So which of one of yoU is tHe pOet?

I don't really have one...but I look around at humans in motion..and sometimes I see real poetry. Some people should be proud.

And here I thought we had established who you really are.

I am not the game maker. It started years before I ever found it. There are players who have been spinning it for years, a decade AT. Wake up or admit to being s bot, a program. Purposeful looper, back to editing, erasing Posts. Looping.

Thank you for this thread.

I hear you loud and clear. I don't like the label psychic but after 40 years of living with it I finally started calling it what it was recently. I'd rather say I am just more in tune. It goes so much further beyond what most people think of as a "psychic."

A curse because I don't have any control over it. It ruins many a day for me. I have to learn to control what is coming in. It freaks me out sometimes how dead on the "pre-thoughts" and reality line up. Also I do not like the responsibility of knowing things. Or telling others about them.

A blessing because it has saved my life, and the life of others close to me many times. Many. Both literally and spiritually. It also allows me to be very connected to my father. We were telepathic while he was in the flesh and still now that he has crossed over.

It has gotten much stronger since I stopped consuming corn syrup and as many of their other toxins as I can. This was 15 months ago. The cleansing was intense and painful. I lost a ton of weight. Once the dust settled my connection has become so strong that others have contacted me and told me they could feel my energy 1200 miles away. That freaks me out. But I am learning to deal with it and studying ways to first balance myself and then fine tune the "psychicness."

Mine has almost always been in the form of pre-cog dreams. And yes the timing is often unknown. Mine have come to fruition anywhere from same day to 18 months. I still have a few that have not come about yet, but I know will. One is 11 years old and deals with what I feel is possibly 2 -3 years from now in a post battle situation. And another reoccurring which started 3 years ago that would be in the beginning phases. I am very bad about journaling. I remember all of the necessary ones. I need to start journaling though. Some are so insignificant but others are not. I have dreamt many of the major disasters ie 9/11 and Katrina. They are not always literal. Sometimes things are allegorical. It takes a while to decipher some.

I have had the waking thoughts as well but usually insignificant daily events or in one case, a life endangering get out message a few hours prior to something that would have killed my family.Since I changed my diet, awake thoughts have changed. They have gotten more intense. Quicker fruition.

Two weeks ago today I had an all consuming body experience and ever since them it has gotten unreal. One foot in each dimension. At first I was full of love and shared it all over including here. Now I am exhausted and feel all this doom that is coming. I thought we could stop it. I am not sure we can. I saw this thread and your words.

I have hope. Your words give me hope and will help me to keep pushing to find a way to control this energy I was truly blessed with at birth for the better good of humanity. My husband as well is waking up again and realizing our inheritance and how we must use it to help turn the wheel. I hope others wake up too and soon. I know I will be okay through it all because of what I already have survived, which I always knew were lessons for what was to come. And because of what I have SEEN. I will be okay and survive this too. I will help others through it as they will help me. Love thy neighbor as you love thyself is what I was preaching here. I need to remember my own words.

For those of you asking for parlor tricks, they are just that. They do require energy to perform. That energy that connects us all. You all have the power to do these tricks. You just don't realize it, or even deny it when it is right in your face. If we use that energy for these tricks it is wasted. It's not fun, it's tiring, for real.

Remember, we are all born with this gift. Receive it.

I would like to take this opportunity to tell you, I have been talking with someone who i thought was you, I thought you were playing a game with me and I was less than nice to this woman, relationships, friendships are hopefully built on mutual trust. Why was it that you decided to try to deceive me ? what is in it for you ?

I reached out here on GLP trying to find other truth seekers I genuinely felt I had a piece to the puzzle to contribute, I was mocked, blasphemed, stalked, insulted and outright threatened.

Why would you want to be any part of that MO ?

There is absolutely no good evidence to suggest that anything you have just referenced is the least bit accurate.

In fact, all of that has been created precisely in the manner which I described above. AFOSI (specifically Rick Doty) and the NSA fed Bennewitz layer after layer of disinformation to throw him off track and discredit any possible future investigations of a similar nature. A lot of this information was sent directly to his computer by NSA agents across the street from his home (which happened to be within miles of Kirtland AFB) and he "decoded" it. This is the origin of the "underground reptilian/grey unholy alliance to take over the world" conspiracy theory. It has since been blown incredibly out of proportion by would be conspiracy theorists who are too lazy to do some simple research on the history of UFOs and national security.

Cool. And now you are going to send me borderline threatening pM. I have never talked to you outside these threads AT. If someone led you to believe they were me? That's on you and them and that person is in deep karmic shit.

Its probably not easy to find a individual who can fix all the worlds problems, that is more likely to be a project for multitudes of people.
One step i that direction could be to see that even though there are lots of problems, there many positive things as well.

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This rift between us has probably ruined one of the best things that could have happened to me in a long time.

I guess when people continue to toy with people and their emotions it is easy to get confused, surely that was not your intent right ?