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What happened to me?

 
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So I meditate sometimes, but I decided to try transcendental meditation for a change. This basically involves repeating a private mantra or word over and over- silently in your head, and just relaxing, concentrating on your breathing, and letting other thoughts come and go freely... for about 20 minutes. I decided to do this first thing in the morning, before food or alcohol... for maximum effect.

I started about an hour after I woke up... and I guess it must have been about 15 minutes in... I was repeating my private words in my head...

Mantra. Mantra, mantra. Then I stopped, quiet.
But I could hear myself still repeating it... like it was someone else... but I knew it was me, my thoughts... they were just separate from me somehow... not in my head anymore... or maybe I was not in my head anymore???

Beautiful silence like I have never heard before surrounded me, it felt like protection, although there was nothing to be protected from... it felt like peace.

It WAS silent but I could still hear the mantra repeating. I was fully aware of my body laying in my bedroom... yet now I saw I was seperate from it... seperate from my mind and my thoughts even. I was so calm, so at peace, just being. So powerful, I felt like I was hard wired into the mainframe. Tranquil with a crystal clear mind.

Everything was so calm, so still, yet fluid.
No time, no space, no movement. Just energy. It was pure and gentle. It was like I could see each atom, each molecule... I don't know, just so much detail, so clean, so perfect... the colours were unlike anything I have seen before, more of them... I could taste them.

I could hear my own thoughts but I was not inside my own head. My thoughts circled above me... but with this distance I found such clarity, and bemusement. 'What a strange little creature' before realizing It was the whole of humankind... 'what chaotic little creatures' I smiled. I felt love. (Not the overwhelming kind of love, more just a background feeling of oneness, belonging, and pure relaxation.

I could hear everything, and everyone now ... all of their thoughts - but I was still wrapped in this blanket of silence protecting me... maybe it was more like feeling everything than hearing everything... I can't tell.
I was calm and bemused at the quirky chaos of the human mind. I was separate from 'me'... completely.

I was everything. I was connected. There was a source, and I was connected to it. I saw my brain light up.

I was my breath, and it was as though everything had breath, the same breath, the same life energy...

I saw the whole ocean. Then the whole sky. I saw everything.

Past present future, was wrong... it just was. It was all there, simultaneously and still... and just our minds were running around it, trying to make sense of it all.

It was so strong but so peaceful. Words just don't do it justice...this is like trying to describe an orgasm, to someone who has never felt it. But even writing about an orgasm feels like a sad insult to this. This was pure, and calm, and stronger.

When I returned to my 'usual' state. I cried. I cried for the beauty. I cried because something very real had happened to me, and it was beyond my comprehension of reality. It wasn't an imagined thought or dream.
It was more real than reality itself.

It has changed me.

I don't know what it was, or how it worked but I want to get back there so badly... I get flashes of it sometimes whilst meditating since... but nothing really compared to that.

Has anyone experienced this or similar?
Please, be serious, I am not making this up, and I am not delusional... I know it may sound crazy, but it was very real. I wasn't dreaming, and I was sober. I was awake and aware during the whole experience...
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It could be Astral Projection or OBE.
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01/02/2015 03:06 AM
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I began TM when I was a kid

Around 7-8 years old, there was a whole ritual involved, don't remember many details now. Based on certain things I was given a 'word of wisdom'
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That silence you feel is the source of wisdom

The Gap
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Don't do drugs, kids.
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Don't do drugs, kids.
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I don't 'do drugs'.
I need a different explanation.
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That silence you feel is the source of wisdom

The Gap
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Can you give more details?
Have you felt this way?
Do you know how to get back there?
Do you know why/how it happens?
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That silence you feel is the source of wisdom

The Gap
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66597192


Can you give more details?
Have you felt this way?
Do you know how to get back there?
Do you know why/how it happens?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66450722


Hidden beneath all that com chatter in the mind is a hidden world, inside everyone. An inner cosmos if you will, just as real as the external world. From there you plug into the etheric realms, from there you see the truth of things.
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It could be Astral Projection or OBE.
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Thank you, I will look into these, but I would also like to know if anyone reading this has had any personal experiences that are similar?
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That silence you feel is the source of wisdom

The Gap
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66597192


Can you give more details?
Have you felt this way?
Do you know how to get back there?
Do you know why/how it happens?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66450722


Hidden beneath all that com chatter in the mind is a hidden world, inside everyone. An inner cosmos if you will, just as real as the external world. From there you plug into the etheric realms, from there you see the truth of things.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66597192


Your words feel right to me... like you have felt it too. But I feel like there is so much more to experience... can you share any more with me?
Do you know how/why I am struggling to get back there?
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YOU are NOT your mind or your body
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That silence you feel is the source of wisdom

