very weird dream last night

DISCLAIMER: I AM LARGELY SKEPTICAL OF POSSESSION

so in this dream i was talking to a paranormal shrink about demons and stuff, then he mentioned that one of the easiest ways for an entity to get inside you is sexually, but you usually let it.

The dream progresses and i end up having some kind of health problem and go to the hospital. This nurse who had to be in her 50's wheeled me into a private area and was getting sexual and was about to give me a hand job. almost as soon as she started, she morphed into what i could only describe as a golem like creature in the face and said "black spell of..." then i panic, flashback and i am sitting right at this shrink dudes office again freaking out wondering what i'd been talking to him about the whole time i was in the hospital. (this was a similar feeling to when i was on acid and kept losing track of time, i just "snapped" back.

also to add into the weirdness is that "black spell of destructions" is a song from one of my favorite bands Burzum. and that album was sitting around in the shrinks office somewhere.

My interpretation of the dream is that my subconscious is telling me that i may need to consider giving this music a break, if anyone knows about Burzum, they probably know there is a fucked up fan base. I am no exception to mental illness and have been in a horribly downward spiral as of late.

one question is should i give my music (i have a band also) up?

another is can you let a demon inside of you voluntarily?
(i think this may just be my subconscious hating/regretting my recent ex)

is the only reason i had this dream is because i was listening to art bell and malachi martin go on about it for 3 hrs last night?

right now i think its the third question with overtones of the 2nd question. normally i think possession talk is rubbish.

anyway, i always like to vent my weird dreams. if someone reads this; thank you and hopefully you know something about demons and possession and can reply