It's Not Hidden , We Just Can't Read It - Civil Engineering

I'm with you 100%, Nola. This has always been about freedom and individuality for me. But we have to understand why people do what they do before we can make peace with them. You already know. Most don't.

Whaupum!

I protected you from mercury but you will never know or understand, lol.

He will be back and when you all begin to battle again, when he targets you repeatedly forcing you to express emotionally lol, those observing pay heed to the same ones every single time.

Archetypal personas repeatedly doing the same thing.

Like young Kai, he consistently talks a lot, but never really replies to any of the issues stated, instead he attempts to get an emotional response.

They love bomb each other, we have been over this hundreds of times, so we are now at a place that tells me that the same ones fulfill a role on purpose, it takes many ingredients make just the right scenario.

The know it all.

The aggressive.

The this, the that.

The silent overseer, who fundamentally reaps the lions share of the caylus pie.

All of these snakes are either to stupid to see their nose on their face, or they are in on it.

Not once has Kai addressed anything put to him, without attempting to illicit an emotional reaction all response, you know when you are offended by some words the BLOOD boils to the top of your head, you begin to glow and exhibit a pulsing energy, this some call anger, others who are alightly more learned would say it was an energy outburst.

I know I know. Most of us want the same thing. I want the loop to end. I know it can. I also know full well the ego trap. OYE is still at it. Others are still at it that were here prior? Or is that their job? How did I manage to get out after less than two years? In some ways I feel I was never fully in because of my stubborn will and the red flags always coming up. Used masks or whatever I have been accused of. Um Yeah. Don't we all as a first line of defense wear a mask? Many of them throughout our daily lives. MAN weird ass morning, day. Thursday Jedi in Creole French. Can feel the force. 11/22 what shall we do. Keeps coming up. LOL. The 37 showed up yesterday in connection with another number I sync with.

Damn...

"Blue Canary in the outlet by the light switch,
who watches over you

not to put too fine a point on it
say i'm the only bee in your bonnet"





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Oh yay free trips. Man my brain today1111

I'll be your huckleberry. :)

:howdyninja:

I LOVE THAT SONG!

this one is my favorite on the album though..

"a woman came up to me and said "I'd like to poison your mind, with wrong ideals that appeal to you though I am not unkind."

I think you're right and we all go through the same things at the same times. But based on our will and understanding, we interpret the experiences differently. Which is good. Everyone wants their own reality to one degree or another. I think you and I (and some others) have simply found a crossroads where all possible realities can merge. So we can see what they see. It helps us to understand what they're going through which makes us almost incapable of judgement or anger or suspicion.

"The kids are all right."

:)

:spideyright:

cmon out of hiding orbs, you aren't afraid and *cowardice is unbecoming of you.

let's talk.

Anger. That is the main thing that is gone and why I got the chakra alignment/clearing done and will continue on that path. I have found in the last few days I am no longer angry. It starts to flare and in millisecond can release it. Change the perception. I also want to help others clear their anger. Know that I can. In person mostly. I do feel that I have to study this meme still. Study, lol. I always wanted to be an archaeologist, just did not know it would be of the soul.

that's awesome nola, anger is a sickness and *should be medicated with understanding.

personally, my rage has been my best friend for most my life, and though with minor exceptions, I am able to channel it without burning out so to sya.

I won't leave my anger now, but I can understand the sentiment.

I don't respond to you directly because I know you're not going to like it. But since you're calling me out on this, I will:

You are "the know it all." And there's nothing wrong with that. It's good to have conviction. But you're only the master of your own reality. And unfortunately or fortunately we all share this bigger one. You and I probably have a lot more in common than you perceive. The key difference that I see is this:

You are full of fear and distrust. You assume that people either don't understand what you see or that they're somehow being deceived. And thus you are deceiving yourself. Your attempts to help people come out as attacks and superiority games. I know that people are for the most part happy living where they are. Many of them don't know what they're missing and that's ok. I will try my hardest to give them what they want or need in a way they'll accept it. This varies from person to person.

And as far as your point about "Mercury" and the like. I'm well aware of outside interference. I say bring them in. Let them play. We'll see who plays harder.

snap diggy badger happy fun right there.

dam kai, you dug deep for that one.

I always do.

I've just learned it's often better to show rather than tell.

I think this guy is one of those 'wizards' that works for the crown.

next he is gonna threaten to visit us in our dreams or something..

Then the other side will be manipulated, love/joy.

I think he is and doesn't realize it.

The ones who constantly accuse others of being puppets are almost always the puppets themselves.

I've had run-ins before with his home office, these guys hold to their propaganda with a resolution jihadists would envy.