The Gap
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Can you give more details?
Have you felt this way?
Do you know how to get back there?
Do you know why/how it happens?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66450722


Hidden beneath all that com chatter in the mind is a hidden world, inside everyone. An inner cosmos if you will, just as real as the external world. From there you plug into the etheric realms, from there you see the truth of things.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66597192


Your words feel right to me... like you have felt it too. But I feel like there is so much more to experience... can you share any more with me?
Do you know how/why I am struggling to get back there?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66450722


It was easier for me to slip away when I was younger, the pineal gland calcifies as you get older. Even then however, the 'eye' can still be open, demonstrating the power of the mind
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YOU are NOT your mind or your body
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No but they are nice attributes no?
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YOU are NOT your mind or your body
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Please explain...
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[link to www.youtube.com (secure)]
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YOU are NOT your mind or your body
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This a million times
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YOU are NOT your mind or your body
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Please explain...
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What you call the self is not the real you
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YOU are NOT your mind or your body
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Please explain...
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What you call the self is not the real you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66597192


But what is the real me? Am I somehow connected to everything? Am I everything? Because that's what it felt like. Like we were sort of deluded by the idea of 'I' and 'Me' lost in the separation of our minds, chaotic and confused.
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YOU are NOT your mind or your body
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Please explain...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66450722


What you call the self is not the real you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66597192


But what is the real me? Am I somehow connected to everything? Am I everything? Because that's what it felt like. Like we were sort of deluded by the idea of 'I' and 'Me' lost in the separation of our minds, chaotic and confused.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66450722


... and the tranquility that came from stepping outside of that. The knowing that everything was ok. Pure peace. Why aren't we like that all the time, if that was real?
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OP you insights are well communicated and spot on...
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So I meditate sometimes, but I decided to try transcendental meditation for a change. This basically involves repeating a private mantra or word over and over- silently in your head, and just relaxing, concentrating on your breathing, and letting other thoughts come and go freely... for about 20 minutes. I decided to do this first thing in the morning, before food or alcohol... for maximum effect.

I started about an hour after I woke up... and I guess it must have been about 15 minutes in... I was repeating my private words in my head...

Mantra. Mantra, mantra. Then I stopped, quiet.
But I could hear myself still repeating it... like it was someone else... but I knew it was me, my thoughts... they were just separate from me somehow... not in my head anymore... or maybe I was not in my head anymore???

Beautiful silence like I have never heard before surrounded me, it felt like protection, although there was nothing to be protected from... it felt like peace.

It WAS silent but I could still hear the mantra repeating. I was fully aware of my body laying in my bedroom... yet now I saw I was seperate from it... seperate from my mind and my thoughts even. I was so calm, so at peace, just being. So powerful, I felt like I was hard wired into the mainframe. Tranquil with a crystal clear mind.

Everything was so calm, so still, yet fluid.
No time, no space, no movement. Just energy. It was pure and gentle. It was like I could see each atom, each molecule... I don't know, just so much detail, so clean, so perfect... the colours were unlike anything I have seen before, more of them... I could taste them.

I could hear my own thoughts but I was not inside my own head. My thoughts circled above me... but with this distance I found such clarity, and bemusement. 'What a strange little creature' before realizing It was the whole of humankind... 'what chaotic little creatures' I smiled. I felt love. (Not the overwhelming kind of love, more just a background feeling of oneness, belonging, and pure relaxation.

I could hear everything, and everyone now ... all of their thoughts - but I was still wrapped in this blanket of silence protecting me... maybe it was more like feeling everything than hearing everything... I can't tell.
I was calm and bemused at the quirky chaos of the human mind. I was separate from 'me'... completely.

I was everything. I was connected. There was a source, and I was connected to it. I saw my brain light up.

I was my breath, and it was as though everything had breath, the same breath, the same life energy...

I saw the whole ocean. Then the whole sky. I saw everything.

Past present future, was wrong... it just was. It was all there, simultaneously and still... and just our minds were running around it, trying to make sense of it all.

It was so strong but so peaceful. Words just don't do it justice...this is like trying to describe an orgasm, to someone who has never felt it. But even writing about an orgasm feels like a sad insult to this. This was pure, and calm, and stronger.

When I returned to my 'usual' state. I cried. I cried for the beauty. I cried because something very real had happened to me, and it was beyond my comprehension of reality. It wasn't an imagined thought or dream.
It was more real than reality itself.

It has changed me.

I don't know what it was, or how it worked but I want to get back there so badly... I get flashes of it sometimes whilst meditating since... but nothing really compared to that.

Has anyone experienced this or similar?
Please, be serious, I am not making this up, and I am not delusional... I know it may sound crazy, but it was very real. I wasn't dreaming, and I was sober. I was awake and aware during the whole experience...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66450722






Congratulations...

