WEIRD meditation experience (logical down to earth thinkers, please skip this)

animal energy lower chakra?

I'm a bit new to this and started meditating since a couple of weeks since I found out that I'm an 'out of control' empath, acknowledged by a hypnotherapist. For me it was like everything felt together and my life changed dramastically in a couple of weeks (synchronicities of all kinds, clock showing 11/22 etc)
She warned me to ground myself because I was floating way too much in the air so I bought stones etc for protection.
I feel like entering a rollercoaster and I can feel emotions and thoughts are thrown in my head before the other speaks it out loud...
I think I have to work on the lower chakra , thanks for your answer.

Maybe you're a shaman.

I will look into that, I was reading about pleiadians and such, trying to discover who or what I am. Still searching, thanks. It starts to look like a dayjob now, my gf thinks I'm nuts ;)

You had an out of body experience (obe). the vibrations are a defense mechanism as you are close to near death experience(nde). the entities with vertical pupils were draco reptilians. they control the the astral plane. stop or its po6e66ion or death.(de)

So I should stop meditating or I'm tricked into something which I need to let go fast.. It's confusing:)

I have to add that I'm pretty awake and I'm alarming others all the time about hidden agendas and such and I have started to see energies around everything..people but also materials... Maybe I'm an enemy being watched..idk

"Normal" people will think you're nuts, religious people will think you're demonic, and so on.

All that matters is what -you- think, it's all that ever mattered because- you are what you think.

There are many eyes watchin mr cellophane head, lol, the Gaian mind can be accessed by any being able to, and there are many beings in this multiversal fractal

Sometimes after closing my eyes i see another set of eyelids close to a darker realm, and then another, and somtimes even another, and that's when i sometimes see a moving scene appear out of a blurry disc area in the centre of vision, it's hard to maintain, if you try too hard to maintain it it will disappear, and it's always completely random, it takes time to process what i'm actually looking at, usuaully dumb shit, like part of a table and phone, a fence in the middle of nowhere with grass blowing, sometimes i have no idea what i'm looking at and it disappears.
I managed to do it three times in a row last week, it was early morning twilight, i focused well but not hard, the first image was a tree, it faded but i maintained level and then a sun appeared, again that faded, and then what looked like a galaxy appeared, but it appeared strangely, didn't blur/focus into view, it lit up, like someone slowly turned a bulb on inside my head lighting up the interior to expose what looked like an inverted galaxy, it was hard to tell, it could have been some weird marine flora, i have no clue what it was

Wow I experience this too. very random and clear and noting to do with anything I've ever seen before.

WTF do you say is happening?

And I don't like to say much on public forum.

yes, I can confirm the same that when I try to hard, the vision disappears :) Th trick is to stay in the same 'state' as before the vision appears. I can't even 'look around' , it's almost like staring at it :)
Meditating is new for me but visions are not, I had them many times when I wanted to sleep but still awake with my eyes closed.
It's weird, it mostly starts in my experience with some moving 'dots' like a group of stars moving from right to left before a vision appears in some sort of "tunnel vision" , weird to explain.

In my experience, visions are random but not always. When my ex-girlfriend was pregnant , It looked like a baby in a washer machine full of water, before I heard the news that she was pregnant.

On a sidenote, I always felt the need to visit the pyramids in Gizah for some reason. When I did, I had the most frightening experiences there. I lost my girlfriend in the crowd for a long while, people tried to robb me behind a bus and I wanted to fight them but others hold me back because they have connections and I'm just a tourist etc etc. It felt like an evil energy for me.

I stumbled on this article: [link to thedreamwell.com]

That was my thought, OP.
My suggestion is to get your hands on the videos
done by Campbell...Like "The Hero's Journey"--
that's a great one to start.
There really is no way for anyone to explain to
you what is going on (as long as it isn't organic
or some hormone imbalance.) These kinds of
experiences are for your own exploration and
awakening and asking the advice of people on a
public Forum will only bring you criticism.
Be grateful that you are having this experience,
as some people live their entire lives seeking some
kind of "third-eye" experience and never have them.
No Fear...Keep going!

O'sCookie

thank you!!!
I'll search for them :) :)

When you mention the spine, reminds me of kundalini. Look that up OP.

Yes it sounds like activation of the kundalini. As it and the side channels rise or balance releasing blockages, one can have some very unusual experiences. Main thing is to not get freaked out about them, as they will pass and you will move on to the next stage. Physical rocks may be helpful, but this is not the best way to ground. energy follows thought, visualization is the best way to focus energy. Imagine an energy connection going from the first chakra to the center of the earth. I personaly like the visualization of a water fall, gentle fallingto the center of the earth flowing from my first chakra. As above so below. An ungrounded battery in your car stops the energy from flowing in the cars electrical system. so to it is with our energy system. Grounding helps us as spirit to come more into our bodies and increases the flow of energy into our energy field.

