our world is shot through with all sorts of mind-fucks and those who have elaborated the hypotheses of 'psychology' into a false, aggressive 'science' with which they beat up mostly sensitive and honest people.

Always remember, it is the mind-fuckers who have invented all these drugs. It is the mind-fuckers who allow them into our countries and communities.

Always trust your own instincts.

cool story bro

Well, I had similar experiences six years ago, without drugs or sleep deprivation. Nothing of the same sort happened before that or after that. It was not only that happening, but also a large number of weird coincidences at that time, before that time and after that time.

To some extent I was open to suggestion, and I started to see a connection between events that was not there, but to some extent what happened to me could never have happened, unless this universe is a controlled virtual reality. It is quite likely that we live in a virtual reality anyway.

OP, your story at least seems compatible with this universe being a virtual reality. You might try to make a division between your delusion and objective facts that are difficult to explain within accepted rationality. In a virtual reality, everything you think inclusing your 'delusions', and everything that happens, are the consquences of a computer programme running our lives.

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