You are now "one" with the demonic realm.


P.S. - No, I am not kidding.
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Congratulations...

You are now "one" with the demonic realm.


P.S. - No, I am not kidding.


I thought someone may say this.
Why do you believe this?

I feel that you must have never experienced it, to say this... because if you had you would know how pure it felt.

Since it happened, I stopped smoking, I don't enjoy alcohol as much; I eat less. The greed has gone. I feel more at peace, and I am able to sit back from my emotions and observe myself calmly, with gentle compassion.

Why would you relate this to demonic?
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Am I somehow connected to everything? Am I everything?
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[link to www.wakingtimes.com]
Within a hologram, the whole is within the part. No matter how many times you divide the whole, the part will always contain it’s totality. Just as higher consciousness realizations show that each part, as seemingly small or separate it is from total reality and the Source of reality itself, contains that very Source and v.v. The deduction from the holographic experiments conclude that autonomy and separateness are an illusion and that all is one.

Additional reading -

The Holographic Universe (Michael Talbot)
[link to www.amazon.com]
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Am I somehow connected to everything? Am I everything?
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[link to www.wakingtimes.com]
Within a hologram, the whole is within the part. No matter how many times you divide the whole, the part will always contain it’s totality. Just as higher consciousness realizations show that each part, as seemingly small or separate it is from total reality and the Source of reality itself, contains that very Source and v.v. The deduction from the holographic experiments conclude that autonomy and separateness are an illusion and that all is one.

Additional reading -

The Holographic Universe (Michael Talbot)
[link to www.amazon.com]
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC


Thank you for the information :)
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Makes my head spin. Please, OP. It's so much simpler than all of that.

Just get quiet and ask God to reveal himself to you. Ask Jesus if he's really real, to please reveal himself to you. Surrender.

Beware of those practices you describe. Been there, done that.

God is in the seeking. He's not in that realm you are talking about, but I don't want to spoil your search for 'ya.

I had to search and I'm glad that it worked out that way. I HAD to know more about who He is. Seek and you will find. Knock and the door will be answered. Ask and you will receive.

He's waiting for you. He loves you so much.
Greater is He who is in me than he who is in the world.

Whatever feels good to your soul, do that.
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OP you insights are well communicated and spot on...
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC


Thank you for your kind words of support. Have you felt this before?
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Am I somehow connected to everything? Am I everything?
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[link to www.wakingtimes.com]
Within a hologram, the whole is within the part. No matter how many times you divide the whole, the part will always contain it’s totality. Just as higher consciousness realizations show that each part, as seemingly small or separate it is from total reality and the Source of reality itself, contains that very Source and v.v. The deduction from the holographic experiments conclude that autonomy and separateness are an illusion and that all is one.

Additional reading -

The Holographic Universe (Michael Talbot)
[link to www.amazon.com]
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC


hesright
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YOU are NOT your mind or your body
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Please explain...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66450722


What you call the self is not the real you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66597192


But what is the real me? Am I somehow connected to everything? Am I everything? Because that's what it felt like. Like we were sort of deluded by the idea of 'I' and 'Me' lost in the separation of our minds, chaotic and confused.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 66450722


When you feel connected to the All it is known as 'cosmic consciousness'

'Unity' is with the One

The ineffable, infinite
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Makes my head spin. Please, OP. It's so much simpler than all of that.

Just get quiet and ask God to reveal himself to you. Ask Jesus if he's really real, to please reveal himself to you. Surrender.

Beware of those practices you describe. Been there, done that.

God is in the seeking. He's not in that realm you are talking about, but I don't want to spoil your search for 'ya.

I had to search and I'm glad that it worked out that way. I HAD to know more about who He is. Seek and you will find. Knock and the door will be answered. Ask and you will receive.

He's waiting for you. He loves you so much.
 Quoting: Ms. Superduper


It sounds like your experiences are very different from mine. I am not/was not searching for God. I meditate only to relax and find inner peace.

I hope it does not offend you, but the process I felt did not feel complicated. It felt simple, complete clarity. The only religious way I could feel about it was that it felt perhaps like god was within me, because I was everything, and everything was connected to the source. (Maybe the source was god)? Honestly though, to me it felt more pure than religion. I didn't need to ask. It was all already there, so beautiful, so honest. I couldn't say what it was.
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Have you felt this before?
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Yes....

Try to view what you experienced as like a significant glimpse or 'sneak preview' into the higher nature of (your) existence. Now you continue to go through the process of gradually integrating the insights from the experience into your everyday state of awareness.
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Now you continue to go through the process of gradually integrating the insights from the experience into your everyday state of awareness.
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC


spock

Don't get hung up on wanting to get back that feeling OP, other experiences will come, just trust yourself.





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