Thanks

I had a lot of "panic attacks" for a while till i recognized that I was not trying to ground myself. I even had a period in life of going to doctors with symptoms I couldnt even describe and the doctor always sended me home because they couldnt find something... When I focussed more on being grounded, life suddenly changed and the panic attacks went away. If I didnt wake up in time, I could be... Seriously ill by now :)
Thanks, I will use your advise!

You are welcome. Kundalini is one way of achieving your goals, but there are more conscious way. In the process of activating the kundalini as it rises it hits blockages in the side channels and central channels. These blockages are not always known to the pracitioner on a conscious level, but do give rise to feelings that are not understood, because one lacks the conscious recognition of what they are. The blockages for the most part are social programming, and religious programming and decisions we have made about life and ourselves which for the most part are not true.

One thing you will find to hold true for most pracitces that are worth their salt is that one becomes the non judgemental witness to one's thoughts and feelings. Knowing for the most parts that our emotional and mental responses to most of lifes situations are programmed responses. After watching one can begin to see ones patterned thinking and responses and begin to asses there origins. Awareness is half the battle and the realization that for the most part what we hold as truths inherited from society and family are lies. These lies keep us as spirit from coming fully into our bodies and manifesting as spirit. The process starts very young, we learn to deny ourselves and give up our own higher knowing to others, through fear of pain and rejection. We are taught to shut down and with draw, leaving behind an empty shell running on programmed responses. Become the witness the watcher absent any judgement. Embrass all the feeling that arise for they sit like covers that keep us from accessing the memories that created them. When we make them our friends, ie embrace them, experience them, no matter what they are, the memories being to flood into conscious awareness and then can be seen and released. Visualization again works wonders for releasing them. Like imagining them as a color filing balloons and being released to the universe. Sounds strange but it works. its like imagining your favorite food or a beautiful woman. Our bodies respond to the visualization as if it were real. So to in imagining the release of unwanted programming.

That happens.

NExt time see if you can see your reflection in the eyes, then you can see out of them.

I've tried to figure it out- as best I can- it's someone on autopilot, or sometimes it can be an animal.
I've found myself in a market, and flying over what looked like a steppe with mountains close by.

Just be aware- I played with this for a long time- that if you see through someone else's eyes, someone else might just be able to see through yours.

It's all one of those supernatural type obstacles- I had to realize that in order to move on in my practice. If you don't, you can get bogged down and fascinated with it, and your mind really can't be that still observing through another's eyes.

JMO and experience.
That's all I really want to say about it. Be careful with that if you practice it.

Last Edited by Hadriana on 12/15/2014 11:35 AM

I can follow you, I use visualization as a tool to remove headaches of my gf and she believes it helps most of the times. I also visualize a white bubble around me in uncomfortable situations, helping me to block fear because I feel protected within that bubble. ty

very interesting, thanks

very strong advice, it felt like being 'sucked' into my chair, really

A friend once shared with me, when I was in need of conscious grounding, the visualization of imagining you are a Tree - with roots growing deep and strong into the earth from your feet - supported. Then feel your legs and spine as the Trunk with Branches coming up and out above you - feeling the light like a tree would.

:-)

Kundalini would be good to research.

Also the frequencies of Love an Fear... Bring Love with you - All Ways.

I have to share this, regardless...

I had the same experience, this time I gently asked me to leave me alone because it blocked my view completely, like a face in front of me with only the eyes visible...

it helped, it went away, I wasn't aware of my body anymore, I was floating in a way.. I don't really know how long I was meditating but suddenly I was caught up in a rotation, everything went from right to left in the middle for my feeling, except the upper and lower part, so I guess, I was the one turning in opposite direction from left to right, anyway, it felt that way... It didn't really feel comfortable or I had problems to adjust. I thanked 'whatever'for the insight and told it I wanted to go back gently because I had enough for now because it was like some sort of being dizzy.
I became aware of my body again and now my right eart tinkled.
Now it comes: It's like I can hear a low continuous bass, like a drum, a vibrational very low sound, I wanted to share it immediately and my laptop went out a couple of times like someone was telling me to be aware so I waited a couple of minutes and now I succeeded to have it started and to come here.
I still feel weird but not bad, but I still hear the sound like it's everywhere, it can be from the skies, but it can also be from below, it's really like a bass of some kind.
amazing but strange.

just wanted to share it for what it's worth.
peace

:popcorn4:

after a while the sound went away and now I think the sound had nothing to do with the experience about rotation.
When I meditate, I use music and this time I had some 'binaural beat frequencies' in the background, which probably still had an effect afterwards on me. Sometimes there can be a simple explanation, nevertheless the experience was awesome.

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