:forbatman:

"A resolution jihadists would envy."

Fucking brilliant, man.

:goinpeace:

I have never stopped, yet what you do now is the same as Kai, you guys all feed off of each other and any who dare to enter, it is like a virus, a style or signature that comes out in the writing.

Instead of seeking confirmation and rubbing each other's belly, go away and instigate a daily mindfulness and or mind body techniques, have some expiriences and then investigate them, the singular, the colours, the whatever is presented when it is just you and your enviroment, not you this person that person that person etc etc. this is the alchemical road, a slow path of trial and error, not playing energy tennis using the cables as a medium and thinking you are all powerful because you learned to read a bit of source code.

You are the code.

But what you and they are doing, is wrong, it is the only way I can explain it, I am neutral here, as in, I feel no anger or joy in what I am doing, I just am, once the build is up again, maybe he will come out and talk to me, not any of his y.t videos, but his own words.

Seeing as he seems himself able to name people, you see I have had people try to name me, this is a sure sign of a cult/hierarchical feeding system, each having a claw attached.

The claw or hook is well it should be obvious, it is all researchable.

We project our hand like a claw and latch on to each other, it becomes a feeding tube, an instigator via emotional stimuli.

I have already quoted on this thread this information from an encyclopaedia.

I hear your point, and (*word deleted) you have obviously come to this conclusion with a logical series of thoughts, but I hate to tell you this amigo.

Logic is not truth in itself, logic facilitates truth equally to lies.

your logic is sound to the foundation, but your foundation is rotten amigo.

I make my own choices and my life outside the screen is full of love and joy to the brim.

I come here to share that joy, not to take away others.

I have friends here, like kai, whom I share my energy with unconditionally because the sentiment is returned.

IT boils down to trust and experience.

do you trust yourself enough to open up to others? It's obvious to say at this point but this sentiment is not exclusive to this site or these threads.

we are all trying to find our place in this world, and this place is mine (not this thread, but you know what I mean.)

if you think there is a leader, name him, and we will depose him.

otherwise, kindly fuck off.

This is the baiting I am talking about, I am discussing what you are all doing, instead of subjectively looking at what I am saying, you attempt to receive a response on either end of the spectrum.

You are attempting to receive a negative interaction with me.

After just havering a positive one with nola, "yawns loudly"

Icu kiddies lol

Ying yang, positive negative, I have not changed a thing about what I am saying, I have been showing you all what you do, and all you attpt to do is bait, sure it still works at times, I'm only human after all, even if Kai thinks I'm his daddy.

See? You just tried to make me fear too much love. Never can be such a thing if you remember true love is NO attachment, possession of that or whom that you love. You love it for exactly what it is and have no desire for it to be any different than that which it is. Letting go what you want it to be and allowing it to be itself.

I love my husband exactly as he is. No debt between us. I love my best friend exactly as he is. Soon to be no debt between us. Along with many of our other friends who have been told by intuition and teachers and belief systems we owe each other something because of Past/Current Life BS. NOPE. We can free each other from all debt among us by seeing it and releasing it. Allowing us to be our most true selves and work together to help others be free too.

that wasn't a denial, however cleverly worded.

Why don't you read my response to your earlier quote.

And here's some hypocrisy for you:

You talk about baiting for emotional responses. What do you keep doing with these misused "daddy" comments?

and no, I don't want your negativity, I want your honesty.

I gotta go, my kid woke up.

talk to yall later.

:bows:

Here it is again. So you won't miss it, "old man:"

"I don't respond to you directly because I know you're not going to like it. But since you're calling me out on this, I will:

You are "the know it all." And there's nothing wrong with that. It's good to have conviction. But you're only the master of your own reality. And unfortunately or fortunately we all share this bigger one. You and I probably have a lot more in common than you perceive. The key difference that I see is this:

You are full of fear and distrust. You assume that people either don't understand what you see or that they're somehow being deceived. And thus you are deceiving yourself. Your attempts to help people come out as attacks and superiority games. I know that people are for the most part happy living where they are. Many of them don't know what they're missing and that's ok. I will try my hardest to give them what they want or need in a way they'll accept it. This varies from person to person.

And as far as your point about "Mercury" and the like. I'm well aware of outside interference. I say bring them in. Let them play. We'll see who plays harder."

Nonsense pure and simple.

Every single time any of you interact it is about the emotional response, you seek to receive and it does not matter the polarity.

If you have reading comprehension I am sorry for that, so use the little blue arrows and they will bring you to my posts on this thread, within those posts you will have the information you seek.

I never named anyone except mercury and that was because teddy no longer fit, just the archetype did.